Can I just say if the new Sleeping With Sirens album doesn’t contain either a) political themed songs and/or b) at least one song that sounds at least somewhat decent if played on a piano then I’m probably gonna go rip up my Kellin poster
I know I’ve said that alarm clocks don’t work for me, but I should set my alarm clock to something by Sleeping With Sirens and leave my phone half-way across the room bc I bet all my Vic posters that when that shit goes off, I will not hesitate to get the fuck up to turn that high-pitched dog whistle off before it’ll even begin to ring
“I don’t know (Y/F/N)…what if this isn’t what he wants. What if he is just trying to make me happy and this isn’t what he really wants. What if he regrets this? What if I regret this? What if he doesn’t want his and he leaves. I mean he’s Kellin freaking Quinn. He could find anyone who’s better and prettier than me and not pregnant. Oh God (Y/N), this is bad. This is really really bad. I mean we’ve only been married a year. That gives him time to regret our marriage. Oh my God. What if he divorces me over this? ” I panic as I’m talking to my friend as we’re both sitting on me and Kellin’s bathroom counter, holding a small stick in my hand.
“STOP. Think about this. Really close your eyes and think about this. What do you want? Forget about him a moment and take a breath. What do you really want?” She says calmly and lays her head on my shoulder and I slowly close my eyes.
In that moment I knew she was the right person to call. Always my best friend and always there. No matter what time it is or how lonely I feel. In the midst of the rubble, always her hand there to pull me out.
“I…I don’t know.” I say shakily.
My eye lids continue to be closed as I keep thinking about what I truly want.Suddenly I hear the timer go off on my phone and it interrupts my thoughts. I open my eyes and my stomach jumps into my throat. I feel her take my hand. I look at her and she nods with a small smile. I nod back. I flip the test over.
“Pos…itive…Positive…OH MY GOD (Y/F/N)…ITS POSITIVE.” I scream and slid off the counter and jump with excitement.
She slides off the counter and jumps with me. Smiles on both of our faces.I hold the test up in the air for victory and couldn’t be more over joyed. (Y/F/N) envelops me in a hug and we start giggling.
“Oh my god (Y/N)! This is so exciting! Only thing is, how on Earth are you going to tell him?” She questions.
I look at her with a devious smile and lean in to tell her my amazing plan.
~1 WEEK LATER~
I’m getting ready to go over to my parent’s house to celebrate Father’s day when Kellin interrupts me curling my hair.
“You excited to go over today Sweetheart?” Kellin asks me.
I look over at him and he’s grinning from ear to ear.
“Mhmm” I reply and give him a fake smile through my nervousness and pretend to focus on curling my hair.
He finally leaves the room as I finish up. I put on my shoes and grab the gifts for everyone as I leave. Temporarily sticking Kellin’s gift inside my Father’s bag to keep him from noticing.
“Wow you look…wow…I mean astonishing…Just…wow.” He exclaims as I walk down the stairs.
I chuckle at his cuteness as we walk out the door on the way to my Parent’s.When arrive at my Parent’s we eat the annual Father’s Day breakfast and then all of my sibling’s kids run around and play. Finally once all the kids are tired, it’s time to open presents. We all sit around the dining table once again as my Dad and my Brother’s take turns opening their presents and I make sure to hold Kellin’s on my lap.
“I believe that’s it.” My mother says as she looks around the room.
“Wait Mom. I have something.” I say as everyone stops and looks at me.
The room is silent and they’re all giving me confused looks. I look at Kellin nervously. He instinctively grabs my hand and rubs it, but is the most confused out of them all.
“What’s up Darling?” Kellin asks and flashes me a small smile.
“Um I got you a present…” I say with a small voice and hand him the black box hiding in my lap.
He slowly pulls the ribbon and opens the box with a puzzled. As he unveils the test his puzzled look turns into a really big smile from ear to ear.
“Does this mean what I think it means?” he questions with a smile. I nod and give him a smile back.
“Oh my God. I can’t believe it. I’m so excited!” My family exchanges curious glances.
“I’m pregnant everyone!” I exclaim to my family.
Bursts of claps and words of encouragement are replied. I turn to Kellin,
“Are you sure you’re really excited? You promise?”
“I promise you and the stars.” He says with a huge smile on his face reciting my favorite part of his wedding vows to me, sealing it with a kiss.