5 or 4 years ago, we started being textmates. You’re funny and you have a girlfriend that time. Every time that you and your girlfriend fight, you will always ask for a piece of advice. We even decided to call each other “Boss” because you follow my orders on how to make a girl smile again. Months passed by and we became best of friends, bespren, bes, besh, bestfriend. Back in our time, calling someone your bestfriend is like the realest level up in friendships. So I was happy and you are too. After a year, you broke up with your girlfriend because of someone else, she started liking someone else and you guys ended up destroying each other. You got flaws too, you’re a playboy. I am always there for you the way you are. From kwentuhan to kulitan.
We finally decided to meet each other. You introduced me to your family and I did too. I introduced you to mine. It was one of the greatest day in my life. Our bond became stronger. Once a week we will have a date or mostly, I will go to your house and you will go to mine after that.
You fell for me and I didn’t at that time because I know you from your hair down to your nails in your toes and I know how you play with girls. I rejected you in a way you did not noticed. I became one of the most important girl in your life next to your ate and mama and we know, from that time, you started getting afraid of losing me.
You stopped pursuing me and flirted with another girl who did not last for months. It happened again and again for a while until you made me realize that maybe I like you too. But it was too late. Way too late for us to try things.
Now, we merely see each other. I’m busy and so you are. But you never failed to be sweet and caring. You never failed to be my bestfriend and that’s when I know that we are better this way. I realized that the love I may have felt long ago will never fade because you will always stay as my first guy bestfriend.