invisiblerobotgirl  asked:


I mean….just close your eyes with me…and picture this…

eta: I actually really like explorations that collapse the age difference sometimes, because it brings out other aspects of their dynamic. <3<3

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I’m not ready to let go, ‘cause then I’d never know what I could be missing.
But I’m missing way too much, so when do I give up what I’ve been wishing for?

I was browsing through stuff made by our fellow swen artists and it inspired me and got me a little emotional. Our fandom has amazing vidders, manippers and writers. I feel so honored to be a part of it. I want to thank all of you for giving us so many feels and joy at the same time. Even though a few people try to bring us down by using our arts sometimes, I’m glad to be a part of this fandom. Thank you all for making and supporting art. 

diossabexxx-deactivated20140729  asked:

Why do you always trace photos? I'm so upset tbh. Why don't you ever show us original photos? I'm also an artist so I can't believe what you are doing. Your almost arts aren't original. There are just traced photos.

you are an artist and acts like this? now i can’t believe you,seriously.

  1. I learn by tracing, it’s how teachers teached me and it’s how it is. i tried to do original stuff only but i was the same for 5 years,no progress. then teachers told me. You hand will memorize the curves, your eye will memorize the light/shadow. I need to learn the realistic way how to draw things to develop my own stylized style. half my blog is traced photos, half my blog is original art. can you tell them apart? I’m learning. I’m 19 year old, i have big dreams, i’m learning.
  2. I could literally point at every other artist’s works that i’ve seen the reference photo of, but why would I? hell, after all,they drawed it themselves and it looked great! they learned by real reference
  3. Do you know manips? Just two or more photos putted together, edited to look somehow. yep,that’s it. is someone complaining about manips? manippers(can i say it like this?) are artists too. they have the work with finding pictures, with playing with the light, creating the illusion of something real. and we love it!
  4. The main thing- in the end, you have visuals of our most favourite couple being in situations we can’t see them in. and that’s it? We fill our fandom with visuals for people to get inspired, for people to use for their fics, to help people imagine it in real life. That’s the crime?
  5. I really wish people stopped looking for problems everywhere. does this bother you so much, does this attack you, does this change something in your real life? i don’t think so. this is literally me just doing nothing and sharing it because people want to. they don’t care how we do these things, they want to see these things. and we give it to them. everyone is happy and then there are people like you
  6. little break from reading for thinking about something nice or funny and smile a bit :) now the last thing:

i’m just a stranger for you who does things one way, other than you, but I do have dreams and i see my progression and i’m not going to give up on something just because someone comes into my inbox, calling themselves an artist and yelling at another artist? artists stick together, artists know how good it feels to create something, to see their final work. artists never goes to others and complain and insult them for something that makes them feel good.
when you draw it doesn’t mean you’re an artist. when you sing doesn’t mean you’re an singer. you have to understand it, you have to do it with passion, you have to do it for your happiness, nothing else.
so now you’re rather being jelaous (even if i don’t know why should you) or you’re being really not respectful to the fact that someone does it differently than you, or you called yourself and artist to have more weight in your word, but guess what, i don’t care who the hell you are, if you’re not nice, then bye

and by the way, it’s 3am here, i’m hungry and i have millions of mosquitos in my room, you being upset is not my problem :)

lovingcaptainswan >> bisexualwillscarlet

Hey ya’ll, I decided to come back after deleting my blog a few months ago and get a fresh start. If any of my old tumblr buddies wanna reblog this around and let people know that I’m back if they care to follow, I will hopefully be going back to my old manippping and fic writing ways.