maybe its all that medicine i took

american beauty / american psycho lyrics meme.
  • ❝I just follow your scent.❞
  • ❝All of your flaws are aligned with this mood of mine.❞
  • ❝I didn't come for a fight but I will fight til the end.❞
  • ❝I'm gonna get you to burst just like you were a bubble.❞
  • ❝And I love the way you hurt me.❞
  • ❝I breathe you in, but honey I don't know what you're doing to me.❞
  • ❝But I'm no good, good at lip service except when they're yours, mi amore.❞
  • ❝I think I fell in love again.❞
  • ❝Maybe I just took too much cough medicine.❞
  • ❝I'm the best worst thing that hasn't happened to you yet.❞
  • ❝You take the full, full truth, then you pour some out.❞
  • ❝And you can kill me, kill me or let God sort ‘em out.❞
  • ❝I wish I dreamt in the shape of your mouth, but it's your thread count I really care about -- stay up 'til the lights go out.❞
  • ❝And as we're drifting off to sleep all those dirty thoughts of me.❞
  • ❝They were never yours to keep.❞
  • ❝We’re the things that love destroys.❞
  • ❝But you will remember me, remember me for centuries.❞
  • ❝And just one mistake is all it will take.❞
  • ❝-- no, it's nothing wrong with me.❞
  • ❝The kids are all wrong, the story's all off.❞
  • ❝The darkness that you felt I never meant for you to fix yourself.❞
  • ❝Come on, come on and let me in.❞
  • ❝And I can't stop 'til the whole world knows my name.❞
  • ❝You look so pretty, but you're gone so soon.❞
  • ❝We've been here forever.❞
  • ❝We'll go down in history.❞
  • ❝-- bad trip, I couldn’t get off.❞
  • ❝Maybe I bit off more than I could chew.❞
  • ❝I always fall from your window to the pitch black streets.❞
  • ❝And in the end I’d do it all again.❞
  • ❝I think you’re my best friend.❞
  • ❝I’m not passive, but aggressive.❞
  • ❝And it’s our time now if you want it to be.❞
  • ❝I can move mountains, I can work a miracle.❞
  • ❝She wants to dance like Uma Thurman.❞
  • ❝Bury me till I confess.❞
  • ❝And I can’t get you out of my head.❞
  • ❝And I slept in last night’s clothes and tomorrow’s dreams.❞
  • ❝They’re not quite what they seem.❞
  • ❝I got those jet pack blues.❞
  • ❝I’m the last one that you’ll ever remember.❞
  • ❝And I’m trying to find my peace of mind.❞
  • ❝The ringing in my ears gets violent.❞
  • ❝Did you ever love her? Do you know?❞
  • ❝-- or did you never want to be alone?❞
  • ❝Don’t you remember how we used to split a drink?❞
  • ❝I will always land on you like a sucker punch.❞
  • ❝I am your worst, I am your worst nightmare.❞
  • ❝If you knew, knew what the bluebirds sang at you, you would never sing along.❞
  • ❝Now I’m just numb.❞
  • ❝Don't mind me, I’m just a son of a gun.❞
  • ❝I’m just a problem that doesn’t want to be solved.❞
  • ❝I’m still afraid the battle’s gonna swallow me whole.❞
  • ❝I feel like a photo that’s been over-exposed.❞
  • ❝-- I don’t feel a thing for you.❞
  • ❝You and I were fire.❞
  • ❝It was the fourth of July.❞
  • ❝I'll be as honest as you let me.❞
  • ❝I miss your early morning company.❞
  • ❝You are my favorite 'what if'.❞
  • ❝Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't mean any of it.❞
  • ❝But I guess you'll never know where the bridges I have burned never led back home.❞
  • ❝Had my doubts, but I let them out.❞
  • ❝And all my thoughts of you they could heat or cool the room.❞
  • ❝And no, don't tell me you're crying.❞
  • ❝Oh, honey, you don't have to lie.❞
  • ❝I just got too lonely.❞
  • ❝I wish I'd known how much you loved me.❞
  • ❝I wish I cared enough to know.❞
  • ❝I'm sorry every song's about you.❞
  • ❝-- do you remember when we drove through the night and we danced to Rancid?❞
  • ❝You were the song stuck in my head.❞
  • ❝And I can’t, I can’t remember -- just how to forget.❞
  • ❝You asked me how I’m doing like you know -- you know how much better off I am.❞
  • ❝Every song I've ever loved played again and again and again.❞
  • ❝They say we are what we are, but we don't have to be.❞
  • ❝I'm bad behavior but I do it in the best way.❞
  • ❝I'll be the guard dog of all your fever dreams.❞
  • ❝I am the sand in the bottom half of the hourglass.❞
  • ❝I try to picture me without you but I can't.❞
  • ❝'Cause we could be immortals.❞
  • ❝Sometimes the only pay off for having any faith, is when it's tested again and again everyday.❞
  • ❝I'm still comparing your past to my future.❞
  • ❝It might be your wound but they're my sutures.❞
  • ❝Live with me forever now, pull the blackout curtains down, just not for long.❞
  • ❝There's a room in a hotel in New York City.❞
  • ❝I don't want to remember it all, the promises I made if you just... hold on.❞
  • ❝I just need enough of you to dull the pain.❞
  • ❝I need a new partner in crime.❞
  • ❝I wanna throw my hands in the air and scream.❞
  • ❝And I can just die laughing on your spiral of shame.❞
  • ❝Hit it, never quit it, I have been through the wreck.❞
  • ❝We're stripped down to the skeletons again.❞
  • ❝We're saints just swimming in our sins again.❞

