man without a soul

Dream a Little Dream

Title: Dream a Little Dream
Link: AO3
Square filled: Spitroasting
Ship: Demon!Dean x Reader x Soulless!Sam (No Wincest)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: NSFW, explicit language, explicit sexual content, oral sex (male and female receiving), threesome, rough sex, unprotected sex
Summary: A threesome with you, Demon!Dean and Soulless!Sam. Need I say more?
Word Count: 1114
Author:  Dean’s Dirty Little Secret
Author’s Notes: Written for @spnkinkbingo. Also fulfills #67 Threesome on the 100 Kink List.

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anonymous asked:

whaddup can I have a jhope FUCKBOI au w number 31 pls and thank u sugartits

idk why you went on anon mate i know it’s you @freehoseoksdick hope you like it lad and stop calling me sugartits 

31. “I’m trying to flirt with you.” 


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A woman
without a man
is still a woman.
A lover.
A sister.
A daughter.
A friend.
A mother.
She isn’t lost.
Her name isn’t lonely
or angry black woman.
She isn’t thirsty?
She isn’t hunting
for a male to carry home.
She is aware of her fire;
Nothing can quench
her thirst besides God.
He alone satisfies her soul.
A woman
without a man
is still a poem,
the world is trying to understand.
She is woman,
every morning.
every blessed day.


Karen Owusu



Angelborn Cycle/ The Eternal Flame Series by L. Penelope

He gave up eternity for love… and lost. Will she be his second chance?

Maia sees dead people. Since she can’t distinguish them from the living, she ignores everyone in order to appear sane. But the ghost haunting her roommate breaks through her hardened shell. Not only does he claim to not be dead, he makes her feel things she never has before—dangerous feelings for a man who can never be hers.

For an angelborn like Caleb, dying without a soul sentenced him to eternity in the Wasteland. Now he’s escaped, but the only way to stay free is by convincing his true love to share her soul with him. You only get one soulmate and his is not the broken, scarred young woman he can’t stay away from. With dangerous angels hunting him, Maia is a distraction he can’t afford.

After inadvertently leading a threat to Caleb’s door, Maia is willing to risk anything to keep him safe. Even if that means losing him forever.

here’s blair on the big problems in today’s society, apparently

The same dynamics are splintering the left, too. One element has aligned with the right in revolt against globalization, but with business taking the place of migrants as the chief evil. They agree with the right-wing populists about elites, though for the left the elites are the wealthy, while for the right they’re the liberals.

that problems might have causes seems to be a problem for blair, who clearly looks around at society and doesn’t see anything majorly wrong other than how people are voting.

he also wants to warn the left about validating the right’s arguments.

This leftist populism is a profound error. It has no chance of matching the populist appeal of the right, and it dangerously validates some of the right’s arguments.

which, as you’d expect from a man without a soul, rings hollow when only last week he gave a speech saying;

“There is, in some parts of the country, a genuine concern about numbers from Europe – real pressures on services and wages. But for many people, the core of the immigration question – and one which I fully accept is a substantial issue – is immigration from non-European countries especially when from different cultures in which assimilation and potential security threats can be an issue.”

don’t validate the right’s arguments but do give speeches pandering about the Genuine Concerns of racists. this is third-way centrism, ever triangulating rightwards and then looking on with genuine bewilderment when society collapses into a shower of reactionary shit.

Taking My Life Away ~Epilogue~

Summary: Reader gets a job in another city, leaving her best friend behind. How will they do without each other? Will their long distance friendship last? Will it become something more?

Reader X Bucky

Word Count: 2080

A/N: This Is a repost, because apparently Parts 8, 15, and 20 were eaten…

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Daddy issues

Chapter one | Chapter two | Chapter three |   Chapter four | Chapter five

What happens when you can’t pay for your 5 doughnuts and one hot chocolate order, because you forgot your wallet at home? You find yourself a sugar daddy. Or that’s what happened to a grumpy Min Yoongi.

