Oh look at me, saying hello as if anyone actually cares but uh
HI IT’S BEEN A WHILE
I think this blog went to hell ever since Apostasia’s release and then his transcendence and everyone’s just been so busy playing him and what not…
And for those of you who started following because of the so-called “theories” I used to write, well fret not, I ……. uh… well in fact there’s this post I’ve been working on for the past month, on and off, and quite frankly it’s gotten so long that I don’t even know how to continue or end it at this point. I’m still tackling it. Also I had to write 3~4 posts as a reference to it (Ishmael, Celestial, Solace, and upcoming Transcendence post) because I realized I needed a separate post that will discuss them in more detail so.. yeah that dragged on for a while >_>;
I didn’t really want to start anything new until I finished that long post I’ve been working on but I don’t think writing a short stuff here and there won’t kill anything.
Hello to all the new non-elsword related blogs that started following me;; I’m guessing you guys maybe saw me from the recommended blogs section… and just went on a random following spree to get your contents known across the tumblr platform or something lol k I used to block those blogs but I was like, “Okay but what if they’re actually people who are interested in my blog’s content but they also happen to be running an accessory shop tumblr and just decided to follow me there???” lmao yeah no uh at this point the follower count is totally meaningless…….. I do obsessively go through the follower list to block (and therefore lose) porn blogs because I just… don’t like them…
Tonight you feel like the bottled pills burning
in my veins.
I swallowed each one with a thought of you
One: Are you thinking of me now?
Two: I hate you so much it hurts.
Three: I love you so much it hurts.
Four: I’ll never forget that week.
Five: I can’t get your eyes out of my head.
Six: The day I fell for you was a cold late autumn.
you called me to say hello and to tell me that it
would be okay for me to hate you.
Seven: I should have listened.
Eight: Today you said if we end up together my side
of things would always be a mess and all I could
think was you thinking we may end up together.
Nine: I am shallow and I feel waves break in my leisure.
Comb my body for the skeletons I have hidden.
Somberly remember how much I lived when I was alive.
Ten: I lived it all for you.
hello!! here is something i drew and made into this photo!
i guess im new here but
you can call me ryuto or ryu or any other name you have for me. i like to draw and i have quite a few interests and i plan on posting my art here sometimes! i’ll try to explain more about myself later because im not very good at introductions and im a little nervous, but feel free to ask me any questions or say hello if you would just like to talk or something!