mel is me

So, I got my nails painted today……they’re the same color Lydia’s nails were in car park scene – when she was like “This is a perfect shade for me. I forgot the name.” Because I’m complete stydia trash and green is solved and yeah……I think stydia’s gonna finally be solved on Tuesday. 

That feeling when writing brings you into this strange state of odd hyperfocus to the point where your whole being more or less gets filled with the emotions and the mood you have in mind for the scene you’re writing, even if you end up not even describing said mood.


“Yes, of course we still love her, and we’re always thinking of her…”

“I know you both needed someone who knows what you’re going through…”




“please, come back.”

My prediction for supergirl romance : Mon finds out that Alex and Maggie are happily in love together despite their problems and is like “ oh that’s allowed on Earth ? “ and then everyone is like “yeah ofc” and he’s like “sweet” and proceeds to go ask out Winn who is a flustered happy bisexual mess. Kara goes to tell this funny story to her crush friend Lena Luthor and then  realizes that actually Lena has really pretty eyes and nice hair and when she smiles Kara never wants that smile to go away and her heart kinda goes !!! because she may or may not suddenly really want to kiss her girlfriend friend Lena Luthor and all of a sudden is Lena asking her out ?

Please be respectful towards real figure skaters and do not associate them too closely with an anime character. Do not erase the amount of time and effort they put into their work and be aware that they should be admired for their own accomplishments. Not because “omg he looks like Victor”