For my future husband:
The sun is so much hotter up here as it comes through the window, and I am so small over these clouds. Where are you? I wonder if it’s day or night where you are. What are you doing now? I wonder if you feel empty in your heart. Like a magnet with no steel, I feel your absence. So deeply do I miss someone I’ve never met. I know it’s right though it hasn’t happened yet. I wonder if you live by a river, and listen to it flow. Or if you watch the sun set as your longing for me grows. Do you have someone? Are you happy as you are? I hope you miss me sometimes when you look up at the stars. One day when our eyes connect I’ll feel the winds of change. For once I will not be alone, and it will feel so strange. I’ve waited for a long time, I’ve held out just for you. I know that you are worthy and I know that I am too.