making this brought me joy

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So I was thinking about how much I missed Mystic Messenger today and then I remembered this drawing I made on my phone almost a year ago that I never posted? It’s a bit messy sorry

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“I lost everything, but I gained something else in return:  A strange guy I’ve fallen in with.  It’s said that ‘birds of a feather…’   I felt that he was a fellow human being, like, he didn’t have any guarantee of living…  and…  That’s right.  I needed something new anyway.”   Hasegawa Taizou

So me and my bestie @foolishneko were talking about soft tododeku and this idea popped up. I had to sit down and get right to work on it~

-Min Yoongi (So far away // 160815)

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a little taako

i can’t stop thinking about great comet and i’m not ok

but really i can’t stop and the tears just come and go randomly and idk. like the closing is actually making me feel super super anxious like i actually have this sense of impending doom just because comet is closing??? ughhhh i’m realizing one reason i feel such an attachment and love for comet is that it’s honestly done sosososo much for me in terms of relieving anxiety and and just always making me feel better and helping me through some shit and just knowing that this beautiful piece of art won’t be happening eight times a week anymore is so ??? and then thinking about the cast who are all just so wonderful and the most deserving people out there just out of a job?? and just suddenly having to let go of this huge part of their lives?? they’ve all worked so so hard and deserve so much more than this. gosh. and then i’ve got the great comet of 1812 alternating between dave and josh on repeat which is not helping because just thinking about dave ending the show makes the tears come and fuck. this show has brought me so much joy and i’m not ready for it to be over. i’m not ready to not be able to subconsciously know somewhere in the city this show is making the world a better and more magical place. i’m not ready to always be able to go on instagram and not find any lives from the cast, or new stagedoor pics. gosh. i’m just not ready. oooo shit and ya know what’s even worse is thinking about the cast and how on tuesday they’re all going to feel a piece of themselves or the world or just something missing when they realize they aren’t making their way to the imperial to sign in for some more magic making on broadway. fuckkk. or thinking about all the tears from the ensemble tomorrow when they’re all singing the last song for the last time and god. i can’t. i don’t know why i’m doing this to myself but i can’t stop. it feels wrong to do anything but think about and mourn comet until the end. i keep telling my mom how sad i am for everybody to be out of a job, and every time i get sad about that or anything else related to the show she seems to get lowkey mad at me like i‘m being dumb and saying they’ll be okay but like?? this show didn’t get anywhere as big as it should’ve, and while they’re all incredbly talented and therefore shouldn’t have too much of a struggle, none of them are super well known, i feel like even denee hasn’t gotten the recognition and hype that she should be getting. she was a princess up there, and i feel like no one comments on that??? i’m just so sad for them losing this family, not that they won’t still be a big family, but ya know they won’t be together all the time. 

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uncharted challenge  [1/5] heartwarming moments 

- You’re saying that you were attacked by pirates…after you found the coffin of Sir Francis Drake? Is that right? Yeah, that’s pretty much it, yeah.

Bullshit. Language… Crap. Alright so keep going!

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So inspired by @jello-squid ‘s animatic, Hellfire But With Nuns! Watcing it non-stop for weeks! Not gonna lie, I  hella ship it.. I just had to recreate some of it and bring it a bit more to life… They kinda look like bratz dolls??? also, cant do backgrounds to its just a shot from The Hunchback of Notre Dame (1996) 

(I know no one will see this post but making these brought me an immense amount of joy)

@jello-squid‘s original Animatic

I’ve made jewelry since I was six years old.

After high school, I spent a total of nine years on various college degrees (Associates, Bachelors, & Masters).

After ten years of a career in public school as a special educator, I then went on to obtain many more licenses and certifications.

Massage therapy school.
Yoga teacher training.
Several numerous Reiki trainings and certifications.
Now, I’m working on a Life Coach certification course, as well as a Past Life Regression Therapist and Teacher course.

… and I’m still making jewelry.

The one thing that has brought me the most unhindered joy in life is making jewelry for myself, my loved ones, and others.

It has required zero paid for education.
It has required zero schooling.
And it has required zero frustration, exhaustion, and burn out.

This speaks volumes to me.

If you, or anyone you know, has ever ordered from me - please know that you have helped me still hold onto a sense of purpose throughout the last eighteen months of my life through all of the strange and bizarre brain/stroke related health happenings I’ve experienced.

As of today, I’ve obtained my first true wholesale order, and been blown away by the other purchases made by friends with a new product release.

