so, it’s been one month since I’ve met Mamrie (which is still incredibly weird for me to say btw) I try to not talk about it a lot to avoid anyone getting annoyed or upset, but there has not been a day when I don’t look back and remember this moment and I’m sure those of you who have met anyone you admire and love will understand. Lately I’ve been really struggling mental health wise, which is something I also try to not talk about to avoid anyone getting worried. These past few days have been insanely difficult for me to deal with, and I’m still trying to figure out a way to climb out of it. When I think about how happy I was a month ago to how I feel now it actually physically hurts. I wasn’t going to post the video on tumblr seeing as I posted it on twitter, but I thought it’d be nice to look back on and share it with you all. I’d give anything to feel this loved and appreciated again, and I hope I still make her proud even though I’ve fallen off the wagon a little bit.
Thank you Mamrie for being so kind to me and for constantly being the light in my life, I truly have no words to describe how much I appreciate your existence.

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62 days….or two months!

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So. Its 4am here. And i decided to watch some hartbig videos, then i read some fanfictions, then i go onto the hartbig tumblr tags, started going through it, liking, re-blogging and LITERALLY dying. Oh what has this ship done to me? But hey, i still enjoy it!. Alright, time to fangirl some more. And those pictures, are my reactions. It’s a wild ride y'all! @gracehelbig @mamrie @mydrunkkitchen