mark's smile at the end tho

got7 working at a grocery store

Originally posted by letaliabane

@jingogi was telling me abt this supermarket in her country called jason’s that she always calls jaebum’s and then this happened

jaebum

  • the manager
  • the youngest manager at the grocery store ever
  • honestly doesn’t know how he went from bagging to manager so fast but he’s pretty sure the owner of the store has a crush on him
  • everyone who works there thinks he’s so cool bc he’s like,, pretty much the best at leading and will always fix a sticky situation with what seems like zero effort
  • but jaebum can assure you every time someone comes into his office with a question his mind is just screaming AHHHHHHHHHHH WHAT THE FUCK!! FUCK FUCK 
  • “hey!! how can i help you? :))”

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markhyuck; types of hugs
  • ok so there are the hugs that occur the most often 
  • the ones that show how much they love each other (but they’re just best friends they swear!!11!)
  • the ones where hyuck throws his arms around mark’s neck without a second thought and makes mark laugh his giggly laugh because his best friend is too cute for his heart to handle
  • the hug where mark wraps his arms around hyuck’s waist and maybe pats his back before he pulls away quickly because if they hug any longer, his heart’ll explode
  • hyuck’s arms stay slung around mark’s neck for as long as possible and leaves mark a blushing mess that he pretends he isn’t aware of 
  • the easy, chill hug that seems 100000% platonic until you see mark blush
  • then there are the hugs that happen right before hyuck has to leave early for school
  • the hugs that are filled with the “you didn’t have to wake up extra early to hug me goodbye”’s and the “yes i did”’s
  • hugs where the two of them rock back and forth slowly with sleepy smiles 
  • hugs that are sleepy and sloppy with arms being thrown around each other lazily in their sleep deprived haze
  • mark always has a dopey smile and his eyes are half closed
  • the hugs always end with lingering hands and hesitance because neither of them want it to end
  • sometimes they end with quick kisses on the cheek that leave the other a blushing mess
  • and as soon as hyuck leaves, mark can’t help but think about how much he misses his best friend (even tho they’ll see each other in a few hours smh)
  • sometimes they end with temple or forehead kisses from mark and it fills hyuck’s heart up until it threatens to burst
  • then there’s the hugs that are shared before a show that’s filled with bundles of nerve and pounding hearts and sweaty palms
  • hugs that are filled with “we got this!” and “this is the right dance move, right??”
  • hugs full of reassurance and uneasy smiles 
  • the hugs that make them realize “this is it. this is my soulmate. this is the fucker that i’m spending the rest of my life with”
  • there’s also the hugs that happen when excitement overwhelms them when happy news is told
  • like when they found out they were debuting together in 127 and dream
  • theyre the hugs where hyuck cant help himself and practically leaps into mark’s arms, clinging onto him like like a lil koala
  • the hugs that dont last very long but are filled with mutual feelings and big smiles that reach their eyes
  • the hugs where their lungs are filled with adrenaline and rid them of their common sense until all they want to do is hug the shit out of each other
  • then there are the saddest of hugs :(((
  • the hugs that are needed when hyuck cant quite hit that note or mark cant perform a dance move without falling over
  • the hugs that fill the non-crying boy with guilt because they didn’t realize their best friend was struggling this much
  • the hugs that are silent and last for what seems like forever
  • always always filled with you did so well’s and you’re amazing, okay?’s
  • hiccuping sobs and tears of frustration are always evident too
  • wiping away the other boy’s tears in an attempt to fix everything
  • then there are the hugs when mark works late at the studio trying to write song lyrics
  • and hyuck forces his way into the studio with him even though mark tells him he should sleep
  • the hugs where hyuck sits snuggly on mark’s lap and mark’s arm is slung around his waist
  • the hugs that are mellow and calm where nothing in the world could ever go wrong
  • the hugs late at night where small exhaled laughs are exchanged and quiet conversations are performed
  • sleepy harmonizations and humming tangle themselves in the atmosphere
  • the hugs that hurt mark’s heart more than anything 
  • the hugs that make mark fall harder than ever before
  • there’s also the i’m so proud of you! hugs that mark usually gives hyuck
  • the hugs that occur when hyuck gets a good test score or finally does a dance move perfectly
  • mark always picks hyuck up in his arms and spins him around 
  • the hug that makes hyuck laugh and call mark stupid but both of them know how much hyuck absolutely loves those types of hugs
  • mutters of i’m so proud of you and good job! makes hyuck’s face split into big smiles that he can’t ever control
  • there’s also the i missed you so much hugs
  • the ones where mark comes back from canada from visiting his family
  • and they haven’t seen each other in weeks and they havent hugged in weeks and they havent fell asleep in the same room or bed for weeks
  • the hugs where nothing needs to be said because theyre too busy trying not to cry
  • long hugs that seemingly make up for the weeks theyve been apart
  • the hugs where hyuck runs up to mark in the middle of an airport and hugs the shit out of him
  • the ones where they hold each other tightly and no one wants to split them up
  • then there are the hugs that make the two of them question if they’re really just best friends
  • the ones that happen in the middle of the night when hyuck crawls into mark’s bed, claiming that he couldn’t sleep or some other excuse just to feel mark’s warmth
  • the ones that make mark grin
  • mark always wraps his arms around hyuck protectively and never lets go
  • hyuck always buries his face in mark’s chest 
  • temple kisses that make hyuck giggle
  • “why do you keep kissing me?”
  • “because that’s what best friends do in canada”
  • “really?”
  • “… yeah”
  • the hugs where the two of them are too afraid to fall asleep because they don’t wanna miss a single second of the moment
  • the hugs where their hearts beat as one and their breathing matches each other’s
  • hyuck draws patterns on mark’s back mindlessly while mark tangles his fingers into hyuck’s hair
  • small smiles that mean more than anyone will ever know
  • mini conversations that range from how hungry they are to their futures
  • hugs where hyuck gets to listen to mark’s heart beat steadily
  • filled with hesitant i love you’s and i love you too’s
  • hugs where both of them want to say something about how they love each other so much more than best friends should but can’t find the words to say it
  • hugs with wisps of words as communication
  • the hugs where their eyes accidentally lock for a second too long and mark has to fight the urge to lean in and press his lips against his best friend’s
  • confused feelings and heartache fills the air
  • “hey… mark?”
  • “yeah, hyuck?”
  • “if we weren’t friends, what would you do?”
  • and mark would think something along the lines of kiss the shit out of you and marry you but he’d always say something like “i’d find you again and become best friends with you again”
  • hyuck always gets his heart stuck in his throat and his eyes sting with potential tears and he chokes up when he tries to respond with something witty 
  • so mark always ends up pulling hyuck closer than before and kisses his head and mumbles a soft good night hyuck and listens to hyuck’s soft hum as a response because he knows he doesn’t trust his voice enough to speak
  • the hug where mark whispers everything he loves about hyuck when he thinks hyuck is asleep
  • the hug where nothing matters except the two of them in this moment
  • the hug where they realize how fucking in love they are with each other
Say My Name

