maybe they are but not at all

To all my lovely friends that are all like “my smol son I must protect him too pure” about Jack…

Please don’t get too mad at Dean when he blows the fuck up at the kid, k? He’s going through some shit right now.

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Despite going to bed late, I knew I needed this morning workout. It was a rough weekend which hasn’t ended yet but that’s life sometimes. 😏

At least my food and workout were good 👌🏼
Hope you’re all having a good Monday ☀️

So you’re an arsonist now?

It didn’t matter how you built your pyre. It still doesn’t. You weren’t sure how you were going to fracture yourself and fall together in a better way - like gravity, like collapsing into a black hole - but if death is an inevitability, surely the death of an ego is inevitable too?

It wasn’t supposed to matter, but it did. You carried sadness around you - you did, you did, and you still do. So what would come first, the sadness or the memories that caused them? It was a sick juxtaposition - it was the contrast between ‘okay’ and 'not okay’. You think that if you had never learned how to be happy in the first place you wouldn’t be so sad now. You think there’s still plenty of time left to be happy.

What did they - the pictures, the chatlogs, the people - matter to you now anyway? Physicality is easy to burn, physicality can disappear - into carbon under bunsen burners, into smoke. It was what came after you were afraid of - of not having anything to look back at, of not being able to pretend that this past was your future. It was not having these security blankets - not being able to read these conversations  and trace over these memories until they were as smooth as your bathroom tiles from wear.

You think about them a lot. If a relationship has ten effort units total, and you give all ten, then you’re not going to get anything back. If you look up to someone, if you spend hours social media stalking, if you keep up obsessively without getting any acknowledgement of your existence, if you write emails that never get replies, if you spend hours upon hours drafting messages that never get read - then do you not force them to look down on you?

And you wanted to become something greater, to become a phoenix at the threat of rebirth - wanted something of revenge, or regret, or some other unnameable noun that started with r. You didn’t want to become something greater if they weren’t going to look back at you.

But not now. The pyre is built and the funeral is ready. There are no white flowers, no observers, no wills or last rites. Nothing but you and the flame. Nobody will cry for your death - but then again, do you need anyone to?

So you jump in.

Too little, maybe, but not too late.

I kinda hate how some ppl on tumblr gets so upset over dumb shit like this reylo fake story…like ok maybe its not the kind of behaviour you would want from a 40 yr old woman (if that part is even true for that matter) but there’s no need to torment this individual saying things like they’re a sad virgin loser or whatever. Its really ugly behaviour. Like chill. Go outside and pet a dog.

anonymous asked:

I wonder what if saru have a protective big brother and his reaction to reisaru/mikosaru ?

Maybe say in this AU Niki and Kisa actually divorced after having two kids and Kisa took the older child while Niki got custody of Fushimi. So Fushimi’s still grown up all sad and unloved but there’s also his brother who like met some teacher or adult authority figure that gave him affection and attention and so he was able to grow up to be an actual functional adult. He didn’t manage to be reunited with Fushimi until years later and he could see how messed up Fushimi was, which made older brother feel like he’d failed his little brother somehow and he decided that he would never do that again, from now on he would make sure Fushimi is always protected and cared for. Fushimi finds that a bit annoying and stifling, like of course he’s all ‘I can take care of myself’ and claiming that he doesn’t need anyone but secretly he doesn’t hate that his big brother keeps trying to help him, it’s mostly that especially once Fushimi joins Homra he knows that his normal human older brother is too weak to protect him from everything and Fushimi tries to put some distance between them because he thinks otherwise his older brother will eventually break too, the way everything Fushimi cares about does.

So Mikosaru scenario, maybe this is post-betrayal but not by much and Fushimi’s kinda low key dating Mikoto and even he isn’t sure how it happened. The two of them keep running into each other at various times and chemistry happens, and even though Fushimi refuses to admit that he even likes Mikoto he somehow keeps ending up at Bar Homra making out with Mikoto when no one’s around. One day the two of them have run into each other out on the street and Mikoto just leans down and randomly kisses Fushimi on the lips. As it happens though Fushimi was waiting to meet with his older brother, who sees Mikoto kissing Fushimi and is like who are you and why are you assaulting my younger brother with your lips. I can imagine Fushimi being so embarrassed and irritated by this, telling his brother to stay out of it while Mikoto just smokes calmly and looks back at Fushimi’s brother with this completely flat look. I think Mikoto would be more amused than intimidated, like I just imagine Fushimi’s brother being all touch my little brother again and I’ll kick your ass while Fushimi facepalms and Mikoto raises an eyebrow and continues to smoke. Fushimi eventually gets his brother to back off and then just glares at Mikoto, who’s looking at him with this amused smirk.

Reisaru version, maybe Fushimi’s brother is visiting Scepter 4 and walks in on them making out in Munakata’s office. Immediately he like grabs Fushimi away and is all accusing Munakata of harassing his employees and you’re supposed to be a government worker while Fushimi stares in horror and embarrassment and Munakata watches with the most amused look on his face. Munakata I think would try to calm Fushimi’s brother’s fears though, like laying out how he realizes that this may appear to be inappropriate but he assures Fushimi’s brother that Munakata has not done anything inappropriate towards Fushimi and that this has all been with Fushimi’s full consent. Fushimi’s brother keeps leveling accusations at him and Munakata just answers each one of them calmly and rationally until finally Fushimi’s brother is just sputtering well if you break his heart I’ll kill you. Munakata sincerely assures Fushimi’s brother that he has no intention of hurting Fushimi and probably invites Fushimi’s brother to come join them for dinner or something while Fushimi facepalms in the background (oh oh but imagine Munakata inviting Fushimi’s brother to meet Munakata’s family and Fushimi’s brother and Taishi start bonding as big brothers and exchanging embarrassing little brother stories while Munakata just looks on in amusement and Fushimi wonders if he can sneak out while no one’s looking).

anonymous asked:

I want to help. I don't want to argue. For your own sake and the sake of your misinformed followers you really need to take a look around Tumblr and exercise some critical thinking. Because you have it backwards. SJWs do exist and in fact thrive in great numbers. Anti-SJWs don't exist unless they are rare and/or isolated from community. I'm needled by SJWs every time I log on but I've never seen a single confirmed Anti-SJW.

There’s an old poker saying: there’s a sucker at every table, if you look around and don’t see one, it’s you. Have you ever considered that maybe the reason you’re constantly being Needled has less to do with the existence of a cabal of unreasonable zealots who look for problems where none exist and more to do with you being an asshole?

Ummmmmmmm but why can’t we just not hate? Why do I have to either be a Destiel shipper and hate Sam or love Sam and hate Misha/Cas or dean like ????????? Why is this such a weird concept to love them all????

kit said that after got and gunpowder he’s done with period dramas which…….is such a bummer cause much like sophie (who has said the same thing ironically enough) he was like made for that genre?? 

WHY ARE MY FAVES ABANDONING MY FAVE GENRE TBH