maybe you deserve to be saved

  • Other Fandoms: man we really wish if the anime has this and that, and oh - maybe like an alternate version and something like this happening -
So maybe you don’t deserve any more poems, but it’s another year where you haven’t let your fear swallow you whole and we both know I’m such a sucker for a story about a wounded animal finally being saved. Maybe she’s done a good job. Maybe everything doesn’t feel like a cage anymore. Or maybe you’re exaggerating for the sake of keeping us apart. I know we spent months with our broken edges, trying to turn us into mosaic tiles. But the glue never held up, so here’s another one about the shattered glass we turned into. About the blood on your hands, the ice chips I couldn’t swallow. And here’s the way that something reminds me of you every day. Here’s to the cherries and the birds and the ocean and strawberries and the color blue. Here’s another poem for you because I still know how to write poetry but I don’t know how to talk to you. Here’s to another year. Here’s to swallowing around the lumps in our throats and still sleeping in separate beds. Here’s to California, and I kept the rain away from you for the day. Here’s to you, even if the words won’t reach you from here.
—  23, angelea l.

Someone asked me what MC wears in the Mafia!AU and I saved it to drafts and now it’s not there anymore?? So anon, whoever you are, I’m sorry! But here you go.

I’ve thought a lot about this because I’m kinda obsessed with this time period and the fashion. I see MC in several different outfits. And she (we heehee) deserves her own post so I can explain!

Here’s one thing I can see her in. Mostly for casual days, days where she isn’t doing jobs and maybe running errands etc.

This is her in flapper garb. Nothing too fancy, this is how she looks when she wants to look a little nicer on her casual days.

Soldier attire! Pants of course, and a more boyish get-up. Eventually as she moves higher up, she can start to wear more dresses. But there is too much heavy lifting etc. for that where she starts out.

Beach attire! (Her on the right, Jaehee on the left! I see them being good friends as MC moves up in the ranks tbh)

Short evening dress. If she’s going to a club, dinner etc this is what you can find her wearing. No hat, but a nice headband with matching cream flowers on it!

Long evening dress. This is her fancy dress. Mafia parties/weddings, fancy dinners etc. this is what she is wearing. She sometimes wears it to Zens when she doesn’t feeling like having a short dress on but wants to look pretty.

The thing with Harry/Sebastian is that it’s a fucked up ship. And I love it.

I feel so sad for homophobic gay guys, because that’s what happens. Just like Sebastian, you commit violence against yourself and you end up hurting others around you too. 

I want Harry to be happy, he deserves a partner that loves and appreciates him, but he is so in love with Sebastian, religious, fucked-up Sebastian, who keeps hurting him over and over again. Harry wants to save him, but maybe he can’t, just like he couldn’t save Elliot. Maybe, once again, he isn’t enough. 

I just want them to be happy together, because part of me loathes Sebastian for embodying all those prejudices that hurt so many Harrys and kill so many Elliots, but the other part of me recognizes that he is a victim of that shit too. And it gives him no right to hurt Harry the way he does, but he is suffering a lot too because of his own beliefs, and theoretically it would be easy to just have them together, happy and true to themselves. But in reality it’s not easy at all, because Sebastian can’t just turn off a swich and reset his mind, those beliefs are deeply rooted inside him, and he is having a really hard time letting them go. Part of him doesn’t even want to, because it’s wrong.

I hate this whole storyline, because it’s so realistic and I can’t help shipping them, therefore drowning in feels. Fuck it.


tell me the truth / that it’s not in vain / broken promises / they can’t be saved / to this day i believe there’s no shame / cause love is worth fighting for

>> love is worth fighting for | a hollstein mix series [listen to all]
>> i. state of grace [listen]

“maybe that’s just the way it is, but that does not mean that i have to accept it. i deserve better, betty deserves better, hell, even you deserve better.”

“i mean i know that you’re not just doing it for me, but seriously-” “don’t be an idiot. of course i’m doing it for you.

can we just pretend, just for tonight, that if i asked, we’d run away? we’d find some way to leave and we’d just go, somewhere without murders or sisters… we’d sleep in hotel rooms, and never live in the same city twice… there’d be no one to fail, or disappoint, or save. it would just be you and me in love.” “that would be nice, wouldn’t it? but… our friends need us. the school needs us.”