Title: Say My Name
Fandom: SHINee
Pairing: OnKey
Wordcount: 15k+
Rating: R for brief and non-descriptive sexual situations.
Summary: In which Kibum waits to meet the person who will say the words on his wrist and falls in love with someone who can’t.

Thank you so, so much to @taeontae who agreed to beta this for me and basically saved me days upon days of stress. Literally, you are a lifesaver. <3

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Told You So - NCT Mark Lee

[ Y/N’s P.O.V. ]

“Thanks a lot for the false hope. I really appreciate it,” I sarcastically said to Jaemin as the two of us watched Mark and Yeri happily talking together.

Jaemin has been bugging to me about how much Mark likes me and all, which I didn’t really believe in the beginning. But as time passed, all the points that Jaemin mentioned was becoming more noticeable and it kind of made me develop some kind of feeling for Mark.

But recently, he’s been hanging out with Yeri often. I know I shouldn’t be jealous of that since I don’t even own Mark.

“But I swear, he does have feelings for you Y/N,” Jaemin said. “He even indirectly told me about it.”

“Jaemin, just look at him and Yeri. They’re both really happy and I think that I should just-urgh! I don’t know anymore.”

Jaemin sighed and looked around the cafeteria and spots Jeno, immediately tapping my shoulder to look at Jeno.

“I’ve got an idea,” Jaemin said and looked back at Jeno. “Why don’t you get close to him and maybe it’ll make Mark jealous. So, the both of you are even.”

“Hang on, I’m not jealous,” I said to Jaemin with a frown. “I’m just confused at his feelings.”

“Y/N, there’s no point hiding it now because you’re one of my best friends. You are going to do as I say and make Mark jealous,” Jaemin said as he placed his hands on my shoulder. “Is that clear?”

