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Hurricane - Luke (Part 5)

Summary: something is keeping them apart 

A/N: sorry this took so freaking long to finish ahhhhh 

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When she finally pulled away from his kiss she looked up into his blue eyes. She moved to sit on the edge of the bed, and he noticed an expression on her face, one he wasn’t expecting, one almost as though she was sad.

“What’s wrong y/n?” he asked carefully. 

He could see she was hesitating to answer, thinking carefully about her words. She looked up into his eyes, and than down at her feet. “Luke…” she whispered, “I just .. Isn’t this one of those things that are just too good to be true?”

He looked at her skeptically, “What do you mean?”

She looked over at the curtains that were pulled closed across the window to block out the storm. “This could never happen,” she said shrugging her shoulders, “I want it… more than anything, but…” she hesitated again.

He narrowed his eyes for a moment before relaxing his face again, “You’re worried about your brother bugging out?”

She nodded her head slowly, “You know how he is Luke,”

He sat next to her on the edge of the bed, looking down at his knees and reaching to tug on a thread that was hanging out of one of the tears. He chuckled a bit, “You know when we were in seventh grade, I told Calum I liked you,” she looked up at him, not sure what he was going to say. “Calum obviously couldn’t keep a secret and your brother ended up finding out.”

She gave him a weird look, “You liked me in seventh grade?” it was a long time ago, so it didn’t really matter, but she was surprised to hear it.

“I’ve liked you since then,” he corrected her, “When your brother found out he told me to stay away from you, punched me in the stomach at recess and told me if he saw me near you he’d kick my ass…that’s kid of why we hated each other for a while…I guess he finally got over it when I got a girlfriend and we became friends.”

She pressed her lips together, “Is that why you stopped sitting next to me in math that year? Fucking Michael.”

He nodded his head laughing a bit,  “Yea…sorry, I was kind of scared of him…and you were terrible at math I couldn’t have helped you anyways.”

She giggled a bit shaking her head before becoming serious again, “Why are you telling me all this? You think he was bad then, you saw what he did to Riley in the lobby before.”  

He reached out brushing a strand of hair out of her face and she looked up at him. “I told you, I don’t care what he thinks, I don’t care if he tries to fight me… I want this, I have for a long time and now finally I am so close, we are so close… I can’t let him stand in my way again.”

She looked at him skeptically, knowing Mikey would not take it very well. Luke continued, “What’s the worse thing that could happened?”

She slid closer to him, resting her head on his shoulder, “I could think of a lot of things that could go wrong, “

Luke snaked his arm around her waist, “I’m telling him tomorrow, everything, you get to decide if you want to be with me not him.”

She felt her heart beating faster; she had decided that she wanted to be with him a long time ago, she just never thought it would actually become a reality. It was still hard for her to believe any of this was happening, that she was sitting on a bed with Luke’s arms wrapped around her as he told her he was going to stand up to Michael so they could be together. It seemed like a dream she had played out before in her head many times, but this wasn’t a dream at all.

She lifted her head looking up at him, eyes tracing across his face, he looked so much older now, he was tall an his shoulders were broad, she reached out to rest her hand on his cheek, feeling the prickly hair of his beard against her palm. This was the boy she had loved since she was a little girl, sitting in front of her, telling her he feels the same. Everything was different now, but when he looked at her with those same blue eyes that hadn’t changed one bit she knew she didn’t want to give this up. She knew that she wants to be able to run her fingers through his hair, and wrap her arms around him, and press her lips to his whenever she wants.

“Let me tell him,” She whispered, “Tomorrow I’ll tell him first, and then you can… I think maybe he’ll freak out less if he hears it from me.”

He nodded his head, “Why don’t we just worry about it tomorrow than?” he said sliding back towards the top of the bed tugging her shirt so she’d come along with him.

She crawled up next to where he was propped up on the pillows, she laid her body close to his, resting her head on his chest. “You know I was really sad when you stopped sitting with me,” she giggled, “I thought you were such an asshole for moving next to Emily Green.”

He chuckled, “I’m surprised you couldn’t feel me staring at  you from across the room, Matt Becker had no problem moving in on you.”

She laughed again, “Wow that feels like so long go.”

She could feel Luke shrug his shoulders, “It kind of was.”

She hadn’t even realized she had fallen asleep until she was woken up abruptly by a loud crash and screaming. She barely had her eyes open when the door to the room was swinging open.

“Woah, WHAT THE FUCK?!” she heard Michael grown.

Her and Luke both sitting up from where they had been sleeping above the covers, Michael looked back and forth between the two of them. He was clearly surprised and becoming agitated. Ashton and Calum coming up beside him in the doorway, “Come on man LETS GO,” Ashton announced hurriedly.