Pairing:Min Yoongi x Jeon JungKook | ft. Kim NamJoon  

Word count: 1785

Warnings: smuttish content, swearing, suicide attempt 

A/N: First of all, I’m very proud of myself that I could update this everyday so far and hopefully I’ll manage to do it in the next days too. Secondly, I just feel like I need to put a disclaimer: if you don’t feel comfortable reading about suicide attempts, people with depression and dark thoughts in general, please feel free to skip this chapter, or at least the parts that I’ve put an asterix near them. I do not advise towards such destructive behavior and please seek help if you want to do something like this. Anyways, hope you’ll enjoy and please let me know what you think. Also, I think the chapters will be shorter from now on.

He woke up with the sun licking his bare shoulder that was coming out of the light blue sheet that smelled like fabric softener. A hand was draped over his back and in his haze Yoongi thought it was JungKook’s. He had the impression that he actually stayed with him and they’ve made love, and slept in each other’s arms. He turned his head towards the man sleeping next to him, with a gentle smile on his face that was abruptly erased by the sudden realization that this was not his bed, nor his home. The room was much bigger, twice the size of his own, furnished with taste, in a modern style, with straight, sharp lines and simple, basic colors: black, white, cream and some dark honey parquet. The back wall was covered in a bookshelf made out of mahogany, filled with various books that were mainly classics.

The memories of the night before flooded Yoongi’s head and he quickly stood up from the bed and almost tripped with his feet tangled in the clothes thrown on the floor. He began to hastily get dressed with what he could find scattered across the room, but he immediately stopped when he heard the guy speak in a groggy tone.

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Ignorance is Bliss

Pairing: Sam x Reader
Characters: Sam, the reader, Dean, mention of random women 
Warnings: angst, swearing, fighting, soulless!sam, steamy!sam
Word count: 2324
Tag list: @amanda-teaches @myplaceofthingsilove@evyiione @mogaruke@aliensdeservebetter@27bmm@craving-cas @spnfanficpond@amanda-teaches  @myplaceofthingsilove  @spectaculicious@bambinovak @bambinovak@writingthingsisdifficult@padackles2010 @mamaredd123@milkymilky-cocopuff @iwantthedean@zeppo-in-a-trenchcoat @spntrista @d-s-winchester@just-another-busy-fangirl@winchesterprincessbride@waywardjoy@supernaturalyobsessed@whywhydoyouwantmetosaymyname@sandlee44@fangirl1802@kittenofdoomage @evyiione @winchestersmut@purgatoan@mogaruke @therewillbeblood @megansescape @taste-of-dean@leatherwhiskeycoffeeplaid  @scarlet-soldier-in-an-impala@deathtonormalcy56@wildfirewinchester @notnaturalanahi@jensen-jarpad@impalaimagining@fangirlextraordinaire@itseverythingilike@jesspfly@lovekittykat21@mysteriouslyme81@mrswhozeewhatsis@aiaranradnay@supernatural-jackles@girl-next-door-writes@spnsasha@27bmm@spnfanficpond @amanda-teaches@myplaceofthingsilove@spectaculicious@bambinovak@writingthingsisdifficult@spn-imagines-to-feel@spn-ficfanatic@cleverdame@saxxxology@jensen-jarpad @keepcalmandcarryondean dancingpanda137
Summary: the Reader copes with the loss of Sam’s soul, and the person it turned him into. 

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A/N: This masterlist contains upcoming series/one shots that will be out throughout the rest of the year and are in the process of writing. If you would like any added, do send me a message and I’ll add it to the list. If you like one of these fics and want it out sooner, do let me know. I’ll be sure to make it a top priority. 

Dean Winchester 


Summary: Reader feels insecure. Dean does everything to make her smile, even if it means having a chick flick moment. 
Warning: a lot of fluff

Can’t Help Falling In Love 

Summary: Dean doesn’t like to dance, and he doesn’t want to be forced to do it. Reader loves to dance, and she would dance for the world if she could. Reader and Dean get into a fight that could possibly lead Dean to doing something he thought he’d never do…
Warning: a bit of angst, a lot of fluff, swearing, a little of smut 

A Teenager in Love 

A Woman in Love 

Summary: Dean falls in love with the girl that lives with Bobby and he doesn’t like the feeling of it.
Warning: fluff, little angst