I didn’t reply and looked back at Mark and Yeri. The two seemed really happy, and I do kind of want to make Mark jealous - or at least see if he feels the same as me.

I looked back at Jaemin and sighed lightly. “What if it doesn’t work?”

Jaemin shook his head and let go of my shoulders. “Y/N, you’re receiving help from Na Jaemin. My plans always work.”

I stared at him for a little while before saying: “You sound awfully like Haechan right now.”

“I heard my name!” Haechan exclaimed as he came towards Jaemin and I.

“It’s nothing,” I said with Haechan and chased him away. “Don’t be nosy.”

“Excuse you, I am not nosy,” Haechan said and sat down. “I am just interested in what you two are talking about.”

Before I could say anything, Jaemin straight up tells Haechan everything and immediately agrees with Jaemin’s plan.

“His plan is actually really good, Y/N,” Haechan said.

“I didn’t say it was bad. I just said what if it doesn’t work,” I defended myself.

“That’s indirectly doubting his plan,” Haechan said.

“And you should never doubt a plan by Na Jaemin,” Jaemin added.

I just sighed helplessly and watched Haechan call out to Jeno, loudly - I think the whole cafeteria heard it, but only Jeno’s table and, Mark and Yeri looked at us.

I looked at Mark, realising that he was staring at me, and immediately turned my gaze to Jeno.

As Jeno made his way here, Haechan and Jaemin were discussing a plan.

“What’s up?” Jeno asked and took a seat beside me, since Haechan was sitting beside Jaemin.

“Y/N needs someone to study with for our exam, but no one’s free tomorrow,” Haechan began.

“Oh, what a bummer,” Jeno said. “I’ll accompany you then, Y/N. If you want,” Jeno offered.

“Great!” Haechan happily exclaims. “Y/N and Jeno are going on a study date! Cute!”

I face palmed myself for Haechan’s loud voice and looked over at Mark and Yeri. The two were still talking, but Mark was looking at me. I ignored him and looked at Jeno.

“So, library?” I asked and Jeno nodded.

“I need you to help me with Physics,” Jeno said with a faint laugh. “My physics is horrible.”

“I need your help in Add Maths,” I said with a giggle. “Mine is probably the worst in class.”

***

“So, where should we start?” Jeno asked as we both took a seat near the end of the library.

We choose to sit there because: first, there wasn’t anyone there and second, we are aloud to be a little bit loud here. So, I thought it’ll be nice if we could sit here and maybe have a great time together.

“Let’s start with Physics then,” I said and opened up the chapter that we recently studied in class.

Before I could say anything, my mind was interrupted by the one person I didn’t expect to see.

Urgh, their laugh, their smiles. Just the idea of them together just makes me sick to my stomach. Why are they here? If they wanted to hangout so much, why couldn’t they do it at the park or something. I know this is to make Mark jealous and all, but Mark being here with Yeri just breaks my heart and makes me feel like the plan isn’t working at all.

“Y/N, are you okay?” Jeno asked as he realised that I spaced out a little.

I looked back at him and nodded. “O-of course, I was just thinking of something. Let’s start.”

[ Mark’s P.O.V. ]

“She isn’t even looking here and we’ve been here for hours,” I said to Yeri in sadness. “She seems so happy with Jeno. I thought you said that she has like some feelings for me?”

“She does! It’s just that you’re too blind to see it,” Yeri said and flicked my head.

“But, why doesn’t she even care that I’m here?”

“Well, have you ever considered that maybe you should just tell her straight?” Yeri suggested. “Honestly, the entire school like knows that you two like each other, AND YET you two are talking with someone else of the opposite gender and pretending to like someone else.”

“What are you trying to say?” I asked feeling slightly confused.

Yeri sighs with a shook of her head. “You know what, I’m not even going to help you right now. Just figure it out yourself.”

As Yeri stood up, I immediately followed after her. “Yeri, don’t leave me. I’ll look like a loner.”

Yeri just rolled her eyes. “The more I hangout with you, the more Y/N is going to hate me.”

“What?” I asked in confusion. “Why would she hate you? You’re like one of my best friends.”

“Mark, I love you like you’re my own brother, but you are very very very horrible in this kind of stuff,” Yeri said with a sigh. “I want to help you, but this is your decision. I can’t help you when it comes to this kind of stuff.”