anonymous asked:

Code Sans, I've recently learned about a person named Game!Sans ( @noinaedamiiz ). If you two were to ever meet, would you two be gaming buddies or rivals?

code: buddies of course 👍(^▿^👍)

@noinaedamiiz


well i just took a photo of a ps4 and draw them togehther(i love how game sans came out ʕ(≧▿≦)ʔ)

And one more thing guys!… im sick ʕ(╥▿╥)ʔ…like… really sick…its been a week and i haven´t recover yet . i feel a little bit better now that i took my medicine but sometimes i can even eat *cries*\(╥益╥)/ i hope i get better soon so i can go to school and maybe draw again so i hope u all understand

I feel like you guys are like family. I’ll speak you guys as such. October is Global ADHD Awareness Month. I have Adult ADHD. I also had childhood ADHD. I only mention it in October especially because so many times no one takes it serious or they tell me “ADHD doesn’t define you” -_-. Which I hate. ADHD has a huge impact on who I am today. People don’t take it serious because they joke about it when they can’t concentrated on studying or whatever but you don’t know the struggles. Whenever people say “I can’t concentrate I have add or ADHD” and laugh about it, it’s ignorance because those aren’t even the same thing. Its frustrating to hear it and also frustrating that mental illnesses are taken for as a joke especially ADHD. So for those that joke about “oh I can’t concentrate on this studying because I don’t want to”, you don’t know the hardships that come with ADHD. You don’t know how hard it is to want to remember something but can’t. You don’t know what it’s like to be impulsive unintentionally and be looked at as rude or arrogant. You don’t know what it’s like to not be able to do a normal job for a long time that doesn’t interest you. You don’t know how hard it is to hold relationships because of the impulsiveness and forgetfulness. You don’t know. You don’t. You don’t know what its like to not only deal with ADHD but also deal with the side effects of it like mood swings, anger, depression, and anxiety. You don’t. So for someone to say ADHD doesn’t define me or my personality. You’re wrong. It plays a huge role. In the black community mental illness is ignored. Took my teachers years to convince my mom that I had it. Sure it was easier to control when I was younger with punishment but I was being punished for something I couldn’t control. Don’t this to your child. Please. So people say “if its so serious just take meds”-_______- Do you know the side effects of the medications? Want to feel like a walking zombie? Want to think of all the creativity you want to do but can’t because the medicine has made you too numb to act on it? Or maybe you want to sleep all the time or be extra moody. Not saying there aren’t some good meds out there but most have ridiculous side effects. People with ADHD. Have creative minds. Talented in what they have specific interesting in. I went through college in a blur because I hated my major my parents made me do. Barely even went to the classes. But I excelled in all my art classes. I’m an art major with a concentration in visual arts now and I couldn’t be happier. I love it. I’m not on meds currently because my creativity is enhanced by my ADHD so when I’m working, I do opt out of it but trust me I go through mood swings, the depression (currently), anger. There’s are ways I taught myself to calm that a little. But yes. ADHD is not a joke. It’s real. I’m Sarah. I have Adult ADHD.

