me: i am following my heart

But now that today

I’ve made my decision

For her

Of course

The timing could not be worse

Why did I lean

On your shoulder last night?

I misled you

I misled myself

And I do not know how to remedy this

Especially because

I am still not certain

That I am making the right choice

And your brown eyes

Make me dread

everything

I do not want to break your heart

When it is something I still cherish

But perhaps

I do not want

To be its owner

anymore

(Do I?)