Me Too 

Summary: Reader and Dean have been together for two years now. They’ve been past the ‘I love you’ stage, except Dean always says ‘me too’. And after witnessing the love of his life nearly die, he finally says it. 
Warning: violence (abuse and torture), angst, little fluff

Underneath Your Clothes 

Summary: The Winchesters come back from a hunt and Reader notices that Dean isn’t the same. She overhears a conversation between the two brothers and finds out that Dean thinks he doesn’t deserve Y/N and that he believes that his figure isn’t attractive to her. She does everything to make him believe that his thoughts are false. 
Warning: low self esteem, angst, fluff

Sam Winchester 

Back of the Class 

Back of the Impala 

Back of the Hall 

Back of the Mind 

Summary: Teen!Sam and Teen!Reader become instant friends when they both learnt that they shared the same interests. Within two weeks, they became close friends. And within those two weeks at a new school, Sam becomes an easy target to bullies. Reader notices this and decides to step in.
Warning: angst, verbal abuse, sass, fluff

God Only Knows 

Summary: God only knows what Sam would be without Y/N. 
Warning: fluff with minimal angst, pregnant!reader 

Finding Happiness 

Summary: Four years too long, Y/N and Sam finally realise their feelings for each other.
Warning: tiniest violence scene, blood nose, fluff

Love You Goodbye 

Summary: With no other choice than to leave, you pack up your bags and bid your final goodbye to the man you had loved. But even without his soul, Sam doesn’t want you leaving until he gets the goodbye he deserves.
Warnings: angst, brief smut, soulless!Sam 

The Devil’s Tears 

Summary: Sam will do anything to save the life of his best friend—Y/N Y/L/N. If that meant surrendering his life to the Devil, then he’ll jump at the opportunity.
Warnings: angst, minimal fluff

Say You Won’t Let Go (COMING SOON)

Summary: Sam and Reader have been best friends since the age seven when they were both stuck at Bobby’s whilst their parents took off. Twenty six years later, and they’re still attached at hip. So when Sam’s best friend calls him crying, he immediately sets off to visit her, dropping everything for the one thing he loves most.
Warning: major fluff, angst, implied smut

Castiel Novak

Fuck You Negan! 

Summary: Castiel has lost his grace and is now human. Reader takes it upon herself to teach him the ropes of life. After getting him to agree to having a TWD marathon, he begins to feel things for Reader. 
Warning: so much fluff, TWD spoilers

All I Wanted 

Summary: After coming back from a war in Afghanistan, Castiel thinks it’s for the better if he leaves his fiance. But all she ever wanted was for him to stay.
Warnings: angsty fluff 

See You Soon (COMING SOON)

Summary: After leaving the hunting life, Reader lives a white picket fence life with the occasional visit from her lover Castiel. She promised to live until her appearance made her look older than she acted. He promised on her final day that he’d see her soon.
Warning: character death, angst, fluff

Chuck Shurley

Oh my, God!

Oh my, Chuck! (Part 2)

Summary: The Winchesters believe that it’s a good time to introduce Reader to God, a.k.a Chuck. 
Warning: swearing, mind reading, fluff


Summary: Chuck is dealing with a migraine and Reader, being his assistant, helps him out. 
Warning: a shit load of fluff



Summary: Crowley convinces everyone that he’s a heartless demon who is willing to annihilate anyone to be King. But that’s all shattered when he is around Reader - his weakness. 
Warning: tiny bit of violence (if you squint) but mainly fluff

Not Too Close 

Summary: Reader is sick and Crowley takes care of her.
Warning: so much fluff


Summary: When Reader finds out that the brothers have locked Crowley up in in the dungeon, she sneaks down to make sure he’s alright and keep him company. 
Warning: angst, fluff

SPN Ships

I Found - Destiel 

Summary: Castiel wasn’t meant to feel. He wasn’t supposed to care for the man in front of him. It was forbidden to love a human. Castiel never intended to fall in love with the eldest Winchester. But he found love where it wasn’t supposed to be; right in front of him.
Warning: angst, abuse, very little fluff, flashbacks (in italics)

Jensen Ackles


Summary: It has been seventeen years since Reader has spoken to her best friend, Jensen. Last she heard, he was beginning his acting career. What happens when she bumps into him on a set they both will be sharing? 
Warning: angst, fluff, dirty talk, mentions of smut and swearing


