maybe i'll have my hair like this instead

I use to spend all my time thinking about what I could have changed for you to have stayed with me. maybe I should have kept my hair straight and wore more colors. I could have smiled instead of speaking of what was on my mind. I could have pretended to like puppies and jogging. Perhaps I could have been a softer girl, nicer, but honey I am one hell of a roller coaster and she’ the lady bug ride.
—  Excerpt from a book I will never write #251 // S.K. you chose her because she wasn’t a challenge