10+ years of watching interviews, waiting for new music videos to come out, buying merch, traveling to see them, meeting them, crying and singing and screaming along at their concerts, all came to a screeching halt last night. Last night I saw HIM for the last time and said a reluctant farewell to the boys that have helped make me who I am today. It’s still not completely processed in my head, not real to me yet that I won’t ever see them together ever again. I’m still in denial. 26 some odd years of this band making amazing music, 10+ years of me being able to enjoy every bit of it. Farewell my Finnish babes, it’s been an honor.