Summary: Reader loses her childhood best friend and Jensen tries to comfort her. 
Warning: mentions of suicide, sad angst 


Summary: There wasn’t much to sunrises that you liked. Nothing gave you a reason to wake up every morning. That was, until you met Jensen, the love of your life.  
Warnings: fluffly fluff, pregnant reader

Big Jet Plane (COMING SOON) 

Summary: Jensen never believed in love at first sight, but after a fateful meeting with the woman by the river, he starts to believe in it. After having to leave to continue filming, he promises to take her to the bigger cities one day.
Warning: shit load of fluff

Jared Padalecki

The Letter

Summary: After a rough break up with Jared, Reader’s friends think it’s a good idea to take her out to have a good time. But once they’re at the club, her night is anything but fun.
Warning: angst, cheating (sadly), little fluff


Summary: You get caught reading fan-fiction about yourself and the famous man the fandom ships you with.
Warnings: fluff, two paragraphs of mild smut, and cocky Jared

Misha Collins

Set In Stone

Summary: It’s been five months since Misha and Reader last seen each other. With Misha being busy filming the new season for Supernatural and going to conventions and Reader being busy with writing her new book, timing was tough. After a stressful day of paperwork, reading and writing, Y/N wants nothing more than her boyfriend to come home.
Warning: angst, fluff

The Priest and The Nun 

Summary: Reader bumps into Misha at a Halloween fraternity party, and it’s only a coincidence that they’re both dressed as a pair - a priest and a nun. After being dragged into a game of truth or dare, things get a little heated. 
Warning: fluff, smut (involves some female x female), fratboy!Misha (bc that’s a damn warning)

Flaws That He Loved 

Summary: Misha’s definition of beauty and perfection lays bare right in front of him.
Warnings: fluff

“I’m disappointed that this man is representing me and my country. It makes me sick. He was just a big, wealthy dope who’d come on and we would make fun of his hair. I would refer to him as a slumlord. But now, this goon… I don’t know. He’s demonstrated himself to be a man without a core, a man without a soul.”

~~former late night talk show host David Letterman speaks about Donald Trump in a GQ interview the week of May 22, 2017. Letterman said that Trump was a great guest on the show, but as president, Letterman said he would like to ask him, “What the fuck happened?”


“No one knows me better than Cory. No one knows what it’s been like to go through this more than he does. Feeling like you have that net underneath you allows you to jump higher and go farther. He makes me feel like I can do anything. For the first time in my life I feel really, really settled and happy. I feel like the luckiest girl in the world.”  


Warnings: Swearing, ABUSE!
Characters: Soulless!Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Sister Winchester Reader
Summary: Sam hurts you when he doesn’t have a soul so when he gets back he has to earn your trust back.
Readers Age: Any
Word Count: 1567

Y/N: Your Name

A/N: Sorry this one took so long to get up I woke up late and this took forever to write. Enjoy!

Sam came back from Hell. You and Dean had been living with Lisa and Ben until he came back. Even though you love your brothers, you miss having a girl around.

You found out that Sam lost his soul when he came back. Small price to pay, that is until you realized that soulless Sam is a total dick. He doesn’t care about anything or anyone. Granted, he didn’t care about monsters when he had a soul. But now, he doesn’t even care about you, he used to be the nice one, the one that kept a fight from happening, the one you could open up to and he wouldn’t feel uncomfortable like Dean would sometimes. Now, he couldn’t care less, he wouldn’t care if you got hurt, or even died. He doesn’t want his soul back, but you and Dean are going to find a way to get it back.

You all were working a case, vampires to be exact. You three were in a motel room, you were laying on the bed while your brother Sam, was at the table. Dean left to get some food awhile ago.

“Hey, Sam, can I… can I ask you something?” you said hesitantly. Sam didn’t look up from his laptop, he only hummed in response. “Do you hate me?” you asked, your Y/E/C eyes glistening. 

Sam still didn’t look up from his laptop. “No,” He replied.

“Sam, I know you lost your soul and all, but I feel like you’re lying,” you said quietly.

Sam looked up at you, “Y/N, quit being so sensitive, I don’t hate you.” He snapped and returned his gaze to his laptop screen.

