making out with wes perry and friends

maddmusic reference

this is what i use, i’m only sharing what i experience as i experience it. it might me different for everyone, but i hope this helps 💙

COPING WITH BEING A MALADAPTIVE DAYDREAMER ITSELF + FEELINGS OF ISOLATION AND/OR LONELINESS
* paradise / coldplay
* oh ms believer / twenty one pilots
* soon / thumbelina
* astronaut / simple plan

LOST PARAS/MOURNING/GRIEVING/PARACOSMIC NOSTALGIA
* how does a moment last forever (montmartre)
* shouldn’t come back / demi lovato
* dark paradise / lana del rey [warning: this song tends to trigger extremely depressing daydreams, i only resort to this when i’m already feeling significantly sad)
* colors (stripped) / halsey
* the house that built me / miranda lambert
* danny boy / declan galbraith (can be interpreted as parent and child or separated sweethearts relationship)
* bottom of the ocean / miley cyrus
* talking to the moon / bruno mars
* never grow up / taylor swift
*

SAD ROMANCE + BITTERSWEET LOVE + WORKING IT OUT
* sorry / halsey
* almost is never enough / ariana grande ft. nathan skyes
* just give me a reason / p!nk and nate ruess
* wildest dreams / taylor swift
* need you now / lady antebellum
* the heart wants what it wants / selena gomez
* she will be loved / maroon 5
* hey there delilah / plain white t’s
* what to do / demi lovato
* the last time / taylor swift ft. gary lightbody
* someone like you / adele
* back to december / taylor swift
* cosmic love / florence and the machine
* heart attack / demi lovato
* daylight / maroon 5

FALLING IN LOVE + HAPPY ROMANCE
* mirrors / justin timberlake
* summertime sadness / lana del rey
* look at me / carrie underwood
* love alone / katelyn tarver
* if you told me to / hunter hayes
* come on get higher / matt nathanson
* when i look at you / miley cyrus
* wanted / hunter hayes
* everything has changed / taylor swift ft. ed sheeran
* a thousand years / christina perri
* all of me / john legend
* catch me / demi lovato
* fearless / taylor swift
* marry you / bruno mars
* begin again / taylor swift
* i see the light / tangled
* young love / kip moore
* death of a bachelor / panic! at the disco
* ours / taylor swift
* let me be your wings / thumbelina
* more than miles / brantley gilbert
* a year without rain / selena gomez
* bright / echosmith
* state of grace / taylor swift
* without you / lana del rey [warning: comes with feelings of dependence on paras, may break the fourth wall]
* drive / halsey
* starlight / taylor swift
* if i lose myself / onerepublic
* salvatore / lana del rey
* can’t help falling in love / ingrid michaelson or twenty one pilots or céline dion or elvis (the original singer)
* malibu / miley cyrus

LUST + PASSION + NONVIOLENT SEXUAL VIBES + SEXUALLY CHARGED RELATIONSHIP
* treacherous / taylor swift
* pillowtalk / zayn
* take me to church / hozier (especially sinful vibes with this one, watch out)
* wildfire / demi lovato
* casual affair / panic! at the disco
* lust for life / lana del rey (seriously recommend this song, not only is it aesthetically pleasing and sexy but it’s also full of hope and general positive inspiration)
* miss jackson / panic! at the disco
* criminal / britney spears
* crazy in love / sofia karlburg or beyoncé
* stars dance / selena gomez
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HEARTBREAK + AFTERMATH/END OF A LOVE STORY + ROMANTIC REGRET (NONVIOLENT)
* already gone / kelly clarkson
* jar of hearts / christina perri
* paper doll / john mayer
* goodbye / miley cyrus
* mine would be you / blake shelton
* when i was your man / bruno mars

FEELING LOW/DIRTY/DEPRESSED + UNHEALTHY TEMPTATIONS
* hold me down / halsey
* ballad of mona lisa / panic! at the disco
* gasoline / halsey
* teen idle / marina and the diamonds
* SAIL / AWOLNATION
* habits / tove lo
* chandelier / sia