>> ii. gravity [listen]

“that’s part of who i am, laura. so is mattie. you can’t expect all of that to just evaporate because i love you.” “if you really loved me then you’d stay. i need you to be the kind of person that helps and fights.” “you haven’t listened to a single word i’ve said. i’m done.

“you want the kind of love that clicks, like a key into a lock, but i don’t have any of that to give you. all i know is that in more than a century, you’re the only person i ever found worth saving. you and no one else.” “it’s not enough.” “i know.

do you miss me?” “like someone cut a hole in me.”

>> iii. worth fighting for [listen]

and yeah, you are flawed and struggling and uncertain but it is so beautiful, the way you try.” “to hell with light and casual. i don’t want to be light and casual with you. i don’t want to pretend that what i feel about you is some stupid frothy thing that doesn’t matter because it is like the axis that my world turns on. and yeah, we could talk ourselves out of it because this is scary, and hard, and maybe the world’s about to end, but if it is then i want us to have something good to hold onto. i love you. why shouldn’t that be something good?”

laura, if you go with me, all i’ll think about is losing you. and if i did i think i’d go mad.” “carm, that can’t be what we are to each other… if one of us doesn’t make it, the other one can’t end up like the dean, mad and bitter and destroying everything we touch. i don’t want that to be our story, okay? our story is that we made each other better. so we go together.” “alright. together it is.

“i didn’t want to risk hoping too hard and ending up disappointed or loving too much and having too much to lose, ‘cause it seemed like that was the lesson the world was trying to teach me, you know? except now i think that love is worth the risk.”

Rewards of an author

So, when I came home from Scotland I found a message in my inbox on another platform. That message kindly warned me that one of my fanfics, namely the Constellations Series, was being published in another language (russian) by a person, posing as the original author. I went through all the states of rage and sadness. Today I decided to remove all my works from said site (to be honest, it was the place where I usually would get the most crap and mean reviews too). There must be a compliment in there, somewhere, that the person thought the work was good enough to deserve plagiarism, but I’m just not seeing it that way right now.

I’m sharing this today as a cautionary tale for all my fanfiction sisters and all the readers out there. Please, if you ever see a situation like this report immediately. Let’s take care of each other - we are kind of great at that. And maybe save someone from having this giant heartbreak.

anonymous asked:

"What did I do to deserve you?" Ladybug said and she detransformed.

“What did I do to deserve you?” Ladybug said, and she detransformed.

Alya smiled and leaned in for a soft kiss. “I don’t know, maybe save all of Paris a few times?”

Adrien chuckled from beside them. “How do you two have the energy to flirt after that akuma?”

Nino slung an arm over Adrien’s shoulders. “Are you saying you’re too worn out for our Netflix date tonight?”

“Not a chance. It’s my turn to pick what we watch.” Alya smirked. “And I’m definitely getting Adrien back for ruining last week’s date.” Marinette grimaced at the memory.

Adrien grumbled, resting his head on Nino’s shoulder. “I can’t help it that both my girlfriends have awful taste in anime.”

Send me a sentence, and I’ll write five (or so) more!

Now that half the heroes just got alien abducted, I need Mick Rory to quietly wander off and start making some phone calls, get in touch with a few people and arrange a couple of jail breaks.

Basically, I want him to quietly assemble the Rogues team - Lisa Snart, Mark Mardon, Hartley Rathaway - maybe even Sam Scudder and Rosa Dillon - and then show up unexpectedly to save everybody’s asses.

  • Dean: lol you're so dead wrong Cas it's ridiculous what a stupid thing you've done why won't you listen to me
  • Cas: maybe 'cause you're being such a little bitch who should shut their bitch mouth
  • Dean: if anyone's being a giant dick here it's you
  • Cas: or maybe your idiocy here is as large as the amount of fucks I don't give and you should drop it for once in your sorry li--
  • Anyone else: Dean you don't deserve to question Cas and Cas you're a weak excuse of an angel lmao you suck

The place where you continually return for love and acceptance - that’s HOME
♥   W E L C O M E   B A C K    S I L V E R   K I N G   ♥

Lets do a headcount

Eren is pissed and maybe traumatized and can’t shift anymore

Mikasa is still injured and out of ammo

Armin had his skin burnt off of him and fell 50 meters

Jean is injured

Connie is injured

Sasha is fucking knocked out

Bert lost a majority of his limbs

Reiner took a spear to the face. Again.

