I had just turn on the live stream and I got to see my babies win their MAMA daesang. My heart was already a mess and seeing Namjoon like that wasn’t helping it!
In this moment, when I saw how emotional they were getting I was feeling more and more on the verge of crying - the main culprit is hidding right there!
Seeing Jin crying was a mixture feeling: my ARMY self was on a roller coaster of emotions of happiness and being so proud of them + how can he look so beautiful while crying, dammit Kim Seokjin and your visuals!
Here it is! Kookie crying was my downfall T.T Being Jungkook the member that usually doesn’t cry, that fact that you can see him on this state just made me finally
burst out crying
And then I saw TaeTae with teary eyes and my heart got even more constricted. You can cry Taehyung, it’s ok, happy tears are beautiful and you guys deserved this.
I was already missing YoonSeok and guessing that Hobi was crying and then I got this surprise!! Our sunshine consoling a crying Yoongi *o* Nope, all my barriers went away after this:
I was crying just like Suga and with the biggest smile I had on me.
I love BTS. They are so hardworking and they deserved the recognition they got this year for their work and uncondicional love for us ARMYs.