《Credit: @densikeeks4ever 》 Ok Hetty earned a few points back for THE BEST CHRISTMAS GIFT EVER!!!!!!……But don’t get it twisted, she’s still on my shit list. #dead #icant #thefeels #fangirloverload #kensiblye #martydeeks #densi #itsalovestory #ncisla #bestgiftever
As the big rescue mission is just days away we have to remember this one thing:
It’s not going to be what Densi fans want but it’ll be what Densi needs.
They will find their way back, it might not be this season (though I really hope they do) it will happen again. Remember Kensi is being emotionally tortured that isn’t going to be easy for her. A man that had said he loved her, that had asked her to marry him has just betrayed her in so many ways it’s not even funny.
Deeks will be there but he’ll have to be patient with her. He’ll have to be a friend first then build back on that.
So this is what I’ve got. It’s something that is going to be beautiful and emotional to watch.
Summary: After Kensi unintentionally blurts out her insecurities of their new relationship to Deeks, she gets advice from Hetty on how to deal with her fears.
On the first day of March every year for the last five years,Kensi Blye has heard her blue eyed, blonde haired quirky partner step into the
entry way of OPS and yell, “Spring break!”
But today’s not the case and it kills her. This morning, she
had let her ego and her fears kick in again and ended up doubting their two
month long relationship. A simple suggestion of formally revealing their
relationship to Callen and Sam had been going ok and then she had panicked and
led the conversation into Deeks scowling at her and quietly leaving her
“So are you embarrassed
“No, Deeks. I just- I
don’t know what this is and having Callen and Sam-“
“You don’t know what
this is? This is a thing, Kens, and plus, you wanted to go all in!”
“Maybe I shouldn’t have
She should have kept that stupid little worry to herself or
talk to her mother about it instead of pulling it out in an argument. Now she
had walked into the OPS center, dropped her bag on her desk and then watched
Deeks walk into OPS without a word.
No silly little cheer, no blue sun glasses that Hetty would
surely have confiscated- nothing.
He doesn’t even look
at her as he passes her desk and plops down into his chair.
Nope, this isn’t going
to work. A quiet Deeks has even Callen and Sam shooting worried glances at
the detective as he begins to work on his paperwork. A happy Deeks brings a
brightness into the OPS center that they all need to continue doing this job
and for her in particular, it keeps the pain from her kidnapping in Afghanistan
and the trauma from losing her father at bay. Not only does she need her
partner to keep her sane of mind, she’s already feeling shaken from not having
his warm, happy blue eyes sparking at him with his malicious smirk across the
“Excuse me,” Kens says to no one in particular. She pushes
her chair back and walks to the middle of the bullpen. She can call her mother
for advice or ask Hetty; the latter could screw over her already technically
rule breaking relationship with her partner. It doesn’t matter- Hetty, who’s
being sitting quietly at her desk- sipping a cup of tea calls out, “Come sit,
“Ok.” Kensi rubs her hands and she slowly makes her way over
to Hetty’s desk. “I-um-“
“I had come to work expecting to confiscate sunglasses or a
pool noodle from Detective Deeks,” Hetty states. She takes a sip of her tea and
adds, “He’s quiet and you’re clearly upset. A relationship can never be smooth
sailing especially one starting after two people with trauma have known each
other for so long. What happened?”
And she’s two steps ahead
of us again. Without taking a glance over her shoulder to check for anyone
nearby, Kensi states, “We were talking about telling Callen and Sam and I
panicked. He asked if I was embarrassed of him and then reminded me that we
agreed all in. I stupidly said that all in might not have been the best idea. I
Hetty smiles and shakes her head at Kensi. “My dear, do you
regret your actions?”
Kensi looks over her shoulder and sees a stone faced Deeks
place a file in an organizer. “I saw him this morning and I miss him. I just
“You’re frightened and that’s ok. That’s a normal part of a
unique relationship such as yours. The best thing I can give to you is that you
need to find a way to remember that,” Hetty places the cup on a silk coaster
and gives Kensi a nod. “Good luck, Miss Blye.”
So helpful, Hetty. Kensi
thinks. She turns on her heels and starts walking back to her desk. She begins
running through the meaning of Hetty’s advice. A plethora of romantic movies
that Deeks has teased her about runs through her mind before a silly romantic gesture
they seen in a movie one date night comes to mind. It’ll either get Deeks
laughing or feeling emotionally moved.
She takes a post- it from off of her desk and scribbles Sunshine and gunpowder. Deeks had
finally revealed the phrase on their first officially date at a four star Oceanside
restaurant six weeks ago.
“Oh, so the infamous
Marty Deeks has no moves to use on me?”
“Nope, nothing but the
best for my sunshine and gunpowder.”
“Wait, I’m what?”
“Uhmm….after we first
met Sabatino, I realized that you smell like sunshine and gunpowder, two of my
Kensi takes the post-it and looks up to Sam sitting directly
across from her. He’s suddenly stopped working on his towering pile of case
files and now leans back in his chair, crossed arm and expectant. It makes the
brunette agent swallow hard before moving around from her desk and walk to the
front of Deeks’. Callen’s not-the-least-bit-conspicuous smirk up at her as she
passes doesn’t help.
“Deeks?” Kensi watches Deeks look up to her, “I made a
mistake this morning and I’ve created a reminder that I’m going to keep with me
at all times to remember it.” She holds out the post-it to him. “What do you
Deeks eyes the post-it without a word and then grabs a black
pen and begins scribbling away at the post-it. Less than a minute later, Deeks
holds the post-it back up to her, his expression completely blank. Her heart
flutters before she looks down and reads,
and every fear, worry and fault of Kensi Marie Blye. Three of my favorite
Kensi can feel her cheeks blush as Deeks’ impassive
expression turns to his trademark sparking eyes and malicious smile. The simple
little post-it is perfect just like he is.