***

[ Y/N’s P.O.V. ]

As days passed, I hung out with Jeno a lot and we’ve actually grown unexpectedly close. We even walk back home together now, with Jaemin, Haechan and Renjun tagging along, of course.

But, the whole point of this, was to make Mark jealous and now, I’m not even sure if this is working. He and Yeri seem a bit distant, but they’re still hanging out often.

“Y/N~ Earth to Y/N~” Jaemin waved his hand in front of me as I snapped out of my thoughts. “Thinking about Mark again, aren’t you.”

I just sigh and walked in front of them with a disappointed feeling in my heart.

The boys began talking about something, that I couldn’t quite hear.

“Y/N,” Jeno called out to me. “Let’s get ice cream, I’ll pay for you. To cheer you up, okay?”

Damn, Jeno. You can’t use the free ice cream ticket.

I smiled a little and rolled my eyes. “Okay.”

“Hey! What about us?” Haechan asked with a pout.

“Yeah, don’t forget that we’re here as well,” Renjun added.

“I’m buying only for Y/N cause she deserve it,” Jeno said and stuck out his tongue at the boys in a joking way. “Come on!” Jeno said as he held my hand and dragged me to the nearest ice cream shop.

***

“Thanks for the ice cream Jeno,” I thanked him as I began to lick my ice cream.

“Anything for you, Y/N,” Jeno said and wrapped one of his arms around my shoulder.

“Where are we going now?” I asked Jeno.

Jeno didn’t reply immediately and looked around the shop a little. All of the sudden…

“Y/N, help me hold my ice cream for a while,” Jeno said and passed his ice cream to me. “I need to use the washroom.”

“O-okay,” I said in shock as he ran back into the ice cream shop.

As I patiently waited for Jeno to come out, I see someone in the corner of my eyes.

[ Author’s P.O.V. ]

“Hey,” Mark greeted Y/N as he nervously had his hands in his pocket.

“H-hey,” Y/N greeted him back. “What are you doing here?” Y/N asked.

“I was walking back home, but I saw you here,” Mark said. “Are you here alone?”

“Errr, no,” Y/N replied and showed him the two ice cream. “I’m here with Jeno. He bought me ice cream today.”

“Oh, that’s nice,” Mark faked a smile. “You’ve been close with Jeno, recently.”

“Yeah, he’s a really great friend,” Y/N replied with a slight nod.

There was a short silence that was broken by Mark who was getting impatient.

“Are you doing anything, this weekend?”

Y/N gave a quick thought and remembered that she was busy that day. “Yeah, I’m supposed to help Jeno with his Physics.”

“Oh,” Mark replied feeling a little disappointed. “C-can I join?”

Y/N was surprised by his answer but nodded her head. “Sure.”

“Then, maybe after that, we can go somewhere together? Just the two of us?” Mark asked unsurely.

His heart was beating really quick as he asked, hoping that Y/N couldn’t hear his heartbeat.

“W-what for?” Y/N asked.

Mark sigh before explaining to Y/N about how he felt. “Y/N, I really really really really like you a lot, and I really would like if I could take you out on a date. I know this is really unexpected but I really would like to spend more time with you. Seeing you with Jeno kind of made me feel jealous and I want to spend time with you as much as he does.”

Y/N was stunned at Mark’s words.

“Y-you like m-me?” Y/N asked and Mark nodded.

“I thought you like Yeri?” Y/N asked.

Mark shook his head immediately. “She’s like a sister to me. Plus, she likes one of the seniors.”

“Really? You like me?” Y/N asked again, not being able to believe it.

Mark nodded with a smile.

“I-I like you too,” Y/N confessed with a smile that made Mark smile even brighter. “I can’t believe the boys were right,” Y/N said with a faint laugh.

“I can’t believe Yeri was right!” Mark half-exclaimed in happiness making the both of us laugh.

“Didn’t we told you so?” The two loved ones heard Haechan said from behind with Jaemin, Jeno, Renjun and Yeri all-together.

“If only you guys listened to us and just confessed earlier,” Yeri added with a smirk.

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right, so i ended up adding all the 00 liners of NCT Dream xD i hope it was nice and enjoyable to read tho x’D squeezed all my brain juice out for this story. goodnight ~ !

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I’ve made a list of my top 200 Miku songs to celebrate Hatsune Miku’s 8th birthday/anniversary. This is part 1 (200-101), and part 2 will be uploaded on the 2nd of September 2015.

This took a really long time to do, so I hope you like this. The order can’t be perfect with lists this large, but it should be pretty accurate.

