me me myself i me myself and i me me myself me myself and i me me

some connor lives murphy family headcanons

because i love my boy

  • Reads like he’ll never see another book in his life. He consumes every book around him. He goes to the library and takes one book from every section just so he’ll have a Balanced Education.
  • He especially likes biographies, and he’s read Stephen King’s “On Writing” at least 20 times.
  • Once he starts attending therapy/taking proper medication and he’s more Mellow (less outbursts/paranoia) he starts drawing again
  • -His art is usually kind of dark and abstract but one day he starts sketching a hyper-realistic portrait of Zoe and he finds out that he’s,,,,really good at it???
  • He gives Zoe the drawing in hopes of making things a little better between them. He just wants to show her that he still notices her and that he’s ready to be a big brother again.
  • Connor just slides it under her door and he’s So Anxious until he gets a text from her a few hours later asking if he wants to talk.
  • So they do!!!!!!!! And not everything is perfect but they both cry and Zoe tells him he’s a dick and Connor says he knows that he is.
  • They still argue, and they still piss each other off, but in a much more Sibling way.
  • I would like to think he would start teaching some sort of art class? Painting or drawing or something. Probably for like…Middle schoolers because I doubt he’d be able to handle kids.
  • His meds make him Really Tired so any little bit of social interaction is Enough for the day.
  • Like if he goes to school or teaches a class he will lock himself in his room for the rest of the day to read or draw and smoke and sleep.
  • Like I said, it’s not all better yet, but he’s improving.
  • Doesn’t talk to Larry much at all.
  • But he does start to confide in Cynthia (enough to tell her what he needs in a given situation. For example, “I’m really frustrated right now I need a break”) and she understands.
  • For Zoe’s birthday he bakes a cake and draws a little flower in incing on the top. She almost cries since it’s the first time he’s done anything for her birthday since they were little kids.
  • He applies for Penn State and gets in!!! The summer after senior year (when he’s sure he won’t be living at home anymore) he comes out to everyone.
  • Larry doesn’t say anything, Cynthia and Zoe hug him and it’s Good.
  • He majors in art history!!!! 
  • The good happy ending that we all deserved.
  • The end.

anonymous asked:

Okay but Consider This: Lance....... loving himself................... and actually feeling like he's good enough.... like he really does deserve to be part of this team...... Yiss

now this is a concept i can get behind,,
imagine: Lance being happy and secure in his role as a fundamental part of Voltron. He knows no one wants him gone and that he’s an exceptional asset to the team, besides being a delight to be around, also because all of his friends keep telling him in backhanded compliments and praises. “Nice shot,” Keith calls into the comms, and Lance can feel the smile in his words as the others whoop in agreement. He grins and pumps his fist in the air, dodging another ship coming his way only to turn back and bullseye it with an ice ray. In the castle hangar, Shiro pats his shoulder amicably and says “Good job out there, Lance” to which he replies with a snarky one liner on the gist of “I kinda missed the smell of galra’s kicked butts.” Everyone laughs genuinely, and Lance is still grinning as he takes a long, hot shower, humming some indistinguishable pop song to himself under the spray.

He still misses home, but the hollowness it leaves in his ribcage is filled with weird altean game nights and the feeling of belonging to a new mismatched family. They’re doing this together, for better or worse. And when they’ll have saved the universe and come back to earth, he’ll have cool scars and amazing stories to tell. Maybe he’ll write a book and they’ll get an apartment all together, maybe he’ll be able to tell his mom that he’s fallen for an unruly boy with a mullet and a heart of gold, that they want to get a dog and adopt children. He’ll bring alien stuff to his nephews only to see their eyes light up in awe, their little faces rapt in wonder as he recounts the tale of the salvation of humanity and everything beyond. He’ll tell them that he was there, with the bravest companions he could ever desire, and they fought back to back by the skin of their teeth against a tyrant with a will as strong as steel. He’ll tell them how he saw cities crumble and raise from the ashes, a testimony of just how strenuous is the instinct in all living beings to keep fighting for good. He’ll tell them, at last, how the light will always shine brighter in the darkness, and that there is always hope for a better future.

There are a lot of things that he didn’t know at first, and even more that he still doesn’t. The road is long, and bumpy, but he’s ready to learn, and see where it takes him.

That night, as he laughs at something Hunk said, Keith entwines their fingers under the table and squeezes gently. One thing, he definitely knows. Lance squeezes back, and knows that they’ll be okay.

6

literally (。♥‿♥。)

How I imagine myself arriving in Italy tomorrow…

Versus the inevitable reality…

Winry Rockbell - I was looking through my folder and found an unfinished sketch of Winry. I can’t believe I’ve never drawn her before. And I experimented with the focus and lighting and shadows. I think it looks decent :3

Made by jiyu-koya. Please do not repost, do not remove source.

I think I’m actually ready to seek medical help for all this mental health shit….

anonymous asked:

Tell us about someone good in your life? Tell us what makes them great?

((OOC: I’m going to say my mum. Her name is Cathy, and she is where I got about 80% of my cuteness from. She is an absolute sweetheart, and she has devoted so much of her life to making sure her family is safe and supported. When my sister and I were very wee, my dad decided that he wanted to get his BA in Music, which meant moving across the country, taking acting jobs to pay for school, but otherwise being unable to provide much financially. My mother took on a job in the school dad went to, in the HR department. And she has worked university jobs ever since, doing the full 9-5 work week, so that my dad could have the freedom to pursue his dream. Now they both work in different schools, and mum writes novels on the side. She’s an absolute wonder, and I love her to bits.

Also, she makes incredible dumplings, and she has a wicked laugh, and she will occasionally now send me pictures of hunky actors with their shirts off. She’s given me permission to marry Daniel Radcliffe if I want to, because she thinks he’d be a laugh at family get-togethers. She is the best mum.))