A/N: SO sorry this took so long. I was procrastinating big time and also life got in my way. There’s only one part left after this and an epilogue, so I really hope you guys like it. Let me know what you think! ♥
Word Count: 2,184 (I know this is not a drab, and this is the longest part to date :O)
Warnings: - language.
Tags: (at the end)
*gif is not mine.
Bucky was sleeping peacefully beside you the next morning, after spending hours the night before trying to get him to fall asleep. His nerves were getting the best of him, and rightfully so. You’d spent most of the night coming up with a court summons for Peggy, so that you could finally find out whom Charlotte’s true father was. You pushed his hair off of his forehead and gave him a quick peck on the cheek. The love you had for him swelled in your chest and, in that moment, you vowed to find the truth for him, to give him inner peace. Even though this was his own personal struggle, it would bring peace to you and your relationship with him as well. Maybe, just maybe, it would also mend his and Steve’s lifelong friendship.
Negan turned around at the sound
of your sultry voice and saw you leaning against the doorway of his bathroom,
clad in the skimpy school girl outfit he provided you. The lace trim of the
push-up bra you were wearing was slightly peeking out from your knotted top,
teasing Negan with what was yet to come. Your top reached beneath your breasts,
revealing your belly button piercing that Negan extremely loved. The outfit
that Negan gave you included a short, pleated skirt that barely covered your ass, a
pair of white knee-high socks and some high-heeled Mary Janes. Why Negan has
these things was still a mystery to you but they definitely came in handy. You
were definitely not complaining.
The look on Negan’s face when he
saw you remained the same, he always looked excited and giddy every single time
you put on a show for him. It always felt like the first time and you honestly
“Shit. Fuck. Getting right into
it, huh?” Negan remarked with amusement as he stroked his chin with his hand.
He nodded with a smile and leaned
back, twirling his hand in a circular motion as he scanned you from top to
bottom. “Spin around for daddy, would ya?” he asked and bit his lip in
Here in America
In every single state,
They have a set of standards for every subject
A collection of lessons that the teacher’s required to teach by the end of the term.
But the greatest lessons you will ever teach us will not come from your syllabus
The greatest lessons you will ever teach us
You will not even remember.
You never told us what we weren’t allowed to say
We just learned how to hold our tongues
Now somewhere in America
There is a child holding a copy of Catcher in the Rye
And there is a child holding a gun
But only one of these things have been banned by their State Government
And it’s not the one that can rip through flesh
It’s the one that says ‘fuck you’ on more pages than one
Because we must control what the people say -
How they think
And if they wanna become the overseer of their ownselves
Then we’ll show them a real one.
And somewhere in America
There is a child sitting at his mother’s computer
Reading the homepage of the KKK’s website
That’s open to the pulic
But that child will have never read to kill a mockingbird
Because his school has banned it for its use of the N word.
Maya Angelou is prohibited
Because we’re not allowed to talk about rape in school
We were taught that just because something happens
Doesn’t mean you are to talk about it
They build us brand new shopping malls
So that we’ll forget where we’re really standing:
On the bones of the hispanics
On the bones of the slaves
On the bones of the native americans
On the bones of those who fought just to speak
Transcontintental Railroad to Japanese internment camps;
There are things missing from our history books.
But we were taught that it is better to be silent
than to make them uncomfortable
Somewhere in America
Private schoolgirls search for hours through boutiques
Trying to find the prom dress of their dreams
While kids on the South Side spend hours searching through the lost and found
Cos winters coming soon and that’s the only jacket they have
Kids are late to class for working the midnight shift,
They give awards for best attendance
But not for keeping your family off the streets.