PREFERENC E #3

YOU GET SICK AND HE TAKES CARE OF YOU *requested*

Cameron:
“(Y/N)?" Cameron called out a bit concerned. You were usually up bright and early but today you slept in very late. "Hmm?” you wondered from under the covers. “Are you ok?” “Yeah I’m…OWW” you said as a headache hit you hard. “What?"Cameron asked. "I have a headache and my stomach is in a knot” you told him. “Aww" Cameron frowned. He pulled the blanket from over your face and kissed yore forehead. "Do you wanna eat something or do you think that will make things worse?” he asked. “I’m not hungry…actually I think I might…” You started before running to the bathroom to vomit. Cameron held back your hair. “(Y/N) I think maybe we should take you to the doctor.” He added as you flushed the toilet and washed your hands. You nodded, changed into your sweats, and followed Cameron out the door. The doctor told you you had some type of stomach virus and gave you some medication. You were sick for the rest of the week, so cameron fed you soup each night.

Nash:

“Hey babe, I got your test!”. You smiled knowing that he was finally home. You wanted to say hi, but you couldn’t. ”(Y/N) you here?“ Nash wondered. You could hear his footsteps downstairs. Nash  then found you cuddled up in the king sized bed. "Hey Babe, are you alright?” You shook your head. “Whats wrong?” You pointed to your throat and mouthed the words “I can’t talk”. Nash looked confused so you typed it out on your Iphone. “Why?” he asked. sore throat you typed out. “Oh…You’ve lost your voice” he figured. You nodded. “I’ll get you some medicine” Nash said racing downstairs. He returned with some cough medicine and lemon flavored tea. You gave him a thanking smile. You really felt fine besides your throat and the fact that you couldn’t talk. “Hey lets play a game…charades?” he suggested. You nodded, and you started to act out a phrase.

Matt:

You were suppose to work late today but, you started to feel sick and left early. You took out your phone and texted Matt , telling him you weren’t feeling good. “Matt?” You croaked out as you walked into your room. “Hey (Y/N)… I came as soon as I got your text” Matt said a bit concerned. “Yeah I  *sneeze*  I think I’m sick” you told him.”Oh no, come here baby” he said extending his arms. You hugged him weakly and he then felt your forehead. “Oh my (Y/N) you’re burning up” he told you. You nodded and took of your coat. “I’m gonna go lie down” you said heading upstairs. “Alright I’ll go get you a some medicine and some water. You changed into yoga pants and a t-shirt and climbed into bed. “Ok here you go” Matt said giving you the pills and some water. “Thank you, you’re so sweet” you said. “You’re welcome babe” he responded placing a kiss on your cheek and letting you sleep. 

Taylor:

“(Y/N) You ok? you look really sick” “How can someone look sick?” you asked. “Well your just lying there I wasn’t sure you were even alive” he chuckled. “I’m fine…just *cough* tired” you lied. You and Taylor had planed to have dinner at his favorite restaurant tonight, you felt sick, but you would feel bad if you canceled on the date. “I know you’re sick (Y/N).” he said firmly. “I’m *sneeze* not *sneeze* even *sneeze* sick *cough*” you tried. Taylor chuckled. “Oh yeah you’re not sick at all” Taylor said sarcastically. “(Y/N) its ok we don’t have to go out tonight.” he said sitting next to you. “I feel bad…I’m sorry” you frowned. “Its fine, maybe another night…why don’t I make you some tea or something. I’ll get some medicine too.” “That would be great thanks.” He came back carrying medicine, your favorite tea, and some movies. “Movie night?"he offered. "Sounds perfect. What would I do without you Tay?” you said giving him a sweet smile. He took off his bandana and tied it around your forehead. “I’ll always be here for you.”

Aaron:

You heard a knock on yourdoor and figured it was Aaron. “Hey babe” he said as you swung the door open. He went to give you a hug and kiss like he, but you ran away before he could. “(Y/N)! Give me a kiss!” he yelled chasing you through the house. “NO! Aaron you can’t come near me I think I’m sick” you yelled after locking yourself in the bedroom. “Ok fine well at least open the door so I can see you” he said though the door. You slowly opened the door. “How bout’ an air hug?” he tried. “Hmm…I guess” you agreed moving your arms to both sides of him and patting the air. But he then picked you up and spun you around, hugging you tight and kissing your lips. “Aaron!!!” you yelled squirming out of his grasp. “I’m sorry babe but I don’t wanna go a day with out hugging and kissing you” he admitted. A smile crept onto your face and you kept you

Awwto yourself. “You might be sick now though” you giggled. “Well I’m willing to take that risk” he said leaning over to kiss you again.