She slid to the edge of the bed rubbing her eyes, “What the fuck is going on?” she asked hearing the wind blow violently through the hotel.

“I could ask you the same thing,” Michael bit, now glaring at Luke.

Calum stood in the doorway with a grin spread across his face looking at them, “We gotta go down to the lobby, some of the windows blew out from the wind this storm is crazy.”

She stood from the bed moving to put on a lamp as Luke walked to leave the room, Michael basically breathing down his neck in the process.

“No power y/n,” Calum chuckled

“Grab your shit and lets go guys,” Ashton announced heading towards the emergency exit of the hotel suit, Calum turning to follow behind. Michael remained in the doorway, arms crossed following her ever move with his eyes.

She picked her bag off the floor and ran into the bathroom to grab the rest of her stuff off the counter before exiting the room. She paused in the hallway for a moment looking down in the direction of where Luke went.

“Let’s go,” Michael growled putting his hand on the back of her neck, “Luke’s safer up here then he is if I see him downstairs.” He told her, loud enough for Luke to hear down the hallway.

She swallowed hard, turning and following Michael down the stairs. “Michael,” she said as she followed him trying to explain, he held his hand up over her shoulder trying to silence her, “Shut up y/n, I don’t want to hear it” he sped up his decent down the stairs.

They entered a private conference room the concierge had opened up for them and Michael joined Calum and Ash at the long table, grabbing a beer from the ice bucket that was placed in front of them. She chose to walk to the opposite side of the room and take a seat on one of the couches.

This was bad; she knew Michael was probably infuriated. He wouldn’t even talk to her about it, which meant his anger was brewing, something that was never a good sign. She knew Luke would be down shortly, she knew Michael would most likely try to hit him, she knew Luke was probably anticipating the worse.

The room was painfully silent. She knew they were all probably thinking the same thing. Why the fuck was Luke in her bed? The awkwardness made her want to scream. She wanted to stand up to Michael and tell him to get the fuck over it.

No to long after the door opened, all four of their heads turned to look at the entryway of the room where Luke was standing. No one said anything, Luke looked at each of his band mates before resting his eyes on her.

He walked past them, stopping to grab two beers from the table and continuing back to where she was sitting on the couch without a word. Michael’s eyes burned holes in Luke as he uncapped the two bottles handing her one and taking a seat close to her on the couch.

She looked at him and then Michael whose eyes were narrow, then to Cal and Ash who were staring with wide eyes. “Okay are we all just going to sit here looking at each other or is someone going to say something?”  She spat finally becoming annoyed turning her head to Michael.

“I’m just planning how I’m going to kill your friend over there” Michael said coldly glaring at Luke.

“Chill out, we were going to fucking tell you,” Luke retorted right away.

“Tell him what exactly?” Calum piped in, unable to keep his mouth shut. Ashton elbowed him in the arm.

Michael got up, his chair sliding back and hitting into the wall. He began stomping towards the exit of the room. She stood up to follow him but Luke put his arm out to stop her, standing to follow behind Michael.

Michael spun on his heals to face Luke, they were both standing chest to chest in each others faces, “What the fuck do you have to say to me mate?” Michael bit, pushing Luke back towards the table and taking another step towards him, “That’s my fucking sister,” he barked in Luke’s face, “Not some fucking damaged girl you pull out of the crowd and fuck on the tour bus between shows, I’ve told you before to stay the fuck away from her.” Michael pushed Luke again, but this time Luke was ready for it, keeping his balance and pushing Michael right back.

“Why don’t you stop trying to fight everyone and fucking listen for a second?” Luke yelled back at him.

Michael laughed sarcastically, “Oh? I’m sorry, the scumbag crawls into my sister’s bed with her and now he thinks I should listen to what the fuck he has to say. Fuck off.”  He growled.

“Don’t you think you’re being a little fucking dramatic you know nothing about us” Luke shook his head feeling his blood begin to boil, but next thing he knew Michaels fist was slamming into his jaw.

He fell back a few steps again before regaining his balance and realizing Michael had just sucker punched him. He charged at Michael tackling him to the floor. Immediately Ash and Cal jumped from the table moving to try and separate the two of them, but they were hard to pull apart, both screaming and throwing punches, slamming each other into walls.

She was horrified. This was the worst that could happen, Michael and Luke were literally in front of her beating the shit out of each other and there was no separating them. “Stop!!! PLEASE!” she screamed moving to try and help get between them but that was a mistake. She felt a shooting pain on the left side of her head.

Everything went silent. She could tell from the look on her brother’s face it was him who had hit her. His expression was shocked and scared, he looked even paler than his usual chalk white complexion. “y/n” she heard him gasp before going down.

Next thing she knew she was on the ground with all four boys surrounding her. She opened her eyes slowly, noticing Luke’s fingers intertwined with hers. It had only been a few seconds between getting hit and opening her eyes.

