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L’avresti mai detto, Robin?

Ti eri mai chiesta quante straordinarie possibilità abbiano inizio con un “ciao”?
Io non ne ho dimenticata alcuna.
Continuano a tenermi compagnia, tra le planimetrie di progetti che mi impegno a non finire, a ritenere incompleti per qualche ragione sempre meno convincente.
Questo perché mi illudo del fatto che se solo riuscissi a rimandare la conclusione di qualcosa, questa potrebbe durare per sempre.
Ma dire “non oggi” ogni giorno non mi rende immortale, e il tempo passa in fretta.
Temo la fine, Robin, e mi sento terribilmente solo.
Ne sono terrorizzato al punto tale da aver tediato Tracy con tutto ciò che so sull’architettura, nella speranza che se lassù dovesse trovare il nulla, saprebbe come costruirsi un paradiso alternativo.
È questo che fanno le persone, dopotutto. Anche in vita.
Io non sarò da meno; mi dimetterò da quella naturale e costruirò la mia realtà alternativa, perché in fin dei conti resta quella che più sapientemente riuscirò a controllare: un regalo del destino non puoi gestirlo e sei “costretto”, inerme, a subire tutta la sua bellezza.
Ma io e te ci siamo promessi e costruiti, Robin, e la solitudine mi sta chiedendo una vittima per il suo dolore.
So che non è una proposta allettante, ma spero possa esserlo di più la mia protezione.

Tu fuori dalla tua realtà ed io fuori dalla mia, ma insieme.
Usciremo, andremo fuori dove la pioggia ha bisogno di noi per ricordare la sua temperatura, e non sembrare mai così fredda.
Mi hai preparato all’amore, ed indirettamente mi ci hai condotto, ma non hai mai ricevuto la tua ricompensa.
Forse è arrivato il momento di giustificare anche le tue scelte, e dare loro un senso: in cambio, chiedo soltanto che tu tenga compagnia ad un saccente ciarlone.
Chiedo il fianco di chi, conoscendo bene tutto ciò che è l’opposto di sé, mi conosce meglio di chiunque altri.

Mi spiace, Robin, se ho trovato la mia strada nel tuo momento peggiore, quando più di ogni altra volta avevi bisogno di sentirti amata; avrei potuto essere il gigante che gioca a domino con i megaliti all’infinito, creare un filo conduttore per ogni mia azione e disegnando per te la stessa coincidenza di avvenimenti che nel caso di Tracy mi piaceva chiamare “destino”. Ma, guarda caso, non sarebbe stato destino.
Quando non ho più potuto seguirti da vicino, ti ho lasciata andare.
Ho capito di dover cominciare a temere per le mie vittorie, visto che nessuno, te compresa, teneva il punteggio. In quello era più bravo il vecchio Barney.
Così, per un breve tempo, ho cominciato ad osservarti da lontano, e mi è sembrato di rivederti come per la prima volta al MacLarence’s Pub.
Da quella prospettiva, il tuo sorriso era più bello e i tuoi guai più evidenti, perché non avevo più il permesso di farti da schermo; perché non c’era qualcuno in grado di capire che “nulla di importante”, nel tuo linguaggio, è la più disperata richiesta di aiuto.
Ma le nostre debolezze andavano troppo d’accordo, tanto da evitare il confronto, e l’uomo che cercava il vero amore non era pronto a proteggere la donna rassegnata alla sua inesistenza.                                    
Ad oggi sono ancora certo che insieme non saremo perfetti, continueremo a non esserlo come abbiamo sempre voluto, per mantenere viva l’illusione di rimandarci ad un momento della vita in cui lo saremo.
Perché lo so: anche tu temi la fine.
Siamo stati vaghi tanto da perdere forma, e da allora non so essere breve.
Ho smesso di essere approssimativo per non dover più dire “generalmente” ed accorgermi che qualcosa mancava. La tua battuta mancava.
Ma so che riusciremo a tenerci compagnia, senza più bisogno della pioggia per non piangere da soli.
E sappi che pioverà ancora, com’è sempre piovuto su di noi, tanto che uscendo di casa avremo il mal di mare.
Ora so di poterti proteggere, Robin, perché ho avuto dell’amore vero la mia prova, e sono sicuro di avere anche troppe parole per spiegartela. Mi odierai per quanto parlerò, ma nell’oceano dei miei logorroici discorsi non troverai il tempo di dirmelo.

Riconosco che nulla di tutto ciò sia facile, forse ingiusto, ma di un cuore promesso al cielo questa è la massima parte che potrò darti, e il massimo che posso chiedere da te.
Per quanto strano, spero che sarai disposta a vedermi come un Dobler quando, ai piedi della tua finestra, non troverai una serenata, ma uno smandrappato sognatore con un corno francese blu che ha smesso di cantare amore.
Terrò duro con te come non ho potuto con la mia Tracy, e sopporterò con un sorriso chi è convinto che il sole porti felicità, perché so che non ha mai danzato, prima speranzoso poi vincitore, sotto la pioggia.

