maybe sure

the thing is, “the boy who couldn’t hold his breath underwater” is a lie. isak’s been holding his breath, holding himself in, for years. to protect himself, maybe, to make sure he wouldn’t step out of bounds and have everyone start watching him like they know who he is. like, that’s the gay boy, the boy who can’t get it up for girls—he’s a little bit sassy, isn’t he? isak’s had practice at stopping himself before he lets his lungs fill with air, drink in life the way seventeen-year-old boys are meant to. he’s used to waiting on the sidelines.

and then there’s even, kissing him like he’s a treasure—the best kind, the kind you never expect to find but maybe that’s what makes it shine brighter than the others. and then there’s even, cradling his face like he’s worth all the patience and longing the world. and then there’s even, pulling him from beneath the surface with the strength isak doesn’t have, not yet, but maybe he will some day.

for so long, isak has kept himself hidden underwater that he never stopped to consider that breathing for the first time could ever feel this effortless.

vixellaa  asked:

My customer service voice sounds so fake I worry people would think I'm being rude, like ma'am please stop apologizing when I said it was no problem I meant it I wasn't being sarcastic it's just my voice

I sound squeaky with mine. Like in a nervous about to cry maybe way. Not sure why I do that, but it works for me because I imagine people think I’m fragile and sweet. Little do they know. lol Even the one doc that complains a lot treated me like I was about to break and told me I didn’t have to call him “sir”. -Abby

so i have DID

or at least, im pretty sure i do
were going to check with a new doctor soon to find out
if i get diagnosed with it, my dad is considering pulling me out of school and stopping me from going out alone or with friends and even keeping me away from my little sister
all for “my own safety and that of others”
he keeps saying i might have some evil alter hidden somewhere and they might hurt someone or get me into trouble
while i do want to get diagnosed to validate my suspicions, i really dont want to be isolated by own dad
i know i dont have the worst of situations but i dont know what to do and im really scared and any advice would be highly appreciated
thank you


Here, have some more cute photos of Lauren from Michael Ausiello’s birthday party!!! (X) (X) (X)


Wait for it…. BOING!

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@sewbergamzee and I were talking about my OC, and I just couldn’t help playing with the robo settings…XD

First clip is Her and Frisk entering WaterFall on a Pacifist Run, and the second is UT Zoey finding the young human out in the snow on her way back from the ruins. She visits Blooky there from time to time… 

Ah, so I’m not crazy! Well, at least in this instance, anyway. 

Hmm, so assuming that this is Lapis sending the signal, and assuming she’s back on Homeworld…maybe the technology is different now? I’d have to think that, as advanced as the gems are in comparison to humans, Homeworld has probably gone on to develop bigger and better things. Or maybe Lapis has made sure to encrypt the message somehow, and it’s up to us to figure out how to decode it? Or maybe it’s satellite interference. Yeah, probably satellite interference. Damn space junk!

anonymous asked:

hi! ur gifs are really nice, can you maybe do a tutorial?

sure!!!!!! id like to apologize before hand if thsi sUcks………but if youve asked around, you probably have heard of the avisynth/photoshop method, which is getting more popular???? thats the method i use……..and one that @brandinator​ litreally walked me through step by step idk who id be w/o him and hes the NICEST person EVER even if you cry and beg because thats what avisynth litreally makes you do……….he’ll help you though it!!!!!!!!so go though the gfhelp tag thats there and he’ll lead you step by step through it

i first look for videos………………and gifs turn out nice ONLY because the vidoes are nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11like pls i stg if my video sucks then my gifs will end up sucking……… i look for vidoes that are 1080p i dont even trust 720p OR i look for .ts files and things like that that you can find on pages such as kpopexpecting, which is free, and also 4sashi and kpop24hrs…….b you need passwords for them????????they wont be that hard to get though you just have to do what the website tells you to do and youll get them or u can go on twitter!!!!!!!!!

so after i download the videos i put them into avisnyth!!!!!!1you first put it in the normalwebm or smth and then itll lead you to the resizer, where you can resize the gif and add PROCESSORS pls those are the things that really help you!!!!!!you choose one and you chose the no of fps, or frames per second……….the two just help the quality

after that you copy it into the avspmod and then you save it, then you open it into photoshop and edit the video and turn it into the gif from there!!!!!!!!!