To say that I’m humbled in this very moment is a huge understatement.

Thank you.

Just… thank you. So much.

Your eyes are  beautiful  and sparkling like the deepest of seas.
Your presence, like a sweet, summer breeze.
Your hair is glimmering and golden like sun rays.
Oh how you manage to brighten up my days.
Your nose is beautiful; big and round,
Oh what a wonderful person I have found!
Your lips are smooth and are well formed,
The whole of your body is perfectly adorned.
Your laughter is like ripples of energy,
That caresses and moves right through me.
Your voice carries the blessing gift of music,
Soft and inviting with a warmth in it.
The smile that i see on Your face everyday,
Fills me with joy and makes me proud and gay.

You have brought a peace upon my soul
And have planted a flame in my heart.
You are the masterpiece of the universe,
And… I Love You.

there-must-be-a-lock  asked:

Holy crap I really thought I'd been following you, like, since I first made this blog, but apparently not...just stopping by to say that you're an awesome writer and I love so many of your stories. Especially Used To This. It's just beautiful. Thanks for sharing your work ❤️

Oh STAHP IT, YOU! Gah… After having a day where I was just done with all people, this message was absolutely wonderful. Thank you for taking the time to come into my inbox - you definitely made my day :) 

PS - Used to This is one of my favorites, too ;)

Update: so I’ve been having some health stuff recently (asthma and fragrance sensitivity that suddenly got really bad) and they’re not sure what’s going on so my life is just constant doctor referrals and new meds with new crappy side effects, without any real answers yet

This is on top of shit getting real in my program and my dissertation breathing down my neck

aaaand it follows a period of time where I’ve just felt really disillusioned and exhausted by the amount of hate and toxicity on this website. I’ve been doing the best I can for years now to spread positivity and to defend those who are mistreated in the lgbtqiap+ community. But with my health stuff I just don’t have the spoons to be here as often.

I’m not saying that this blog is shutting down or anything like that! At least not for now. But I may not be able to keep the queue as regular. That has become a full-time job, because every post I put in the queue has to be vetted that it wasn’t created by someone terrible, and things still slip through the cracks. I may start reblogging less and go back to more original content since that’s more enjoyable for me anyway. That would mean fewer overall posts, but maybe a happier me. I might even have the energy to bring back the badass bisexuals posts!

Basically I wanted to let y'all know why I’ve been MIA and hope that you’ll stick around as I try some things out to make this blog work for me again. It has brought me a lot of joy in the past and I would like it to do so again.

<3 Mod Cap

I honestly hope that whichever ship actually becomes canon, Sheith and Klance are the big ones so I’ll just reference to them, no one deliberately rubs it in the other ships face.

Ever since the show was first aired I was going through a rough time in life, my depression was through the roof unlike before but then I found voltron and the plot, the characters, the ships, the comedy, and even the fandom brought me so much joy. I’ve been attached to Klance ever since I saw my first post on someone shipping them and scrolling through the stories, the art, and everything like that has really brought me some joy and really makes me think that maybe I’ll have my own klance love story one day.

Yes be happy that your ship is canon but there are people out there like me that will be upset and disappointed, no I won’t disrespect the creators on whichever ship was chosen and no I won’t stop watching the show but klance has seriously built up to mean a lot to me.

So please whether Sheith, whether klance, whether even Allurance or even Hance becomes canon do not go on boasting about how you were right, or go on an explosion of art or stories for that ship. Some people have a ship in this fandom that means a lot to them and they will be heartbroken when it’s not canon, so please keep that in mind whenever one of them becomes canon. There are people that are not the happiest that your ship is canon.