These kids will call your music ghetto
They will tell you you don’t talk right
Then they’ll get in the backseat of a car
With all their friends
Singing about how they’re “bout that life’ and ‘we can’t stop’
Somewhere in America
Schools are promoting self confidence
While they whip out their scales
And shout out your body fat percentage in class
Where the heftier girls are hiding away
And the slim fit beauties can’t help but giggle with pride
The preppy kids go thrift shopping cos they think it sounds real fun
But we go cos that’s all we got money for
Cos mama works for the city
Mama only gets paid once a month
Somewhere in America
A girl’s getting felt up by a grown man on the subway,
She’s still in her school uniform
And that’s part of the appeal,
It’s hard to run in knee socks and Mary Janes
And all her male teachers know it too
Coaches cover up star players
Raping freshmen after the dance,
Women are killed for rejecting dates.
But god forbid I bring my girlfriend to prom?
A girl is blackout drunk at the after party
Take a picture before her wounds wake her
How many pixels is your sanity worth?
What’s a 4.0 to a cold jury?
What’d you learn in class today?
Don’t walk fast
Don’t speak loud
Keep your hands to yourself
Keep your head down
Keep your eyes on your own paper
If you don’t know the answer
Fill in C
Always wear earbuds when you ride the bus alone
If you feel like someones following you
Pretend you’re on the phone
A teacher never fails
Only you do
In every state in America
The greatest lessons
Are the ones you don’t rememeber learning
“What did you do to our little
Joo?” Suho yells as he busts threw the door, making me jump straight into
Xiumin’s arms. He holds me to his chest and pulls the blanket over me so my
naked body is hidden from the prying eyes of boys that suddenly fill the
doorway. They all stand there dumbstruck at the sight.
“Stop your staring,” Xiumin
“Can’t help it,” Pervy Luhan purrs
as he comes in the room and sits on the edge of the bed.
“I want to see Noona naked,” Sehun
teases as he joins us on the bed.
“You guys are making me blush,” I
mumble as I tuck myself into Xiumin’s chest.
“Come on,” Chen hoots playfully,
“How about a little leg?”
I can’t help but laugh at his cute
begging, I slide my leg out from under the covers to let them see.
“How about some back?” Xiumin
teases before letting the blanket slide down my body, giving the eleven men who
had made their way into the room a nice view of my bare back and Luhan a side
boob view. I shiver when Sehun drags a finger down my spine, stopping he hits
the blanket just about my butt.
“Sehunie,” I whine, “Stop it,
you’re making my shiver.”
“I think she means tingle,” Kai
purrs as he joins Sehun in touching my back, his cold hands make my visibly
I didn’t even notice Kyungsoo
joining them until the boy is already pushing the younger two away and placing
soft warm kisses on my shoulders. He sits down right behind me, and like
Xiumin, I can feel his warmth radiating off him.
“Does that feel better?” Kyungsoo
whispers in my ear.
“You’re so warm!” I say as I lean
back into his embrace, finding a bare chest, something I was not expecting from
“Be carful love, you are going to
show everyone to chest,” Xiumin warns. I snap back up against him.
“Since when have you been so
friendly?” Kai whines as he pokes his hyung.
“You could barely look at her
yesterday.” Tao adds in, wanting to join us on the bed but can’t get close with
the others in the way.
“Someone didn’t cool off, I’m
guessing,” Kris raises a brow at the owl boy.
Kyungsoo shrugs, “She did it to my
twice yesterday, and it just hasn’t gone away.”
“Baby,” Kris cuckles his tongue at
me, “You used the word too many times already.”
“You should heard her last night,
it was her new favorite word,” Xiumin chuckles.
“Don’t say that!” I slap his chest
“We heard you say it plenty last
night Baby,” Baekhyun smirks at me.
I blush, “It’s okay baby, it was
cute, actually it was really hot,” Lay nibbles on his lip as he watches me.
“I think she should just use it all
the time,” Chanyeol suggests.
“That won’t be a problem at school,”
Suho scoffs but when I look at him I can tell he actually agrees with that
“Fine, just when we are at home. Or
if you don’t agree with it, she will call you oppa,” Luhan glares at Suho.
“You guys want me to call you
daddy, all the time?” I question, though I’m not completely against the idea.
“I just love it when that that word
comes from that cute little mouth of yours,” Xiumin says with a kiss on my
“None of that,” Sehun whines.
“Yea, you already get too much of
her attention!” Baekhyun joins in.
