so i just watched the video the leafs put out about violence against women and homophobia.
i watched it twice.
to say i am shell shocked is the most base description of my emotions right now.
i spent just about ten minutes crying and am still tearing up occasionally.
do you all know how many people follow the leafs? whether theyre on tumblr or not, whether its a casual following or an obsessive following, do you all know HOW MANY PEOPLE this video could reach?
that’s millions of people watching a video of two of their alternate captains, a star defenseman, and a man whose literal job it is to fight on ice, shouting down violence against women. pledging to empower the women in their lives. casually (it was only mentioned once, by morgan rielly) but firmly shutting down homophobia. promising to stand with us as allies.
hockey is a lot of things for a lot of people on this site. for me it’s always been a safe place, discourse and occasional toxicity aside.
nothing has ever made me feel more grateful, or more validated in my chosen safe space, than this video. and maybe thats dramatic. maybe thats stupid. but my team, and one of my role models, just showed that they are, without a doubt, on my side, and as much in my corner as i am in theirs.
and that? that means everything to me.
*brings tea and cookies* breathe through the stress. The reviews will come because you are brilliant. Three+ stories all at once? Just...wow.
If I’m not writing something, or at least outlining things, plots keep me awake at night. It kind of sucks sometimes lol
idk I think I’m still just wired from everything that happened last week. Wednesday and Friday weren’t pretty and my anxiety was super high all day. This week time has just been slipping away from me, I have zero concept of how much time has passed. I think it’s because I’m not sleeping and hormonal because bleeding. Now I’m rambling so i’m just going to stop
imagine kazuma wanting to learn how to heal so he can help kurama since kurama is just an INJURY MAGNET
and when kurama lets him help with injuries and healing, that’s when hiei goes OH. OH SHIT. OH SHIT KURAMA’S SERIOUS ABOUT THIS, HE NEVER LETS ANYONE HEAL HIM. HE LITERALLY SHOVED A DEATH PLANT IN HIS ARM AND DIDN’T LET ANYONE HEAL HIM.