umm im doing jennie…….its whistle from the 160828 inkygayo 

with avisynth:

without avisynth 4 a 1080p video:

anywyas that was just for you to see the quality difference.…………………….but to use it in photoshop (cs5) you go:

file > open/ctrl+o > select the vid, it should be in the output folder > crop the vid to the timing, it should be trimmed in the avspmod, but in case it’s off > (down at the animation frames, to the top right of the box, theres a little button that has three lines) click on the button > flatten frames into layers > (down at the bottom of animation frames, theres a button that has three white squares inside a rectangle) click on the square button > click on the three lined button from earlier > make frames from layers > (the bottom left of animation frames, you can choose the loop number, it’ll be at once) change to forever > ur gif!!!!!

remember that gifs have to be under 3mb!!!!!1it used to be 2mb BUT tumblr changed it and IM ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!most gifs that are around 1.5 mb are 30 frames for gifs that are 245x319, or the ones that i have up there…..ull see the size when you save it, and the process is file > save for web and devices > a little editing if you want > save and the size will be at the bottom left corner!!!!!!

i hope that wasnt too confusing ull see it when you really use it tbh……………………anyways after that you add sharpening/psds, which are just to make ur gif nicer!!!!!! 4 sharpening i usually bring the levels to 500 with a 0.3 radius (filter > sharpen > smart sharpen), remove the gaussian blur i think, and for psds you can check out blogs that have to do with photoshop, or i like to use my own by changing the brightness, the contrast, the hue, and i always use curves for a really basic psd……………for when you do that you should click on the three lines button from earlier and then you choose select all frames, and for changing the levels urself or adding different font it has to be above all of ur layers, for sharpening itll be the one with the little eye icon on the side of the layers, or the one that ur viewing atm, thats the only way to choose filter, just make sure all of ur frames are selected!!!!!!!!!! 

thats before:

thats after for a basic pdf/a little ex’tra sharpening:

and thats it ;/ thats how i make my gifs and i hope this was helpful???/another compassion under the cut if u wanna see but idk its about .ts files 

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I kissed a girl (and I liked)

So… yeah. haven’t been here for a HUGE amount of time, but i thought i would share with the world wide web that after many many years of ‘nah i’ll won’t ever do it because whAT IF I LIKE IT’ and things like that, i did it at the beginning of this month. and im continuing to do it since then. and yeah, i like it. i might even be very much into this girl. i might be liking her for reals.

is this a ‘coming-out’ post? maybe… or maybe not. im not sure what i am or if i should put a label on myself, because rn im just enjoying the moment and enjoying her. but the thing is……………… i like girls i like this girl and i felt like sharing

anonymous asked:

Hi! I've consulted not only my tarot cards but myself, and I really think my boyfriend is going to leave me soon. How do you suggest I get over the heartbreak? I just feel so sad thinking about it but I can't exactly unsee the reading or my thoughts you know?

Well, nothing is for sure. Maybe you should talk to him about it?? It could very well do some good!

Keep your head up, nothing has happened yet and often if we are set in a thought and pull cards for yourself you pull cards based on what you already think will happen, kind of like projecting. 

If it does happen, I do have a broken hearted jar for moving on and become stronger!

“Oooh, look who FINALLY made an appearance, so pharaoh what took you so damn long, I was sure you were going to take over when we got to the kitchen…but oh well… and yes an explanation would be nice… as soon as you pop a cap in Pegasus’ head… a couple of time just to be sure… maybe one in his leg and then a couple in his stomach… and then head.”

not to get all preachy or shit but like white arizonans hate us mexicans, so like to be at the Coyotes v. Leafs game and see our stadium filled with people wearing Matthews jerseys was really emotional for me? Like all these white folks supporting this mexican boy?? Sure, maybe they’re hopping on his success but they’re SUPPORTING HIM like damn

Part of my Swan Prince Victuuri!AU !!!! And I still don’t know what I’m doing !!! Yuuri finds an injured swan in the woods?? Stay tuned for what happens next (maybe) !!!


the thought of mccree getting an animated short possibly in the future makes me so excited?? like… it’s hard to explain, i want to see this character emote and move and talk in all his fully-animated glory, i haven’t lived a full life until i do

When your country’s at war, but you gotta find your sweetheart.

First things first. (*´▽`*)