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Dear Diary,

These things are stupid, yeah, yeah. I know. But maybe if I keep track of the things that happen in my life I’ll remember them forever. I don’t know. Today, Dean kissed me on the cheek. He hasn’t done that in a long while, and it felt so nice. I think the next time we sleep in the same bed, I’ll ask him if he’ll do it once more. He’s older now, of course. We both are, since the last time I felt his lips on me. And now- he has prickly stubble all over. It was itchy, but I liked it anyways. He’s on his way home from his new girlfriend’s house. Dad says he shouldn’t leave me at the motel alone, but I don’t mind. Sometimes he leaves his skin mags here and if I put them back in the right place, I can look at them while he’s gone. That way I can see the type of things he likes. So far, I’m almost positive he likes lacy underwear. For what? I don’t know. I’ll write more later.


Hello, it’s been a while (like 3 months) but I’m back! Well kind of…

After a while of thinking it, i’ve decided to say goodbye to this blog. It’s not to say that I’ll be deleting completely, because do you think I’d be able to do that? lmao no. Though this blog will no longer be active, I will be moving to a new one. I feel as if a fresh start will help me a lot. It took me so long to make this decision because I couldn’t imagine letting this blog go, but I need to. I just got this feeling and I’m just going to roll with it. 

A few things you all should know about my new blog:

  • Yes, it will still include anime (how could it not?)
  • But, it will also include kdramas (1 as of now, hence the url)
  • I may not have edits, but there will be some new ones soon
  • I will probably be changing the url (bc snk new season)
  • I don’t know how active I’ll be, but I will try to set up a queue (for once)
  • I may or may not add kpop to the mix later (just a warning)

I don’t expect all of you to follow me on there, mainly because of the new content I will be adding, but I will appreciate it if you do. I will be following all my mutuals on there again bc how could i not?

Anyways, my new blog is here.

anonymous asked:

what are your thoughts about Rainbow Quartz?

Rainbow Quartz? Here’s a bunch off the top of my head.

  • Truly, truly outrageous. Truly. I love her.
  • The baddest fucking rainbow I’ve ever seen
  • Moving beyond vintage memes, she actually holds second place in Oath’s Official Favourite Fusions Ranking (The Lovely Sardonyx is an unbeatable number one and Alexandrite is third, though I predict there might be some upset there if/when we see Garnet fuse with Rose (PLEASE))
  • I love her design but I’m a bit sad that she doesn’t have four arms… I mean…. imagine… Pearl’s dual-wielding + Rose’s sword and board style… woah. I’d give up on conquering Earth, too.
  • More battle-related thoughts: I actually hope she doesn’t fuse her weapons and instead fights with some kind of hoplite-like spear+shield combo. If she does, I’ve seen people give her a giant axe and I am in full support of this, too.
  • My headcanon is that she was first formed relatively soon after Garnet. If nothing else, Rose’s trademark curiosity and thirst for new experiences and clear desire to know what it feels like would be a big driving force behind PEARL CAN WE TRY IT TOO, but honestly I just know they were both thinking it the moment Garnet tumbled down that flowery slope and landed at their feet (though how long they danced around the matter in an attempt to be considerate and tactful is another question entirely). And yes, I have no doubt different-Gem fusion proved to be a huge advantage for the Crystal Gems, but I think Rainbow was a whole lot of things before she was anything resembling a weapon, and this knowledge is something that’s important to her.
  • I want to hear her speak
  • I want her and Garnet to smooch
  • I want her and Sugilite to smooch and also cause immense but glorious chaos (and also possibly start a hair/glam metal band)
  • I hope she has something like Rose’s plant-related powers, similar to how Garnet got a version of Sapphire’s future vision. Alternatively, she’s a full-on sandbender.
  • Rose basically using fusion to convince Pearl of her worth/make her feel loved/comfort her is a thing that’s reasonably prevalent in fics and I love it, but I can’t help but feel it might mess with Rainbow herself a bit, as much as she adores being herself.
  • It is a great dream of mine to one day see rebellion-era Rainbow wrecking Diamond armies with the same levels of smugness she displayed in Greg’s music video, but with extra FUCK YOUUUUU  sprinkled on top. While I think she’s generally a lot “nicer” than people tend to peg her as after We Need To Talk, I really do think spite (that most excellent of motivators) is a huge part of her, and in a Rebellion Leader/Terrifying Renegade context it’d be great to see. Plus, as we’ve seen in The Answer, these two have so much fun being filthy rebel scum together. Rainbow is an absolute blast.