i remember being 11 and watching one of onision's videos on vegetarianism and it made me so guilty about eating meat that i cried and never ate it again. even though it's been 6 years since i watched that video, i still can't eat meat because he made it seem like all meat eaters are evil and i was sure that if i ate it again then someone would just know (paranoia) and think im awful and hurt me. i have a vitamin deficiency. i shouldn't be vegetarian. but i cant smell meat without feeling sick.