Use that pink, squishy thing inside your skull and imagine Thominho where
  • They both go to the same private schools throughout elementary until high school
  • Minho wears glasses but he looks hella fine and cool in them
  • He and Thomas hate each other’s guts and are always competing against each other: who has the best grades and test scores, who ran the fastest in track, who won the position of class president
  • There are two feuding groups at school, Minho’s Group and Thomas’s Group, where students take sides and they scorn and dislike each other
  • Thomas and Minho actually share a secret: what they do at school is just a coverup, they don’t actually hate each other
  • Ever since they were little they’ve always liked each other but disguised it by competing against each other and their crushes on each other become known between them later in middle school and over time it became more serious
  • They confessed to each after their middle school graduation and their competitiveness showed still because they both tried to outdo and see how flustered they can make the other with their confession
  • When they officially started dating, they decided to keep it a secret since everyone believed they hated each other and were rivals, and it seemed like a fun and dangerous game that of course Minho initiated by saying something like, “Let’s see how long we can keep our little secret from these suckers”
  • Minho always tries to make Thomas flustered by discreetly groping his ass and whispering and hinting dirty things when they’re ‘arguing’ in front of the other students
  • After school when they get home to Minho’s house, Thomas always gets revenge in the bedroom from the teasing things Minho has done to him at school
  • One day poor Chuck stumbles upon Minho and Thomas making out on one of the library’s tables and everything he believed in about how the two hated each other and were rivals crumbles and of course he is sworn into silence by them well mostly by Thomas, Minho doesn’t mind by now if the whole school finds out, and he’d be like “I bet they’ll put this in the school papers with a title like, ‘School’s greatest rivals actually lovers?!?! DECEPTION AND SECRECY! SCANDALOUS FRONT PAGE NEWS!’ (Lol im not sure how newspaper titles work)
  • Hmmm, I think that’s all the pink, squishy thing in my skull can think of rn. Until then my little ducklings~
Thank You

Hey guys. This is a post about all the people that have inspired me and I’m just so thankful for them bringing happiness to my life. There are many more people I have not mentioned, but you guys are still in my heart. It made last year worth it, despite being diagnosed with depression, the discovery of Undertale has made my life so much better and despite the conflict in the fandom, I’m still blessed to be a part it. 

My younger sister for supporting me in everything I ever made @animenoyaoichan

Toby Fox for creating Undertale

@loverofpiggies the first person that has gotten me into AUs. Aftertale, CPAU, Fresh, Error, and Gloomverse.

@hiimtryingtounderfell  and @unofficial-underfell 

You guys only increased my love of Underfell with your comics. I love you both.

@askfriskandcompany and @man-who-speaks-in-hands

Both of your blogs inspired me greatly in so many of my stories and headcanons. You guys are amazing.

@bittybones-au You made me create a whole new story so thank you very much.

@shiroba-seragaki Your art is so cute and I just can’t get enough.

@sansfulpuns Your audios, art, and streams have motivated me in ways you can’t imagine. You became my headcanon voice for sans and I just can’t stress enough how amazing you are. Thank you for helping me make so many new friends in the streams and making every single day brighter for me.

@ammazolie Your art is unique and a guilty pleasure of mines. Your YanYans are awesome. Thank you also for allowing me to use Brassberry Bitty in this blog.

@foreverafterall You are a huge inspiration Faa. I absolutely love your characters and their stories. Undercoat, UnderShade, Undermotivated, Undernet characters, and many others. I just love everything you made.

@nyehtish I have fallen in love with all your characters and art and stories for them. Starting with Pine and then all the way to Boss and his men. I adore them. 

@fontsandsins Don’t even get me started. I followed Fonty for a long time from my main blog when they posted my guilty pleasure of skelepreg then made so many characters that interacted with nyehtish characters and I just adored them. I was so happy when I won an Eemre bitty in a raffle. Hopefully you will allow me to answer asks in this blog. I still have high respect for the original creators. Also don’t get me started on how much I love Ben and Noa’s blog.

@skelepreg You have no idea how happy I am for your existence Skelly. You brought my guilty pleasures to life and have inspired me greatly with all your cute family fluff contents. This blog will include quite a bit of pregnancy fluff in the future and it wouldn’t have been possible without you. I adore your style. Also, still adoring the side blogs, especially the poly papys.

@theshyestpotato Another wonderful artist that brought my guilty pleasures to life. Whether it was art or fanfics, you have made very happy.

@flargahblargh Thanks for the nice sin, wonderful audios, and wonderful content. You are an awesome person.

@smallsans Apart from my guilty pleasures being realized in here, I adored your art and style. Your font family side blog is wonderful with such unique stories that you can’t find anywhere. Thanks for the inspiration and for making my days brighter Kisa.

@askmercyseries Amazing blog, amazing art, amazing everything. 

@ask-drunk-chara I have laughed and cried with your blog. You are wonderful and thank you for bringing joy to my life.

@sinfulseeds From your art, audios, and content I want to say thank you. You have made my life brighter and you are just incredible.

@walkingmelonsaaa All Your Beautiful Art has inspired and motivated me in my own works.

@eli-sin-g Beautiful sinful art and comics. So much inspiration. Keep it up.

