Maybe this will find you one day…

I just needed one more time. One more conversation. I needed to tell you bye. I needed closure. I needed to tell you that I only unfriended/unfollowed you, because otherwise, I couldn’t have stayed away. If I could’ve just told you this, I would’ve went away forever.

Yes, I purposely posted things you would see and like, hoping it’d speak to you and you’d reach out, because I couldn’t. I tried, to no avail.

I meant everything I ever told you. I believed everything you ever told me.

Yes, I fall fast and I fall hard.

Yes, I know that this makes me sad and pathetic. Even bordering on desperate. And I don’t care. As long as you hear my words and my heart.

I’m sorry if I was, or am, too much. I’m sorry if I am not, or was not, enough.

I’m sorry I was being selfish. And I’m sorry that I hurt you.

I wish you the best. Nothing but the best.

I will never forget you and how you made me feel.

And I hope you remember me for the good times, and not the bad.