ABUSE + VIOLENCE + TOXIC RELATIONSHIPS + HURTS TO LOVE YOU
* set fire to the rain / adele
* trouble / halsey
* grenade / bruno mars
* wild one / i am harlequin
* nicotine / panic! at the disco
* dear john / taylor swift
* stay / rihanna ft. mikky ekko
* i’m low on gas and you need a jacket / pierce the veil (super emo, suicidal vibes, highly emotional and poetic lyrics)
* love the way you lie / rihanna (there are 2 parts, i personally prefer part 2)
* teddy bear / melanie martinez (her music generally tends to focus on children’s lifestyle which can be creepy and seem pedophilic and i have mixed feelings about her but this one is kinda okay. just warning you in case you’re sensitive to it)
* dollhouse / melanie martinez (same with this one, i actually really like this one)
* cold as you / taylor swift

RECOVERING FROM ABUSE/TOXIC RELATIONSHIPS + RECOVERING FROM GENERAL DEPRESSIVE STATE (can also work non-madd)
* clean / taylor swift
* i’m not a robot / marina and the diamonds
* if i die young / the band perry (it’s a reminder of the aftermath of suicide)
* warrior / demi locator
* human / cher lloyd
* human / christina perri (they’re different songs)
* fight song / rachel platten
* try / colbie caillat (on female body image and standards)
* scars to your beautiful / alessia cara (also female body image and standards)
* wide awake / katy perry
* saturn / sleeping at last
* lovely / twenty one pilots
* carry on / fun

YOU’RE MY HOME + FAMILY OF FRIENDS + PLATONIC ROMANCE + JUST HANGING OUT (with a hint of friends with benefits)
* sweater weather / the neighborhood
* love / lana del rey
* she looks so perfect / 5 seconds of summer
* team / lorde
* we are young / fun
* this is what makes us girls / lana del rey
* tennis court / lorde
* 22 / taylor swift
* LA devotee / panic! at the disco
* holy ground / taylor swift
* forest / twenty one pilots
* royals / lorde
* new romantics / taylor swift
* i’m yours / jason mraz
* house of gold / twenty one pilots
* castle on the hill / ed sheeran

ASCENDANCE + FEMME FATALE + FEELING POWERFUL/DANGEROUS
* castle / halsey
* how to be a heartbreaker / marina + the diamonds
* heathens / twenty one pilots
* blank space / taylor swift
* dangerous woman / ariana grande
* control / halsey
* can’t be tamed / miley cyrus
* national anthem / lana del rey
* primadonna girl / marina and the diamonds
* centuries / fall out boy
* emperor’s new clothes / panic at the disco
* circus / britney spears
* music to watch boys to / lana del rey
* defying gravity / idina menzel
* homewrecker / marina and the diamonds
* off to the races / lana del rey

an extra bit of advice:

-follow up a series of dark/sad themes with a few happier themes
-try not to engage in the violent/depressing themes, but i know sometimes it’s just too hard to resist, so when you just *have* to daydream violence and the like, if it gets too intense for your health, cut off the music, take a little break, put on a happier song even if you don’t feel like listening to one yet
-please turn the volume down, darling
-drink water!! take breaks
-if you cry, it’s okay

i hope this helps!! sorry to the boys, these are mostly directed @ girls cause i’m a girl and so is my parame :// if you’d like to request more themes, drop them in my inbox or leave a comment and i’ll see what i can do for you!!

The One That Got Away ( Peter Parker X Reader )

First, before you guys read this piece. Please do not kill me. I was so in the mood to write when I listened to Katy Perry. Forgeve meh my fellow Hollanders. I’ll make it up to you guys. For now this all I can offer.

Peter. My best friend and my first love.

We knew each other since grade school. We always had each others back. He was a such a sweet boy. He didn’t made it hard for me to fall inlove.

“ Your staring at her again. ” Ned said as I looked at Peter’s direction. He was staring at her again. Ever since he saw her, she was the only thing that came out of his mouth.

“ How can I not? She’s so perfect. She’s beautiful and smart. ” Peter mumble as his eyes twinkled. The twinge of pain hit my chest like a bullet. I hate it when this happens. I hate how he could be so blind. But I can’t seem to hate him.

