Mental illness is weird BC you don’t cry at death but your local shop not having organic yellow bell peppers throws you into a panicked state where nothing will ever be okay again and the world is burning.
Turns out I have a shit ton of headcanons about Noah Czerny pre-death and since I’m avoiding responsibility right now I’m going to type a bunch of them out:
Noah was part of a badass group of skater kids who all owned fancy bright colored cars but preferred to skateboard to school.
Him and his five friends lived in a huge house seven minutes (ten by skateboard) away from Aglionby. There was a bowl pool outback that stayed empty throughout the entire summer and a terribly built halfpipe that you had to be careful not to skate over the missing board.
Pretty much all of them were the epitome of emo kids. Noah had the bleached blond hair that the Gangsey later wouldn’t understand wasn’t his natural color. The rest of his friends either had stark black long hair or spiky blond hair too- during the summer months, they would all dye their hair the bright crazy colors that didn’t meet Aglionby’s dress code requirements.
If you wanted weed, they were the resident go-to dealers. And with every weed purchase, one (1) free cd featuring their garage band’s music was included. Noah played drums. The band was called “Prep School Scandal” or something equally as corny and they constantly sang about hating their school/town even though they were a bunch of privileged kids.
They were constantly getting in trouble for skating the railings out front of Aglionby and had racked up enough detentions between them to cover an entire wall in their house with the slips. If it wasn’t for their parents’ money, they would have been kicked out a long time ago.
Do you think there was ever a time, before the beatings started, when Maxon looked up to his dad? Was there ever a time Maxon told Amberely he wanted to be as good of a king as his dad? Was there ever a time Maxon longed for his dad spending time with him, and when it happened, it was the only thing he thought about for weeks? Do you think there was ever a time when Clarkson softened on a 5 year old Maxon and spent time with him? Do you think there was a time when Clarkson hadn’t broken his son? Do you think I’ll ever stop crying over this??
I was always amazed how he can play his eyes. I don’t remember him crying in any movie. Maybe he did, but I don’t remember. All in his eyes… an incredible range of emotions, and it’s even more than if he’d cry
“Do you think you can come home soon? Aunt Stella has been really nice and let us stay with her, but I want to go home, too. I’ve been practicing my reading every day, and I found a book I really want to read with you, mom.”
“I think I’ll be able to come home in a few days time.” Luna nodded at her daughter. “Maybe sooner, if I’m lucky.”
“When you’re back, can I sleep in your bed again?”
“I’ll let you borrow Coolala, if you want. So maybe you won’t cry in your sleep like last time.”
“I did that?” She couldn’t help but laugh at the thought, “I’m sorry, you probably didn’t get much sleep, then.”
“It’s okay, Aaron didn’t sleep that night, either. He said Aidan was snoring too loud!”