“Let me see her,” Luhan holds out
his arms to me, and I almost go but that’s before I remember that I’m naked and
Xiumin mostly is too.
“Can I get a shirt or something
first?” I ask.
“You know how to ask for it baby,”
Kris reminds me as he wanders over to Xiumin’s closet.
“Daddy, can I please get a shirt?”
I say with a cute pout.
“Really could get used to that,”
Kris kisses the top of my head as he hands me the shirt. Xiumin holds up the
blanket so I can pull the shirt on, only revealing myself to him, earning a lot
of boos and groans.
“Now let me hold my baby!” Luhan
whines, making me laugh at his sudden cuteness. I crawl off Xiumin’s lap over
to Luhan’s, who welcomes me eagerly.
“I wanna turn,” Kyungsoo
“No me!” Sehun pushes his hyung out
“You little,” Kyungsoo growls as he
pushes Sehun to the ground.
“None of that,” Suho snaps. “It’s
time for everyone to get ready for the day.”
“Oh yea, school,” I grumble. I
sigh, “At least I get to see Jihyo.”
“Are you sure you want to go to
school?” Luhan asks as he strokes my cheek.
“Can’t we just skip today hyung?”
Chanyeol looks to Suho with a big smile.
“No. We have a break coming up next
“But hyung,” Tao whines, “We wanna
hang out Joo.”
Suho rolls his eyes, “You guys have
twenty minutes till I leave with her, if you are dressed and by the door you
can come along and hang out in the office.”
“Twenty minutes?” Sehun, Tao, and
Chanyeol yell together.
“I should probably go get ready
than,” I say as I slide off Luhan’s lap to the warm wood floor.
“Is that enough time for you?” Suho
asks when I reach him.
I shrug, “That’s more then enough
time. But who wants to take me to my room?”
“Me!” Chen and Baekhyun say
together. I smile as both boys scramble over to me and begin pulling me down
the hall. I don’t really pay attention to where we are going as the boys
continue to bicker about who I should like more and who is cuter. We arrive at
my room in a few minutes, they flip on the light and wander in with me. I’m
surprised when they throw themselves on the bed and make themselves
I blink at them until Chen sits up
and cocks his head at me, “You better hurry baby girl or you are going to be in
trouble. Suho hyung doesn’t allow tardiness.” I nod before quickly going into
the closet to find the row of uniforms I saw yesterday. It only takes me a
minute to find one of the winter ones and quickly pull it on, along with thigh
high socks and mary janes. When I am dressed I walk back out into my room and
see the two boys in the same position as before. They look up at me and smile
big, like very cute idiots.
“You are the cutest little thing
I’ve ever seen!” Baekhyun coos at me.
“But come here,” Chen waves me over
and sits me down on the ottoman in front of my bed, with my back to him. I
shiver as he starts playing with my hair, just an automatic reaction I have
since not many people touch my hair. “Your hair is a mess, baby girl,” Chen
scolds as he fixes it.
“I don’t like dealing with it,” I
grumble as Chen sends Baekhyun into the bathroom for hair ties. When he gets
what he needs he use the hair ties to put my hair into two cute little buns on
top of my head. He also puts in a bow head band, finishing in only a few
“Perfect,” He kisses the top of my
head, “Now if you ever need help with your hair just come to Daddy, I mean me.”
I turn around and wrap my arms
around his neck, pulling him close and pecking his lips softly, “Thank you
“Ya! I helped too!” Baekhyun
whines, making me laugh. I let the stunned Chen go to give Baekhyun a kiss as
“Thank you too daddy Baekhyun.”
“We should go so you can grab
something for breakfast before you go,” Chen suggests as he pulls me out of my
room, Baekhyun is behind us with my backpack. We find the others sitting in the
kitchen, Chanyeol, Kyungsoo, Tao, Kai, and Sehun are all in their uniforms,
while Suho is looking fucking delightful in a suit and the others still manage
to look hot in their pajamas.
