Maybe I’m amazed at the way you love me all the time Maybe I’m afraid of the way I love you Maybe I’m amazed at the the way you pulled me out of time And hung me on a line Maybe I’m amazed at the way I really need you
For nearly thirteen years, he was my baby and my best friend and I am so incredibly heartbroken that he is gone. His bravery and buoyant personality masked the gravity of his condition until the very end. In the last twenty-four hours of his life, we learned that his heart, which was so big and loving and strong, was afflicted by a tumor, and that that cancer was spreading and metastasizing to his other organs. In a small act of mercy, we were allowed time with him before the end. I was given time to explain how happy he made me. Time to pet him while he purred. Time to kiss the silky fur beneath his ears once more. Time to tell him just how much I love him (present tense, always present tense).
I don’t know how to be anything but devastated. I don’t know how the aching hole he left in my own heart will ever heal. I don’t know many things; but I do know that he was loved and cherished and he lived a good life–spoiled and doted on, treasured. I do know that he was happy. I do know that he suffered very little. I do know that he loved me. I do know.
In the spirit of maintaining normalcy as, perhaps, a way to begin to heal, I am going to continue trying to keep up with my daily #GradblrChallenge posts. But I apologize in advance if I miss a day, or do not interact as much, or if I am less enthusiastic. I’ve so enjoyed being a part of this community for the last few weeks and the accountability is valuable. I do hope to continue–but if I don’t or can’t, my sincerest gratitude to everyone who I’ve interacted with. (Cc: @gradblrchallenge)
Mama! Greetings! I'm anon~ I'm a big fan of yours~! I just wanted to say, don't ever feel pressured to write for us! We all care about YOU, too! We love you and we don't want you to feel overwhelmed with all the requests, so I thought I'd tried to help encourage you! Well... If you find this, haha! Anyways, please have a lovely day, take a small break maybe, we love you, Mama! Please stay happy~~!
I love you so much I literally don’t deserve this at all I’m a slug. A crying slug. 😭😭
I’ve seen that neopets brush art challenge going around (I wish I could link it but they seem to have changed url/deactivated) and it was missing the newer brushes, so here’s the full list from the Rainbow Pool !
I also added some “brushes” for the other colours that are only obtainable through other methods. Have fun!
- always ALWAYS the one who brings up song credits
- although he was tired af after the concert (stated by jimin), he still helped tae to get in the room
- no one talks abt it but he always beatboxes for the members and he’s rly good @ it but no one ever shines the light on him!!!??
- always the 1 monitoring the members’ progress in dancing and NVR fails to compliment them and their progression when he gets the chance to
- his cute coffee dates w his sister 😍
- is usually the first one to notice the fan projects (prime example being the eatjin project where everyone changed their dps to “we love eatjin”)
- how he’s the one tht has to take a few steps back when he’s w yoongi lmao
- known rapmom for a good few years but still wants to know him better through trips (friendship goals)
- does anything to make members laugh, esp yoongs
- “important business”
- so close to maknae line tae actually thought he was part of it till their 3rd anniversary radio show lmao (even funnier since rm is younger than hobi)
- jamming on the toilet
- smol hoseok dancing in predebut vids, still hella energetic as ever
- the one tht finds rapmon’s lost items
- bittersweet bc being an under appreciated member comes w cheaper merch…..lol yea
- “jeongguk ahh~” tht deep voice ;—;
- tfw he in the centre of the stage you know shit gonna go down real quick
- rare talent: playing a recorder w his nostrils
- allows fans to touch his dimples
- good @ asking for directions in foreign countries
- his violent mood swings
- how he came for dancing & singing, but ended up creating his own Rap Style™ and writing all his own lyrics
- no one talks abt it but his freaking freestyles omg i could watch him do That all day
- !!!!!the nmd dance break!!!!!!! gdi
- the barfing sounds in 1verse
- forehead exposure
- not to pressure anyone but when will he be properly recognized as The Golden Hyung
- kinda weird but when he always moans during yoongs’ part in cypher 3 (IDK WHICH ONE SPECIFICALLY BUT THAT ONE TIME IT WAS HELLA LOUD AND I WAS TAKEN ABACK AF)
- his selfie game in america (the snapback w sleeveless look…. yea)
- basically the world does not deserve jung hoseok