Michael’s face was withdrawn; he was horrified by what he had done. Sitting up slowly she felt the pounding begin in her head. “It’s okay Mikey,” she mumbled leaning back against Luke who was beside her.

They all sat in silence on the floor for a long while before anybody spoke. She sat between Luke’s legs, leaning back and resting her head against his chest. She did her best to keep her eyes open, trying to fight off the pain she was feeling.

She finally lifted her head, looking at Michael and then the other guys, “Could you maybe go get me some ice?” She asked looking in Calum and Ashtons direction.

Ashton nodded his head and stood up to leave taking the obvious hint. He leaned down and grabbed Calum by the shoulder shooting him a look; he apparently didn’t get it until then.

“Oh.. uhh yea,” he said looking around at them, “We’ll leave you alone.”

She forced a half a smile, following them with her eyes as they left the room. “Mike,” she said quietly once they left the room, “I’m not mad, I know it was an accident, but will you please just listen to me now.”

He wouldn’t even look at her; he was overcome by guilt, only nodding his head. She continued, “I know you probably hate this, and I’m sorry for that… It’s happening though Mikey” He was expressionless; she looked up to Luke who clearly seemed a bit pissed still.

She gave him pleading eyes, needing for him to help her explain to Michael what was going on, finally Luke swallowed his pride and spoke up. “Look mate,” he began, “first of all I didn’t sneak into your sisters bed like some creep, second you are my best fucking friend I wouldn’t just screw around with your sister,” his tone changed suddenly to a much softer one, “I told you once how I felt about her, we both may have been a bit messed up but I know you remember, you told me to forget about her but I can’t mate, I just can’t…you gotta know by now I’m serious about this.”

She pressed her lips together, not knowing that Luke had ever told Mikey that he liked her. She watched Michael as he finally looked over at them.

“You know why I told you to forget about her? Because I’m not an idiot,” he looked directly at y/n, “you think I didn’t notice your little crush on him from the first day he came over the house when we were kids… I never expected it to go on for ten years,” he shook his head, “I told you to forget about her because I knew she loves you, because I knew if anyone was going to be able to really break her heart it would be fucking you.” He glared at Luke now, “All I’ve been trying to do is protect her,”

She looked up to the ceiling, “You have a really screwed up way of doing that Michael,” she interrupted, “you promised me you would stop interfering with my life, god when is this going to end?”

“Yea well you told me no more assholes and then choose the biggest one,” he leaned pack against the wall behind him.

“He’s your best fucking friend Mike, you know he’s not an asshole… What is wrong with you? Have you ever thought maybe you are the one who is the asshole? Do you remember ten minutes ago when you tried to beat the crap out of your best friend, or three hours ago when you tried to strangle Riley?”

“I wont hurt her,” Luke interrupted, “I promise mate, I won’t ever do anything to hurt her,” he shrugged his shoulders, “I want to protect her too, just like you do.”

Michael finally seemed to relax, “I don’t like this,” he mumbled, “but I guess there’s nothing I can do to stop it either.”

She shook her head, “I know it might be weird for you Mike, but it could be a good thing too, you trust Luke… maybe it wont be so hard to learn how to trust him with me?” 

Michael contemplated it for a moment, nodding his head slowly. “Do you think I’m an idiot?” he asked after a long pause, “You think I didn’t know your speech about some guy from home you just couldn’t seem to get over was about this fuck?” he chuckled a bit almost, gesturing towards Luke, “I guess this was kind of inevitable, huh?”

She took a deep breath, leaning back into Luke’s arms, it felt completely right, like that was where she belonged. It had been one of the longest, scariest days of her life and somehow it had finally all come together. She felt Luke’s arms tighten around her.

“So, you’re done trying to hit me now, right?” Luke asked Michael hesitantly trying not to laugh.

To her surprise Michael laughed a bit with him, “Yea mate, we’re good… but if you break that promise I’ll fucking bury you.”

 Okayyy so there it is .. totally unedited so sorry if there were a shit ton of mistakes I need to go the fuck to bed .. I hope you like it once again I’m so so so so sorry it took so fucking long for me to post this I’ve been super busy lately .. anyways as always thanks so fucking much for reading!!! feel free to drop anything into my ASK BOX .. and please checkout my .:Masterlist:. somehow Two Can Play That Game has like almost 600 notes on it which is the most awesome freaking thing ever.. thanks I love the fuck out of you guys


Primeval S04E07:  Emily: I don’t belong here. And neither do. You came though a Gateway of your own, didn’t you? From where? The future? Matt: Everything there is either dead or dying. We exist underground because the surface of the planet can’t sustain life anymore. Its sterile because of something mankind did. We destroyed it.