“Oh my god,” Luhan coos when he
sees me, “My baby looks so cute!” He rushes over, nearly spilling his coffee on
Kris as he puts it on the counter.
“Daddy,” I whine as he pinches my
“Oh Baby that is not how you get me
to stop touching you,” His cute playfulness slowly fades to pervy Lulu as he
moves his hands to my hips and pulls me close.
“Aw hyung you already got to hold
her today, let us have a turn!” Tao comes forward, pushing all of his hyungs
out of the way to latch on to me.
“Daddy panda!” I say automatically,
returning Tao’s hug.
“Why the hell does she greet you
like that?” Luhan snaps as he crosses his arms over his chest.
“I have no idea,” I say honestly,
“It’s just some weird automatic response when I see him.”
“That’s unfair she only does that
to Kyungsoo and Tao.”
“She doesn’t even do that to me,”
With an impending argument
approaching I quickly change the subject, “Is there still time for me to eat
“Of course,” Tao answers without
hesitation. “What do you want for breakfast? We have anything you could think
“Nothing too big, just an apple or
“That isn’t breakfast,” Suho
scolds. “Don’t worry about it, I’ll have something delivered to the office.”
“It’s okay, I don’t eat much, I
don’t need anything,” I try to wave the idea away but earn nothing but glares
from each man.
“Another rule,” Kyungsoo pipes in,
“You must eat three meals a day.”
“Agreed,” The other eleven decide.
“This is ridiculous.” I groan.
“Baby girl, are you being naughty?”
Kris questions with a brow raised.
“No,” Xiumin answers for me, his
eyes warning me, “She would never be bad and loose her phone privileges, would
“I’ll be good and eat when we get
there,” I mumble with a sigh.
I was sitting down on one of the benches by the school the day before the last day. I was reading “Judy Blume”, but the wind kept blowing my hair in front of my face and made me place my bookmark in the spine of my pages and close it. I pouted and sat waiting for Beverly to come by. I looked to my right and noticed Eddie walking towards me with his head down.
I started swinging my legs and kicking the cement below me while avoiding eye contact. There was an awkward long pause before he spoke again.
“Are you a camera? Cause’ every time I look at you, I smile.”
I slightly laugh at his attempt. I look away from him to try and hold in the rest of my laughter. Beverly came walking down the stairs from the school.
“Oh here’s Bev.”
Eddie quickly looked up and looked to my direction and froze to see Beverly calling my name to follow her.
I see Eddie leaning on a trash can with a smirk and wipes his shirt.
“Guess what I’m wearing?! The smile you just gave me!”
I only laughed again and ran up faster to catch up with Beverly.
“See you around, Ed!”
I kept walking but then stopped and looked in the corner of my eye to make sure Eddie didn’t notice me watching him. He ended up falling against the trash can. He quickly stands up and looks around to make sure no one had saw. He glances at the trash can and sighs deeply. He goes to pick up what has fallen out but gives up and throws his hands into the air in a sign of defeat. I laugh again and hear Beverly call my name.
‘He’s cute’, I thought.
Well, I went to bed straight away after spending the day with Beverly and the other kids at school. I ended up waking up immediately and got ready for the last day of school. I put on a white T-shirt, shorts with ankle socks, and slipped into my Mary Jane shoes.
I walked into the building to put my stuff into my locker. I see Eddie talking with one of the Loser’s Club members, Bill and decided to make up my mind. I walk towards him.
“So in the game I ended up killing it!”
“Uh Ed? Can I talk to you real quick?”
Bill stares at Eddie with wide eyes but shrugs and turns around.
We both walk around the corner. I look at him and decided to ask him out.
“Will um, will you go out with me?”
Eddie’s face looks like he just saw a grizzly bear. He shakes his head and his hands start to shake.
“Yes, uh yes.”
“Sweet. We meet after school?”
He nods his head. He runs back to Bill. I head for class but I felt myself stop to eavesdrop Eddie and Bill’s conversation.
“Bill! She just asked me out!”
I hear him heavily breathing and take out his inhaler. I smile to myself and go upstairs to my first class.