asking for help again, im sorry
okay. so i know that i just asked for help and hit a pretty large goal awhile ago but another month came around and i had to pay my rent here. im still living with the same man, and not really much has gotten better at all. i had to spend a lot of money on my dog because his vaccinations costed more than i thought and then i had to pay for him AND my moms dogs to get flea medication because her dogs gave him fleas.
i dont know what im going to do, i cant see myself even being able to move out anytime soon, but as far as i know (the manager has told me this) id at least be able to move to a different apartment in my complex and even my ‘boyfriend’ seems okay with that. its not much, but its a good first step. it would take a lot of stress off of me to not have to be around him all of the time.
i AM trying to get a job. i promise that im not just sitting around mooching off of peoples sympathy and shit. ive only ever recieved SSI income so ive been nervous but ive already started filling out applications for 3 restaraunts near me. its going to be hard for me to find a job anywhere outside of that because i have no experience in anything, i have a learning disability, and im mentally ill.
i could really use any extra cash at all for winter clothes, food, and cleaning supplies for my new apartment. even a dollar helps. i changed my e-mail since everyone wanted to think my south park reference meant i was a literal thief or something.
firstname.lastname@example.org is my email if you could please spare something. thank you