You stayed quiet for a moment, “But you don’t love me either, do you?” you asked, your voice barely audible.

“No, I don’t,” Sam responded, not bothering to look up at you.

“Then why are you still here? If you don’t care about us then you should just leave!” you snapped as you shot up from the bed.

“Quit being such a baby,” Sam said, “I’m not going anywhere, you and I both know that.” Sam hadn’t taken his eyes off of the screen.

“Damn it, Sam, look at me!” you demanded. Sam sighed and did as you demanded. “I’m tired of you pretending to care, you hate us. We are just trying to help you! Can’t you see how much of a monster you’ve become?” you shouted, your voice growing with anger.

“Y/N, I’m getting really tired of all your crap. I don’t want my soul back. I think I’m better like this,” Sam stood up.

“No, you’re not. I want my brother back! I want the guy who is always there for me, the guy that I could talk to late at night about any problem I had, no matter how small. The guy that took me to the park when I was little, who helped me when I had nightmares, who stood up for me when a drunk guy would flirt with me. The guy who I grew up with! My brother, who loves me.” your voice got quieter, a few tears fell down your cheek.

Sam stared at you, his eyes were stone cold, “That ‘guy’ is gone. You’re stuck with me whether you like it or not. So suck it up,” Sam started walking towards the door.

“Sam, stop!” you ran after him. You grabbed his arm, his head snapped towards you, his face had anger written all over it. He lifted his fist and it collided with your cheek.

You fell to the ground, although you don’t remember falling, you must’ve blacked out mid-fall. You sat on the floor, holding your burning cheek, “You just… you hit me.” you started bawling.

“I told you, that guy is gone.” Sam walked out the door.

You never moved from your spot, you just sat there, in shock. To be honest, you thought Dean would be the one to hit you, but Sam? No. You tried convincing yourself that it was because he had no soul, but a part of you says otherwise.

You pulled your knees to your chest and wrapped your arms around your legs, you buried your face into your knees and resumed your crying.

You heard the door open, “Y/N… Y/N!” Dean rushed over to you and engulfed you into a hug. “What’s wrong? Are you hurt?” Dean cupped your face into his hands, he saw the red mark on your cheek and instantly knew what happened. “Is he still here?” Dean asked, trying to conceal his anger. You shook your head from side to side, Dean nodded. He took a seat next to you and wrapped a protective arm around your shoulders, you snuggled close to him and laid your head on his chest.

Dean sat with you, comforting you until the motel room door opened. Sam walked in and Dean shot up, you scrambled to your feet and hid behind Dean. 

“Want to tell me what you did to our little sister?” Dean asked through gritted teeth.

“I did what she deserved,” Sam walked passed you both and sat at the table.

“She didn’t deserve you hitting her! You hit your own sister! The little girl that you watched grow up and vowed to protect! She trusted you not to hurt her and you completely destroyed that trust. Sam, I know you don’t have a soul, but damn, I didn’t know you would do this.” Dean wrapped an arm around your shoulders. “And because of it, I don’t want you near her until we get your soul back.”

“So, what? You’re just going to throw me out?” Sam stood up and you shuffled closer to Dean who only tightened his grip on you.

“No, I just don’t want you to talk to her, I don’t want you to even walk near her. Keep. Your. Distance.” Dean’s voice was strict.

“Fine, doesn’t bother me none,” Sam sat back down.

Dean led you to his bed and you crawled in, Dean knelt down by the bedside, “Until we get Sammy’s soul back, just stay away from him. I won’t leave you two alone together, if he starts to scare you, just find me and stay with me. Okay?” Dean said and you nodded in response. Dean placed a kiss on your forehead and walked away, you let sleep overtake you.

It’s been a few months and you still haven’t gotten Sam’s soul back. At least that’s what you thought. Your brothers have been gone for awhile, and you finally heard the Impala pull up to the motel.

The motel room door swung open and Dean walked through. You jumped off of the bed and Dean stared at you for a moment before stepping aside and letting Sam in. Only, Sam looked different, he looked like he was sad.

