Good evening, Mister Spock. Say, how goes your investigation on our little dead planet? Anything interesting reveal itself in your sensor scans?
“The sensor scans have been inconclusive. There is a large quantity of virilliatium in the planet’s core, and it is interfering with my scans. It will also cause transporters to malfunction, so I will be forced to take a shuttle to the surface once the captain gives his approval.” Spock’s long fingers called up the scans to show the doctor the issues he was talking about as he went.
Chapters: 22/? Fandom: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con Relationships: James T. Kirk/Spock, Spock/Original Male Character Characters: James T. Kirk, Spock, Nyota Uhura, Montgomery “Scotty” Scott, Hikaru Sulu, Original Male Character(s), Christopher Pike, Alexander Marcus, Original Vulcan Character(s), Pavel Chekov, Leonard McCoy, Spock Prime, Sarek (Star Trek) Additional Tags: Angst, Rape/Non-con Elements, Rape Recovery, Rape Aftermath, Violence, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, STID didn’t happen, Mind Manipulation, Alien Culture, Xenophobia, Protective!Kirk, Hurt!Spock, Misunderstandings, Dysfunctional Relationships, Slow Build, Angst with a Happy Ending, this is a very slow paced story, Major Character Injury, Hurt/Comfort, seriously, the angst in this is heavy, I SHIT YOU NOT, Body Horror, Body Image, forced eating, forced relationships - Freeform, Blackmail, Eating Disorders, Self-Destruction, domestic abuse, Abusive Relationships, Spock/OMC - Freeform, but all roads lead to k/s, but the road is long, no quick happy endings, mental trauma from the destruction of Vulcan, Bond Starvation, Bond Disorders, Hurt!Jim, protective!bones, Protective!Pike, Conspiracy, Jim’s relatives are dicks, Spock’s relatives are dicks, graphic depictions of rape, Drug Use, BAMF!Sarek, POV Changes, Arcs are basically their own fics, Story is also tagged as it progresses, I’ll write this story how I want Summary:
To ensure Jim’s continued Captaincy, Spock sacrifices something on a diplomatic away mission that has devastating consequences for him. Despite his growing problems, Spock continues to hide what was done to him at the price of his relationship with Jim as well as the crew–and even at the price of himself.
This is a response to a friend who wanted to see Spock get hurt on an away mission and hide it instead of Kirk. This is my interpretation of how that would play out.
(Pre-STID. Pre-slash but later will turn into slash. In other words; very slow building K/S) (Please heed the warnings. This story is angst-heavy, and is not for the easily triggered)
Arcs are their own fics, basically. rewritten version. Different than the original