Hange is immortal

Moblit is probably dead

Levi is running low on ammo

Erwin is still bleeding out/ unknown

Marlo is dead

Really doesnt matter which part of the fandom you’re from, everything is terrible right now

Let me tell you a thing

My fiancé felt like there was something wrong with him because he didn’t have sexual urges like his male friends do

He was so relieved when he found out there was a term for it, that he wasn’t broken.

I have friends who worry about me because he doesn’t want to have sex with me often. They think he doesn’t really love me, or maybe he’s cheating on me behind my back. They don’t believe me when I say I’m okay and happy.

We live in a society that simultaneously encourages saving yourself for marriage yet thinks there’s something wrong with you if you don’t want to get laid.

The ace/aro community absolutely deserves representation in the lgbtqiA+ community. Even if you’re ace and didn’t have it bad. Even if you’re bi and you had it way worse than your aro friend from college.

Why do you want to hurt and exclude people who have been hurt?

anonymous asked:

I find it both interesting and creepy that bone marrow could be the answer to making Nightbloods. I could have done without the Mt Weather parallel but I guess this better than going back to space? What do you think about this?

I think they wanted the MW parallel. I think part of what this show does is pull up the horrors we’ll perpetrate on each other to save ourselves. 

Maybe there ARE no good guys.

There aren’t. We’re all sinners. We’re all selfish. We’re all stupid. We’re all villains. No matter how we want to say people are perfect cupcakes who deserve better. What point is that? Deserving is a load of crock. Whether in this real life world or that postapocalyptic one. 

We all deserve a better world. We don’t get one. This is what we got, deserving or not. 

As for space? I have no idea. Whatever they can pull off. 

Thank you, Rob

Sooo..I had the video on private since Saturday and changed that today.
I made it, because I wanted to thank Rob for all he does to make us happy.
I am not sure, if he knows how many lives he changed, maybe even saved and it is okay, if he doesn’t see the video, but he deserves all the love and that is why I wanted to make this edit.
I really don´t take it for granted to be fan of a band, who interacts with us the way Louden Swain does.
The conventions, concerts, twitter, snapchat…they don´t need to do that. 
But they do.
And after everything that Rob had to go through, I can´t even describe just how much of a role model he is to me.

This video means a lot to me. I know, that it is far from perfect and the editing could be a lot better, but I really hope, that you might like it a bit.
Thanks a lot for reading this, I appreciate it a lot :)

I hope you enjoy the video.

Ok so hockey!Luke is a smart young center who was considered promising talent for his team. Reporters and sports analysts predict big things for him, but when asked about that directly, he only smiles shyly and deflects any sort of praise onto his coaches and teammates instead, for helping him get to where he is. In fact, he lights up when given the chance to talk about a teammate’s clever play on the ice, or his goalie’s epic save. When he scores his first goal in his pro league debut, he’s overwhelmed by the attention and doesn’t think he deserves it - it was just a lucky shot, a fluke, sometimes those unexpected shots go in, he shouldn’t be praised for that. But when he leaves the locker room and sees you standing there smiling, a “congratulations” waiting on your lips in the form of a kiss, he thinks that maybe a little attention for his efforts isn’t so bad.

the signs w/ a quote from a book

♈ aries: all this time I’ve hated myself for it. i thought I’d given it up for nothing. but if I hadn’t fallen, i wouldn’t have met you.

♉️  taurus: becoming fearless isn’t the point. that’s impossible. it’s learning how to control your fear, and how to be free from it.

♊️ gemini: my thoughts are stars i cannot fathom into constellations.

♋️ cancer: we accept the love we think we deserve.

♌️ leo: evil will never find peace. it may triumph, but it will never find peace.

♍️ virgo: sometimes you make choices in life and sometimes choices make you.

♎️ libra: we’re all human, aren’t we? every human life is worth the same, and worth saving.

♏️ scorpio: humans, if nothing else, have the good sense to die.

♐️ sagittarius: if you ain’t scared… you ain’t human.

♑️ capricorn: maybe there is a beast… maybe it’s only us.

♒️ aquarius: you don’t forget the face of the person who was your last hope.

♓️ pisces: the worst part of holding the memories is not the pain. it’s the loneliness of it. memories need to be shared.