Sam’s eyes slowly drifted up to yours, his eyes were glistening, Sam’s jaw clenched. “Y/N… I… I got my soul back.” Sam said quietly. You stared at him, mouth open slightly, “I remember how I acted… What I did to you and I want you to know, I didn’t mean it… I’m sorry. You’re my little sister and I love you. I’m sorry that I hit you,” Sam stepped closer, you took a step back, “I know it’s going to take a lot of time to gain your trust back, but I am truly sorry. I do love you.” you walked back to your bed and resumed reading your book.

It’s been a week since Sam got his soul back, you haven’t said a word to him. As much as you would like to just hug him, you don’t know if you can trust him. That trust was destroyed when he raised his fist.

You and Dean were sharing a bed while Sam had the other. You kept hearing Sam toss and turn, you sat up and swung your legs over the side of the bed. You clicked on the bedside lamp, Sam shot up and looked at you, his eyes were red and bloodshot. “Y/N, I… I didn’t mean to wake you up.” Sam apologized.

“It’s okay,” you said, your voice barely audible.

Sam’s eyes lit up, he had a small smile. You finally spoke to him. “You do know that I am sorry, right?” Sam asked.

You nodded, “Yeah, it’s just… Every time I look at you, I see you without a soul. I see the man who hurt me.”

“Y/N, I will do anything to get your trust back,” Sam said.

“I know. It’s just going to take some time,” you replied. Sam nodded and you both went back to sleep.

For months Sam has been slowly gaining your trust, you talk to him more and more every day, you can stand next to him without being scared. He can use fast movements without you flinching and you can finally say that you trust him with your life.

“I mean, I’m just saying that the movie sucked,” you said as you walked through the door and tossed your jacket onto the bed.

“I liked it,” Sam said.

“Yeah, well, that’s because it’s all geeky. You live for that kind of stuff.” Dean chimed in.

“Hey, nothing wrong with geeky,” you defended.

Sam pointed at you, “See, she gets it.” Dean rolled his eyes, Sam lifted up his hand and you high-fived him.

Requested by @mattiepieluv:
“Can you do one where the reader is Sam and dean’s little sister and soulless sam hurts her and dean comforts her and later when sam gets his soul back he realizes that he has to work to get the reader’s trust back? Please and thank youuuu!”

I hope y'all like this one! I’m open for tips on improving!



A Disco Reimagining Of Chilton Psychic Driving Abel Gideon

I blame this entirely on @the-bees-patella.

“You can tell by the way you use that pole you’re a rippin’ man without a soul.”

“Well, killed your wife and mother and then you killed another, you’re takin’ a life, takin’ a life.  I say you were rippin’ and everybody’s trippin’, you’re takin’ a life, takin’ a life.”

“Oh, I know now I’m the Ripper!  Self knowledge makes me chipper, and I’m takin’ a life!”

Love You Goodbye

Pairing: Sam x Reader 

Summary: With no other choice than to leave, you pack up your bags and bid your final goodbye to the man you had loved. But even without his soul, Sam doesn’t want you leaving until he gets the goodbye he deserves. 

Warnings: angst, implied smut, soulless!Sam 

Words: 3,010

A/N: set in season 6, when Sam is soulless. I’m having an emotional day and decided to listen to 1D on repeat because I haven’t listened to them in forever and the feels hit me hard when Love You Goodbye came on. So, I decided to write something to go with it. 

Mind any mistakes, hope you enjoy x

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The sound of silence is deafening and the loudest sound is nothing compared to it. The sound of silence isn’t quite this peaceful sound; instead it’s more like a riot – a riot that won’t ever settle and will lead you to insanity. In most cases, silence speaks in order to help words when they can’t. Words are greedy, arrogant and narcissistic that they barely give opportunity and chance for silence to speak.

But the silence you were met with didn’t allow kind words to be spoken. Instead, you could almost see the blurred words that were being thrown about. The unspoken truth was being tossed around and the riot was only growing angrier with each passing second. The look on your soon-to-be-ex-boyfriend’s face showed that he was witnessing the riot in front of him, too. Of course, neither of you bothered to speak as you allowed the silence to take charge of the situation. The both of you knew the outcome of this, anyway.