Songs with an asterisk (*) were recommended by someone on Tumblr, and the asterisk itself is a link to their blog to thank them. A lot of the recommended songs were already on the list, but the users have still been added none the less.

Rules: this list can include any song as long as Miku has a prominent role, so covers and songs with any amount of other singers count, again, as long as Miku has a prominent role.

Note: I would have links, but this took a long time to make and I didn’t have any extra time. They should all be easy to find if you just put the name into YouTube or NicoNico (I’ve also added the name of the producer for songs that share the same name as different songs).

(Also, it looks like one of the final edits I made to this list just disappeared, so there are some songs missing which is really annoying, but I don’t have time to fix it again.)

Here we go:

200. Hello, Planet.  
199. EASYGOING RIDER  
198. Synthesized Girl’s Heart  
197. Fushigi no Kohansaichi  
196. HALO (れるりり)  
195. Triangle Girl’s Heart  
194. Shortcake Syndrome  
193. BlackCat Girl  
192. People Sing*
191. To Living Tomorrow  
190. Breaking Things into Pieces
189. Yamato Nadeshiko, Bloom Gloriously  
188. Euphoria  
187. Marionette Syndrome  
186. A Wonderful Flagless World  
185. That Weather of Ours  
184. Jessica  
183. Before After  
182. Last Battle  
181. Miku Miku Summer Night Fantasy  
180. Telomere’s First Cry  
179. Will something good happen to me?  
178. Little World  
177. Mimic  
176. Ne Gi Ra U Yo!  
175. LenKyun Now!  
174. Tripple Baka  
173. OneWay Route  
172. Hello There, Earthling  
171. Once Upon A Me*
170. Glorious World  
169. Crier  
168. Elegy  
167. My Friend Was Good At Drawing  
166. I Love You (Reruili)  
165. Hand in Hand  
164. Weekly Shonen ByeBye  
163. Awesome Face Song ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
162. Electrotrain  
161. Twee Box Puppet Show  
160. BadBye*
159. Hide & Seeker  
158. Blindfold Code  
157. Ephemeral Dance  
156. ONE NIGHT GIRL V2  
155. DoReMiFa Rondo  
154. Top Secret  
153. Motto, Shite Yo!  
152. Dreams and Sakura in Leaf  
151. Thoughts That Pass into the Twilight  
150. Lynne  

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You’re 25% in; 150 songs to go!

149. Domino Toppling  
148. Isshin Furan  
147. Mrs. Pumpkins Ridiculous Dream  
146. Love me? Love me do~*
145. Ohayo Sekai  
144. Phone to Phone  
143. Aqua and Splaceship  
142. Setagaya Safari  
141. Mean Encounter*
140. Aria On the Game Centre  
139. Negative Heaven  
138. Usotsuki Maker  
137. Animal Divination  
136. Amiai na Uta  
135. Masquerading Ganger  
134. Hana we Sakuragi, Hito wa Kimi  
133. An Abundance of Snowflakes  
132. Pinky Promise  
131. Junjou Skirt  
130. First Kiss And…  
129. Chocolate Beats  
128. Daydream  
127. Koi Sama Sheet  
126. No You, No Me  
125. Mikkurisumasu  
124. eight hundred  
123. Navy Blue
122. Sono ichibyou Slow motion  
121. Hop! Step! Instant Death! A Happiness Dance DeathTrap  
120. Hello Strobe  
119. LeftBehind City  
118. Hold, Release; Rakshasa and Carcasses  
117. The Sweet and Charming Flower Blooming Group  
116. Wonderland and the Sheep’s Song  
115. Circus Monster  
114. THE WOLD END UMBRELLA  
113. Irony  
112. This is the Happiness and Peace of Mind Committee  
111. Leave in Summer, Yet You’re in my Fluffoughts  
110. The Path to Eternal Happiness, I Found It  
109. WAVEFILE  
108. Kurukuru mark no sugoiyatsu  
107. Tho  
106. A Song I’d Like To Sing  
105. Hello/How are you  
104. Waltz of Anomalies  
103. Delusion Sketch  
102. Smile again  
101. Sagittarius  

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That’s the first 100 songs. Part 2 on the 2nd of September!