 @reyindee Ever since I seen Elemental Tale, I have loved your art, style, stories, and at your age you have such an amazing talent. Beautiful work.

@nsfwshamecave UnderLust is amazing. You are amazing. I love your style and stories. Thank you for making my days better.

@m4dh4ttey266 Your art is wonderful and inspiring. I adore you.

@undertalepeasant Ania, you are amazing and funny. I love your voice acting and how you react to many situations. You are very great indeed.

@jakei95 Where do I begin? Your animation, creativity, talent, art, Cross sans, and just everything is heavenly. I am so inspired by everything you have made and I keep re-watching and rereading your comics and episodes. Take your time, I’m a beginner in animation and I know it takes time, patience, and a lot of love. Cross will most definitely appear on this blog. Whether he can be available for RPs is up to your consent. Tambien hablo espanol si lo prefieres de esa manera. Saludos y sigue haciendo lo que amas. 

@jokublog Oh Joku, do I love you? Yes I do. Your art is amazing, DreamTale is amazing, you are an incredible person. My love for Dream and Nightmare is huge. I sent an ask asking if I can roleplay/ answer asks as your characters according to my fan stories, but I will only do so with your permission. I also ship Nightmare with my oc Dream Catcher, but it is nothing canon unless you allow it. Hablo espanol si prefieres ese lenguaje. You are one of the greatest inspirations in my life. Just thank you for all you have done.

@comyet Creator of Ink, one of my favorite sanses in history. I bow down to you. You are an amazing inspiration for me and my crazy mind. I shall follow your rules and I hope you like my take on an alternate Ink.

@little-noko and @azraeltree You two are amazing artists and creative storytellers. I love your art and characters so much.

@missladytale and @sugartalesans You girls are amazing and have made me very happy with your art and stories. Sugar sans and Melon are just the sweetest characters and their kids too. Thank you both for everything you have done.

@lazyartz Thank you for your wonderful art and adorable shimejis. They litter my screen every now and then.

@weezy-pup Adorable art. I love your characters and just everything. Thank you for making me smile.

@camilaart Your art and animations have brought joy and emotions to me. Te mereces muchos premios y muchas cosas buenas. You deserve a lot of awards and many good things. Thank you for the inspirations. Gracias por la inspiracion. Good luck on everything you make. Glitchtale is amazing.

@furgemancs and @miyako47 Thank you for AsylumTale and a great comic to go with it. Amazing art both of you. You guys are worderful.

@sorumegane13 Thank you for Medi and for a lot of wonderful art. I absolutely love you.

@butterapplego From Sai, to Eve, to Spell and all your other amazing characters interacting with Faa’s, I have fallen in love with your art and blog. Thank you for filling my life with smiles.

@miya-sheep Your art is awesome. You have inspired me in so many ways. Thank you so very much.

@extreme-op-wuff and @golzy  GZtale and SonaTale are amazing and original. Thank you for getting me addicted guys. I adore both of your cool art styles. 

@nekophy Thank you for the adorable and cute art and your permission to use Goth here. You are a wonderful person and I love you.

@7goodangel Thank you so much for creating Paper Jam and BlueScreen as well as allowing me to use them on this blog. I hope you like my version of Paper Jam. Your art is super awesome and so are you.

@blogthegreatrouge Boy I just love everything about her. From her multiple creative and inspiring AUs, you have made me a happy pile of shipping trash. Your art is gorgeous and I smile at every update. I shall bow down to you.

 @stuffedart Cute chubby art to warm up my heart. Thank you very much for that.

@nagisaheichou Guilty pleasures have been achieved once again thanks to you, Nagisa. You really inspire me in everything. Beautiful art.

@fluffy-bumblebutt Lots of love to your art, your characters, and everything. You are a grand inspiration.

@superyoumna I bow down to your art and animation. You fuel my desires to improve.

@alainaprana, @shypurple, @renrink, @rainbowchibbit, @angexci, @outertale, @nebulawords, @barasans, @shutupadachi, and all my friends from streams. 

Thank you for existing guys. I love you all so much. This is @animesbiggestfan and thank you for the happiness.

Proxima: Part 2

Summary: In the end I did nothing. Coward that I was. I spent my last few hours on earth alone. Practice for the rest of my life.

Could I call her the one who got away when I never had her in the first place?

I was transfixed by the drabble Proxima by @papofglencoe and I started wondering- how did Peeta get to that lonely planet? This is the result. Many thanks to papofglencoe for letting me jump into her world and her input and beta reading.

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