Ho aspettato tanto a lungo da stringere amicizia col tempo, ed accorgermi di quanto sia infinitamente piccolo.
Per questo qui ed ora, sotto la tua finestra, ho deciso di dare inizio a nuove straordinarie possibilità.
Ti ho mai detto quante hanno inizio con un semplice “ciao”?

Ciao”, Robin.

Egy gyogyszer erte. Egy gyogyszer erted. Egy gyogyszer mindenkiert. Egy gyogyszer magamert. Egy gyogyszer a halalomert. Na meg kettot a biztonsag kedveert. Es igen mar erzed is hogy a szived megall.
—  En eddig birtam. Feltelek. Ha te is en is.

offering-table with the barley (jt, whose pronunciation has been preserved in Coptic as “iót”) from “the God’s fields” (ww-Nṯr) also known as “the Fields of Horus”, that is the name of the agricultural land of the II nome of Lower Egypt (“Cow’s thigh”, Letopolites, whose capital city is Sḫm/Šm-“Sìm”/Letopolis Megale, now called “Ausim”).
Temple of Osiris and Opet at ‘Ipet-Sut’ (“Karnak”), the highly sacred Precinct of Amon-Ra at 'Uaset’-Thebes,
north exterior wall, detail from the lower frieze

the Seven Hathor-Goddesses, each wearing the Solar disk with cow’s horns and the two feathers, and playing the tambourine.
The seven Hathor-Goddesses are, from right to left:
-“Hathor Lady of ‘Uaset’-Thebes”
-“Hathor of the southern sycamore”
-“Hathor of ….”
-“Hathor Lady of Kos” (’Qjs’, the pronunciation is preserved in Coptic), capital city of the XIV nome of Upper Egypt; the modern arabic name derived from its original egyptian name is “Qusiya”
-“Hathor Lady of Hnés (Ḥ(w)t-nn-Nswt, the pronunciation is preserved in Coptic)”, that is Herakleopolis Megale, capital city of the XX nome of Upper Egypt; the modern arabic name derived from its original egyptian name is “Ihnasya”
-“Hathor Lady of Momemphi (Jḥt)”, capital city of the III nome of Lower Egypt
-“Hathor of the Red Lake”

Temple of the Goddess Isis at Philae (now on the Agilkia island),
thickness of the doorway leading to the “House of Birth” (First Pylon, west tower), west side, detail from the second register (drawing from Lepsius, “Denkmäler aus Ägypten und Äthiopien”, IV-26)

THE SIGNS AS TITANS AND TITANESSES

ARIES: ATLAS - Titan God of Strength

Atlas was one of the second-generation Titans. He personified the quality of endurance (atlaô). In one tradition, Atlas led the Titanes in a rebellion against Zeus and was condemned to bear the heavens upon his shoulders. In another, he was said to have been appointed guardian of the pillars which held earth and sky asunder. He was also the god who instructed mankind in the art of astronomy, a tool which was used by sailors in navigation and farmers in measuring the seasons. These roles were often combined and Atlas becomes the god who turns the heaven on their axis, causing the stars to revolve.

TAURUS: EURYNOME - Titan Godess of Water-Meadows

Eurynome was the Titan goddess of water-meadows and pasturelands, and one of the elder Okeanides. She was the third bride of Zeus who bore him the Kharites, three goddesses of grace and beauty. Eurynome was also the goddess of the river Neda in Arkadia, and the mother of Asopos, a nearby stream. Her name was derived from the Greek words eurys “wide,” “broad,” and nomia “pasturelands.”

GEMINI: PROMETHEUS - Titan God of Forethought

Prometheus was the Titan god of forethought and the creator and benefactor of man. He defied Zeus on several occasions, including tricking the gods out of the best share of the sacrificial meat, and stealing fire from heaven for the benefit of mankind. Zeus was furious, and had Prometheus chained to Mount Caucasus, where an eagle was set to devour his ever-regenerating liver. The Titan was eventually released from his tortures by Heracles.

CANCER: RHEA - Titan Goddess of Fertility

Rhea was the Titanis mother of the gods, and a goddess of female fertility, motherhood, and generation. Her name means “flow” and “ease.” As the wife of Kronos (Time), she represented the eternal flow of time and generations; as the great Mother (Meter Megale). She was also a goddess of comfort and ease. In myth, Rhea was the wife of the Titan Kronos and Queen of heaven.

LEO: AURA - Titan Goddess of the Breeze

AURA was the Titan goddess of the breeze and the fresh, cool air of early morning. She was a virgin-huntress who was excessively proud of her maidenhood. In her hubris she dared to compare her body with that of the goddess Artemis, claiming that the goddess was too womanly in form to be a true virgin. Artemis sought out Nemesis (Retribution) to avenge her dignity, and as punishment, Aura suffered rape at the hands of Dionysos. This crime drove her to madness and in her fury she became a ruthless, slayer of men.

VIRGO : COEUS - Titan God of Intelligence

Coeus (or Koios) The Titan god of the intellect as his name would suggest. He was also known as Polus (the pole) and probably presided over the axis of heaven in the north around which the constellations revolve. Coeus was one of the four Titan-brothers who conspired with Cronus in the ambush and castration of Uranus. At the end of the Titan-War, he was confined by Zeus in the Tartarean pit. Coeus was sometimes described as leader of the Gigantes, who rebelled against Zeus.