“ Why can’t you just ignore him Y/n? ” Michelle said as we sat inside the library. She’s been my bestfriend eversince I entered Midtown School of Science and Technology. I started telling her my feelings for Peter for awhile now. She is constantly telling me to just ditch Peter so my feelings can disappear. It wasn’t gonna be that easy.

I had been with Peter for a long time, I knew everything about Peter. I know what he eats, what he likes and what he tends to do as a habit.

I even know that his Spiderman.

“ Mich, I can’t just do that. ” I said as I skim through my chemistry book and began highlighting some notes. I heard her sigh in frustration in front of me. “ Why are you so nice?!” she grumbled as I just laughed and held her hand as the anger in her face disappeared and tightened her hold on my hand.

“ Ok I’ll let this slide one more time. But please, can you be selfish for once. Think about yourself. I just don’t want to see you hurt. If you really like him just blurt it out already. ” she said as she gave me a concerned look. She is right. Maybe I can change Peter’s feeling. What he is feeling for Liz is just a crush. I can still change it.

“ Ok, I’ll tell him. ” you said as you pulled away from Michelle’s grasp and took your phone out.

To: PeterParkingLot 😂😁

Hey, are you free? Let’s go eat out tonight. I got something to tell you. I’ll wait for you at the park. See you at 5.

You pressed send as you looked at Michelle with determination.

Class ended and you immidiately dressed up as pretty as possible. Just a typical sleeveless shirt and buttoned down jeans. You look at your self in the mirror as you took a breath.

“ You look beautiful sweet heart. ” you heard someone said. You turned to see your grandmother. She was the only parent that you have in Queens. Your parents work abroad to provide money for you.

You smiled at her as she walked towards you and handed you a familiar cream colored envelope. Then it came to you. It was the love letter you made for Peter last school year that you failed to give. Your grandmother looked at you and held your hands and said.

“ You can do it. This is it. ”

You nodded and smiled at her. She was right. He needs to know. It was now or never.

You made your way to the park. You got there earlier than expected which was strange. When you and Peter would eat out, even if you were the one that asked out he would always be the first to arrive at the meeting spot.

“ maybe he just want to finish the death star lego construction with Ned it was almost done anyway. ” you said positively. You looked at your watch.

4:55 pm.

Five minutes more. He was just late.

An hour had past. It seemed like an eternity. The sky has started to darken. You looked at your watch.

6:56 pm.

His not coming.

“ He’ll come. His just patrolling Queens right now. ” you said. With that you continued to wait.


At 7:30 you decided to make your way to his apartment. Maybe he was just busy doing homework and missed your text.


You looked up at the dark sky. And then you saw a figure swing buy. Two figures.


You followed it. As you got near it revealed more clearly who the two was.


It was Spider man and in his arms was … . . Liz.

You saw then drop by an Alley. You made it to the Alley and peaked.

Peter hung upside down as Liz stood infront of him. They were talking and laughing. Needles pierced its way to your heart. Thousand of needles stab its way to your chest. What happened next killed you.

Liz began to lower his mask on the half of Peter’s pace. Then she placed a warm kiss on his lips.

Like a sword, it stabbed you from behind and had you in a insane pain. Your eyes watered as your hands covered your mouth. A kiss was enough.

A kiss was enough to tell the Person the word “ I Love You. ”

A kiss was enough, to say that he loved her.

A kiss was enough, to tell you that you were to late.

You ran away as far as you could. Away from the scene. Away from the pain. Away from him. Away from Peter.

The starry night sky disappeared as it darkened and thundered.

“ Pitter, Patter. ”

The rain sounded as it fell.

You stood in the middle of a dark side walk. Under the rain. Numb and broken.

Your phone vibrated from your pocket you pulled it out as water hit its screen and on it showed a picture of Peter. You swiped the red icon indicating that you declined the call. Your phone’s lockscreen revealed your phone history.

150 messages and 50 calls from Ned, Michelle, and Peter.

You stared at the screen as you pressed the off button, shutting the phone down. You looked at your watch.

12:01 am.

It was past midnight. Yet you didn’t care.

The road was barely empty. You did something crazy without even nothing.

You walked towards the middle of the road.

You looked at the sky.

You smiled.

The sky cried with you.

You cried with your head up to the sky making your tears fall like waterfalls. You gripped the letter at your right hand.