Minutes had passed by as the two of you sat on opposite sides of the motel room. He was playing with the now empty beer bottle in his hand and you were playing with the strap to your duffle bag. He hadn’t bothered to say a word to you since he noticed that you were packing your words and you didn’t know whether to feel relieved or hurt. You were relieved that he wasn’t stopping you from leaving but you were also hurt because he wasn’t bothering to fight for you.

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anonymous asked:

Can you please tell me all things great about Jared Padalecki? I´m feeling really depressed, and for some reason seeing Jared love always gets my mood up a bit

Jared is great because he is genuine.  He could have stopped the AKF campaign after the first successful round, but he saw how much it means to people and how much AKF has become a beacon for lost souls.  So he turned his Facebook into a safe harbor for people struggling with their hidden demons.  I try to think back to the artists I idolized when I was a teenager and wondered if they did what Jared is doing now, would I have listened back when I was too damn loyal to the wrong people?  Sometimes I think no, because the artists I used to idolize didn’t have Jared’s sincerity.  

Jared is so kind to the fans.  He makes you feel like you’re the only person in the room when he looks at you and listens to you.  How does he do that in a room of hundreds and even thousands of fans.   Jared’s fans are great too, raising over $40,000 for St. Jude’s Children’s Research Hospital.  Then Jared and Gen matched the fan donations, bringing the total raised to $80,000.   So besides Always Keep Fighting, Jared contributes to A Dog’s Life Rescue, Alzheimer’s Association and the American Cancer Society.

Oh and did you know that Jared is really book smart?  He is an excellent chess player and in high school won the National Forensic League national championship in Duo Interpretation with his partner Chris Cardenas. Here’s a quote by Gen: “When I first met Jared, I just thought he was a good-looking goofball, but once I got to know him more I realized he’s one of the smartest people I’ve ever met. I think that’s something others don’t necessarily see because he’s one of those people that comes across happy-go-lucky, and he’s into sports, but on the flipside he knows so much about everything. I’m constantly amazed because he can talk to you about anything in the world. Like if we’re talking about a new place to travel, he doesn’t just say ‘Italy sounds cool, let’s go to ltaly’, he’ll learn the entire history of the Italian government. He’s an incredibly curious person, and he’s so hungry to learn. I’m constantly trying to keep up with him.”

Jared is a naturally gifted actor with many skills that are incredibly rare in an actor.  This is not just me as a fan saying this,skilled theater actors recognize this in Jared and why he is routinely paired with actors and actresses who are not only extremely good at what they do, but also have three times the experience that he does and each time.  Jared holds his own. And not only does he hold his own, but he has chemistry with every single one of them. He listens, he reacts, he responds to what’s going on around him, to the actions of the people he is working with. He’s always present, always alert, always changing and adapting, taking risks and putting so much passion into each of those risks that they nearly always pay off.  Jared continually proves to the audience that he can not only hold his own, but go above and beyond what the basic expectations are for his portrayal of Sam Winchester, a character that has been put through the ringer in every single way possible.  Jared has played everything from a man without a soul, to an intellectually gifted, empathetic man, a demon and a leviathan, Lucifer himself, an addict, and all the way to a man who lost nearly everything but still managed to save the world.   One of the first thing you learn as an actor is that everybody’s physicality is specific to them, and that’s part of how you create different characters.   Jared doesn’t just stand differently as Gadreel (pretending to be Ezeekiel) than he does as Sam, when he’s stands differently, it doesn’t feel like posturing or pretending, and it doesn’t feel rehearsed.  He’s a good actor because he has that spark that makes it all believable.  Jared has sincerity in his portrayals, and a hell of an ability to adapt and change and, to quote Jensen, knock it out of the park each time. 

laremiebarias  asked:

i love your A Man Without art! each piece is really beautiful that I can't pick a favorite I love them all! except maybe the big cover art with the moon in the back, so beautiful!

Awww thank you so very much! “A Man Without” was a project to which I’ve dedicated my heart and soul :’) It was very lucky for me to have the amazingly talented @winterstar95 as collaboration partner- her story not only incited my passion for rare-pairings even more, but also inspired me as an artist to draw more, to work harder, and to push the limits for myself. Her wonderfully skilled writing is an art form of itself, and if you consider these chapter illustrations beautiful, I have to tell you the fic is even more breathtakingly stunning. I strongly encourage everyone to go give it a try! FULL FIC on AO3

All in all, I am extremely PROUD of our project, and am so very happy that you liked it, laremiebarias baby! Your kind kind words and sweet comment are greatly appreciated. Much Love for you! 


