My mom has told me to follow my gut feeling. Especially when that feeling is there for more than 24 hours.
Well, in my gut, heart, and head I know that he is not happy with her. I know that he is using her as a rebound, or he is with her because what he’s feeling now is all he’s ever known. Miserable.
I know in my gut, heart, and head that we are not over. No one has such a connection on that kind of level with someone who lives in a completely different state. No one meets someone as random as I met him and clicks like we did. There is a different plan set for us then we had. Everything happens for a reason right? Sometimes things, or people have to fall apart to realize how much they have to be together.
People in my life may think I am crazy for believing in him, us and our relationship still but I do. I truly believe he is my soul mate.
Usually my gut is right.. and I hope it is this time because learning to live without him is one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do.
When you know, you know.
I know. He knows. Everyone who knew “us” knows.
*sigh* I miss him.
Please don’t fuck me over gut.. I’m counting on you.