about shizuo killing izaya - i also couldn't see shizuo being okay if he did. like shizuo hasn't killed anyone yet despite putting someone into a coma before, and he honestly just wants to be left alone. i feel like more than anything shizuo would miss izaya. that his life wouldn't ever be the same. like shizuo is such a gentle soul - even when he can't control himself he wants to get better to where he can control himself.