Written for @coffeedcas, who gave me the prompt for a soulmate au. Hope you like it, and sorry it took so long!

If you’d like to read it on AO3, the link is here.

Dean stares at the door, a bright hand print marking it. He stares at it and for a second, he is still in his surprise.

He had never expected to find his soulmate, not truly.

Sure, thousand of people found theirs everyday, but what were the odds that he would? There were millions and millions of people in the world, and his soul mate could have been anywhere. His soulmate could have been millions of miles away, could have been dead, and there would be no way for Dean to ever know. And so Dean had given up on the idea long ago.

But now, staring at the hand print on the door, he can’t help but feel that this is so very important. The hand print is beautiful, more beautiful than anything he’s ever seen. With blues and strangely colorful blacks mixing together, yellows hiding beneath brilliant whites, it is a collage of colors that should not work, that would not work in any other place. And yet here, on this door, it fits perfectly, turning colors that should be mud into the most spectacular sight Dean has ever seen.

And then suddenly he realizes that he has no idea how long he’s been standing in this cafe. What if he’s too late, has already lost this person? He hadn’t expected a soulmate before, hadn’t wanted one, but now that he’s seen the hand print, something has changed in him. It’s a physical pull, and he wastes no time in letting it lead him. He starts for the door, hand falling on top of the hand print, and for a moment everything is electric. He can feel the crackle in the air and smell something that reminds strangely him of the ocean. And then he is out the door, following his own feet and nothing else.

Surprisingly and yet not at all surprisingly, he leads himself to a park. It is there that he first sees the man, and he can feel that this is the man. All he can see is a dark head of hair, tousled and messy, like he’s been running fingers through it, and the shoulders of a trench coat.

Dean sucks in a breath once he’s standing in front of the man. He is gorgeous. Dean honestly believes that this is the most attractive person he has ever seen, and he can’t help but think, Well, at least he’s hot.

And then the man looks up at him, and any thoughts Dean had stutter to a halt completely. Oh god, his eyes. The purest shade of blue he’s ever seen, he wants to stare into them and never stop. They are oceans and stars and galaxies, they are endless night skies and shadows under the moon. They are beautiful and infinite in their loveliness, and Dean thinks that he could quite possibly drown in them and not even notice, not even care.

It is only when the man clears his throat that Dean realizes he may have actually been doing just that, and he puts up his best effort in stopping. It is not an easy task.

“Can I help you?” he asks, voice gravel and thunder, and Dean could listen to it all day. He clears his throat.

“Hi,” he says, flashing his brightest smile. “I’m Dean Winchester, and I was just wondering if you were maybe at that cafe right down the street?” he says, pointing. The man turns and looks, and then looks back at him. After a moment, an unsure look crosses his face, and hesitantly, he reaches out and lightly rests his hand on Dean’s shoulder.

Instantly Dean feels himself that strange electricity run through him once more. Only this time, it is so much better.

Before it had been lightning and white heat, lighting him up from inside. This time though, the touch calms him. He can still feel the strange fire burning through his veins, only now instead of exciting him, it simply calms him. It’s almost as if he’s underwater, sensations and feeling still there, but dulled. Things around him still going on, but distantly. Everything seems so much softer now, and Dean finds himself wondering how he ever went without this until now.

The man, Dean’s soul mate, wears a large smile, looking so happy that he’s practically glowing. It takes Dean a moment to realize that the man is, in fact, actually glowing. It takes him another moment to remember that this is what happens when soulmates meet.

“I’m Castiel,” his soulmate says, and Dean feels somehow like he already knew it. He thinks maybe he’s known the name his whole life.

“I’m Dean,” he says again, and Castiel laughs. Dean thinks it is possibly the sweetest sound he’s ever heard.

“Well Dean, nice to meet you. It appears that we’re soulmates,” he says, still glowing, and Dean can’t help but be impossibly glad to have met this man. Already, he knows, they will be good.

They will be happy.