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The Ghost Of You

/imagine where Nate goes to war and u find out he died. And base it off the song The Ghost Of You by My Chemical Romance/

‘At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are never coming home, never coming home’


People often say that it’s hard to spend days away from your other half, but at least some of those people know that they are going to be together at some point. But I’m not lucky enough to say that I’m going to see Nate. I wake up everyday wondering if I’ll never feel his touch again, if I’ll never listen to his snoring that I hate but I miss, because I’m not sure if he is still alive. I don’t like to think that something has happen but it’s really hard not to.

I remember the day I met him. He was wearing his red hoodie, which I’m currently wearing, and his favorite pair of vans. I remember his state of shock when he realized that I had, accidentally, dropped my ice cream on his pants, since he was in line behind me.

*flash back*
“I’m so sorry” I gasped as he looked down at me with a serious face.

“It’s okay” He replied, as his face soften as he looked at my nervous face.

“I ruined your shoes” I hide my face in my hands.

“You can make it up to me, tho” He smiled removing my hands from my face. “You are gonna have to spend the day with me, so you can pay me back”

“What?” I stuttered at his determination.

“Yeah, you are not expecting for me to eat the ice cream alone” He rolled his eyes “And since you ruined my shoes, that is the least you could do”

“Okay, I guess” I blushed as he ordered me another ice cream.

*end of flash back*

Nate always reminds me of that day, every time he looks at the brown mark from my chocolate ice cream.

Today is an important date. Today is our third anniversary but since he cannot be here, he promised he’ll send me a surprise. We had planned that we will celebrate it together the day he comes, which is in no less that two weeks.

I don’t really care what we do, as long as I’m back in his arms.

Before Nate, I felt like I was some kind of broken piece. It was moment of loneliness in my life, since I had lost my mom in a car accident, but Nate came in my life with a light that just guided my through the days. When he wraps me with his arms, it’s like all those pieces all glued and everything makes sense.

Nate has a way of making you smile, making you see the best from the worst things. He has his own light and happiness that makes you happy, too. Every time I see him smile, it’s like this little part of my heart, where he belongs, just grows a little more.

At first, I wasn’t sure about my feeling for Nate, not because I didn’t like him, but because I was scared. I didn’t want to give that part of myself to anyone because I was scared of being hurt again, but he made me feel like I was the only girl for his eyes, and it was impossible for me not to fall for his amazing eyes.

I looked at my clock, as it marked 12:36 pm. The mail was supposed to come at 12:00 pm so I guess it’s here.

Sometimes, it’s really hard to get Nate’s letter since his location is not really helpful, but when the arrive, it’s the most amazing feeling ever. By every letter, I save another piece of him in my heart.

There are several envelopes in my mail box. Taxes, publicity, bills, stuff that I couldn’t care less about. My curiosity increases when I see a white envelope that I’ve never seen before, but I leave it for letter since I’m to busy looking for Nate’s letter.

There most have been a problem, again. I can’t seem to find Nate’s letter between all these papers, but I guess it’s normal. Not all the letter are always able to reach at time.

I move my mind and curiosity to the white envelope. Something about it makes me anxious. It just seems so odd.

Since I started dating Nate’s, I had all the wrong thoughts, every time he is away because of the war and something, like that letter, arrives. Sometimes I’m just anxious out of nothing because it’s nothing related to Nate. Today, I’m wishing is nothing related to him.

I open the envelope slowly and carefully, trying not to rip it off. I extend the paper in front of me, as the words flash through my eyes slowly, and my heart beat increases.

Everything blurs in front of my eyes and I can just see those words.

'Nate Maloley’ 'died’ 'condolences’

And that’s when I wish my heart beat would just stop.

I cannot longer feel the ground or my knees as I sick into it. There is a complete silence, disturbed by my heart beating, that I, somehow manage to heart throughout my whole body.

I can’t feel my hands, my legs, or how my head is pounding as I take in what’s going on.

*flash back*

“I love you” Nate whispered the words for the very first time, against my hair, as I laid my head in his chest.

I took a deep breath, thanking God for that moment, and happiness.

“I love you so much, Nate Maloley” I replied, resting my chin in the place where his heart is, as my eyes drowned in his brown gaze.

*end of flash back*

How am I supposed to take in that kind of news?

If I could just have one more night resting next to him, one more morning waking up next to him, one more kiss as I feel his lips touch mine, and one more embrace as he puts my pieces back together, before the break apart at the missing of his arms.

How am I supposed to make it through life without Nate by my side?


‘I never
Said I’d lie in wait forever
If I died
We’d be together’


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I hope you like this:)