LIBRA: MNEMOSYNE - Titan Goddess of Memories

Mnemosyne was Titan goddess of memory and remembrance and the inventress of language and words. As a Titan daughter of Ouranos (Heaven), Mnemosyne was also a goddess of time. She represented the rote memorisation required, before the introduction of writing, to preserve the stories of history and sagas of myth. In this role she was represented as the mother of the Mousai (Muses), originally patron goddesses of the poets of the oral tradition.

SCORPIO: THEMIS - Titan Goddess of Devine Law

Themis was the Titan goddess of divine law and order–the traditional rules of conduct first established by the gods. She was also a prophetic goddess who presided over the most ancient oracles, including Delphoi. In this role, she was the divine voice (themistes) who first instructed mankind in the primal laws of justice and morality, such as the precepts of piety, the rules of hospitality, good governance, conduct of assembly, and pious offerings to the gods. In Greek, the word themis referred to divine law, those rules of conduct long established by custom. Unlike the word nomos, the term was not usually used to describe laws of human decree.

SAGITTARIUS: SELENE - Titan Godess of the Moon

Selene was the Titan goddess of the moon. She was depicted as a woman either riding side saddle on a horse or in a chariot drawn by a pair of winged steeds. Her lunar sphere or crescent was represented as either a crown set upon her head or as the fold of a raised, shining cloak. In myth, Selene’s great love was the shepherd prince Endymion. The beautiful boy was granted eternal youth and immortality by Zeus and placed in a state of eternal slumber in a cave near the peak of Lydian Mount Latmos. There his heavenly bride descended to consort with him in the night.

CAPRICORN: ASTERIA - Titan Goddess of oracle and prophecies of night

Asteria was the Titan goddess of the oracles and prophecies of night, including prophetic dreams, the reading of the stars (astrology), and necromancy. She was a younger Titan goddess whose name and genealogy suggest presided over the night, stars and nocturnal prophecy. She was the mother of the goddess Hecate. After the fall of the Titans Asteria was pursued by Zeus and but leapt into the sea to escape him where she was transformed into the island of Delos.

AQUARIUS: HECATE - Titan Goddess of Magic.

Hekate (or Hecate) was the goddess of magic, witchcraft, the night, moon, ghosts and necromancy. She was the only child of the Titanes Perses and Asteria from whom she received her power over heaven, earth, and sea. Hekate assisted Demeter in her search for Persephone, guiding her through the night with flaming torches. After the mother-daughter reunion became she Persephone’s minister and companion in Haides.

PISCES: OCEANUS - Titan God of The Ocean

Oceanus (or Okeanos) was the Titan god of the earth-encircling, fresh-water river Oceanus. As a Titan god he presided over the rising and setting of the heavenly bodies : the sun, the moon, the stars, and the dawn. His ever-flowing waters, encircling the edges of the cosmos were associated with the neverending flow of time. Oceanus was the only one of the brother Uranides not to participate in the castration of their father Uranus. In the Titan-War he remained neutral, giving his tacit support to Zeus.

anonymous asked:

What would a poly!DaesungGD relationship include? (maybe also while doing the smut?)

written by an ult dae stan and an ult gd stan aka admins maddi and meg

Originally posted by yougotmeatbang

  • ALL THE HUGGING
  • so sexual like omg
  • they both try to be dominant
  • they’d always try to one up each other
  • like gd would buy you a bunch of stuff
  • but daesung would show you a bunch of affection
  • you own the biggest bed, but y’all still squeeze into the middle
  • basically y’all would mess around a lot
  • just little things, like someone would flick someone’s ear or something then it would start like a nerf war or smth
  • while gd is producing or smth, you and dae would try and seduce him
  • singing competitions 
  • they both would be so worried about you
  • “have you eaten?”
  • “did you get enough rest?”
  • they would put you first all the time
  • you’d always have to be near them
  • like at a concert, you would stay backstage and you’d always get hugs in between sets
  • or if gd was working, you’d have to be in the same room as him
  • you and gd would be kissing, and dae would come out of nowhere with a nerf gun and shoot you two
  • but if you and dae were kissing,gd would just squeeze his way in
  • a beautiful relationship
  • w ea re dead

gally in the book: is2g, all of u r idiots. u all need to die. wtf i should be in charge. i am captan gally, argh. this dumbass bitchass shankass slintheadass thomas-ass needs to leave, like wtf. u wish u were my friend, im so cool. i’vE SEEN YOU B4 THMAS. fk ALL OF U, im running away to the grivers that understand me

gally in the movie: iVE BEEN HERE THrEE YEARS G REENIE

the God Anubis bearing the Lunar disk;
detail from the coffin (bottom of the foot) of Artemidora, daughter of Harpokras, from Moirai (Mr-wr), city located in the XV nome of Upper Egypt (Hermopolites, whose capital city is Shmoun/Khmoun-Hermopolis Megale); dated to the 90-100 CE, now in the Metropolitan Museum…