maybe idk um

“You have married an Icarus,

He has flown too close to the Sun…”

just siblings being siblings

I wonder why that…of the one avoidant person I know we both have this very ingrained feeling that we have to justify our existence and that we can’t just Be Alive for ourselves. We need to have, not a purpose per se but we do need to “pay for” existing and being alive

I guess for avoidant people it’s easier to focus on the exterior than ourselves so that’s why we feel the need to justify it, especially since most avoidants have a generally negative self image already.

“I want to take a moment to talk about you and your idea, because it’s something I always need to remember.

“So, you, as a screenwriter of a story that you came up with—you are the only person in the process who will ever truly be alone with that story. You are a mother holding their baby. You are pregnant with it. It’s in your head. No matter how complicated the process of writing it, ultimately it is a piece of you. This is a business and it’s also an art. I always get kinda disgusted when people talk endlessly about the idea that their art is “part of them”—but it is! It is! It’s as part of them as the words coming out of their mouth, as the things they say to their friends, as the things you build with your hands, the food you cook… It’s all a sort of extrapolation of you.

“Even though things can get diluted and get ruined—or never sell—or never make you any money—or come out and do badly—or get torn apart by a director who you thought would be perfect and then betrays you—or get torn apart by critics—or, you know, succeed: always keep in mind that the thing you do when you’re alone, when you’re writing it, when it’s still part of you, is special. That’s special! That’s the act of creation! Not even most humans can do that! So if you wrote something—maybe it sucks. Maybe it’s great. I don’t know. I haven’t read it. Maybe you think it sucks. Maybe you hate it. Maybe you’re like “I hate everything I write!” Maybe you’re one of those people. I don’t get those people, but maybe you’re one of those people. Maybe you’re someone who’s a fanboy of their own stuff. Great! Please never forget, no matter how far you feel from the work, that it started inside you. That’s special. That’s a unique thing. And on some level you should—even if you’re just writing fanfiction for the internet—be proud of that.

Max Landis, “message to screenwriters

anonymous asked:

Hey there, long time fan of your work, think you could do a favor to an aspiring art-person and share some of your favorite brushes for stuff?

ya know I’ve been meaning to get to this I’m so sorry!!

I don’t have many settings bcs I mostly sketch and shit, but I just lower the pressure of my color tool

Then for my other painting kinda style I’m trying I’ve been fucking with these brush settings


@jccaylen @KianLawley how bout u get ur lazy ass outta bed & come to the gym w me. Subway after. then after that get ur ass beat at Mario kart again

anonymous asked:

hi baby!! could you maybe do how youngjae (got7) would be in bed? thanks and I honestly do love your blog so so much take care 💓

[Jackson] [Mark] [Junior] [Jaebum] [Yugyeom] [BamBam


  • he would be so gentle and nervous the first time the two of you had sex
  • “does this hurt?” “are you okay?” “does this feel good?”
  • he’d be very vanilla
  • sub!Youngjae
  • he would love to have you ride him and he’d be incredibly turned on when you were dominant
  • he’d be very awkward trying to initiate sex
  • Youngjae would blush a lot and try to ask you “if you maybe want to… um.. Idk…”
  • if you ever gave this boy a blowjob he’d internally be set on fire
  • he’d moan and grab your hair to guide your head
  • Youngjae would probably whimper when he was about to orgasm
  • he’d try really hard to please you during foreplay but you’d probably have to instruct him a little
  • if you ever asked him to be rough he’d blush like crazy but he’d try hard to please you
  • even after he got comfortable with you he’d probably blush like crazy when you asked him to try something new
  • sex would stay in the bedroom
  • he’d love to be marked up by you
  • but he’d also try to leave a couple of marks on you as well
  • post sex cuddles with him asking you if you’re okay and if he did okay
  • he really loves you and just wants to make sure you’re okay
  • if you were to tease him in public he’d probably have a heart attack and the two of you would be busted right away
  • if you sent him nudes he’d die
  • sex with Youngjae would be very soft and loving because he really respects you and wants to make sure all of your needs are taken care of