You were too numb.

Too broken.

Too sad.

Too pained

To notice what was happening around you.

To notice the pair of headlights on your way.

The lights glowed brighter as it drew near. The rain’ made it impossible for the driver to see you. Then… . .

Peter held his phone as he stood in front of a corpse covered in a white blanket. His gaze landed on Michelle and your grandmother crying.

Michelle cried as she placed an arm on your grandmothers back and one on the clothed corpse. Your grandmother shouting pleads and begs for the clothed to wake up. Peter’s eyes landed on Ned on the other side. Crying. And before him was your father and mother hugging the corpse.

Your mother slowly removed the cloth from the corpse face.

It revealed a cold, lifeless Y/n.

Peter’s eyes watered as he gripped his phone and on the screen was your text message.

From: Y/nDaBestie😂😆

Hey, are you free? Let’s go eat out tonight. I got something to tell you. I’ll wait for you at the park. See you at 5.

Sent by Y/nDaBestie Yesterday.

He was so busy with Liz that he forgot you. He cried as he dropped on the floor as he stared at your dead body.

The days of past as your funeral began. Peter stood infront your coffin for the whole day. His Aunt May would beg him to rest and will comeback tomorrow. He did get rest but at the following day he will do the same routine. Stand infront.

He ignored Liz. He didn’t feel anything when she said her condolences. The last day of the funeral came and your burial came. Your grandmother watched Peter stand infront of your tombstone. Unmoving.

She stared at the familiar envelope in hand. She sighed and walked beside Peter who noticed her but didn’t turn.

“ Here lies Y/n L/n

a Loving daughter and a supportive friend. ( (birth year) - 2017 ) ”

Peter stared at the words on the rock.

“ Here dear. ” he saw your grandma hand him a crippled unopened envelope. She gave him a sad smiled. “ She wanted you to have it. ” she said as she patted his back and walked away.

Peter watched her leave and spun his attention back at the letter. It was adressed to him from You.

He tore it open and pulled out a crumpled letter. He then began to read its content.

Hey Peter!

I don’t know to say this in personal and I would probably faint if I did so I put it in a letter. So it goes like this, You and I have been friends for a very long time. We’ve had each other’s back for a quite a long time now.

You are the best thing that happened to me Peter. You didn’t make it hard for me to fall in love with you. Heres the dealio.

I Love You Peter.

I Love you so much. Not because your smart, not because spider man.

But because its you. I love everything about you. Every part and every flaw that you have. I’ve always loved you. I’ve always had.

Love

Y/n.

With that, he pressed the letter on his chest hugging it close as he knelt before your stone and his tears dripping down his eyes.

THE SIGNS AS CHANDLER BING QUOTES
  • Aries: All right. Rock, paper, scissors for who has to tell the whore to leave.
  • Taurus: It's a Sunday. I don't move on Sundays.
  • Gemini: I'm glad we're having a rehearsal dinner. I rarely get to practice my meals before I eat them.
  • Cancer: I say more dumb things before 9 a.m. than most people say all day.
  • Leo: Why yes Ross. Pressing my third nipple, it opens the delivery entrance to the magical land of Narnia.
  • Virgo: So it seems like this internet thing is here to stay, huh?
  • Libra: I'm hopeless and awkward and desperate for love.
  • Scorpio: You know, I think I don't care.
  • Sagittarius: Oh, that makes me feel so warm in my hollow tin chest.
  • Capricorn: All right, I took the quiz. And it turns out I do put career before men.
  • Aquarius: I'm not great at the advice. Can I interest you in a sarcastic comment?
  • Pisces: Couldn't we just lose our virginities again? Because I think, actually, mine's growing back.
The Double Standard

Zayn is in the Weedgate Video.

Fandom: Ugh druggie trash.

Louis is in the Weedgate Video.

Fandom: Oh he’s just stressed out with everything.


Zayn is spotted out partying in mixed company.

Fandom: Man whore! I can’t believe he’d cheat on Perrie!

Louis is spotted out partying in mixed company.

Fandom: Aw bless, he’s just having a few drinks with friends. He deserves to relax, I dont know why the press makes this such a big deal.


Zayn becomes official Ambassador of the British Asian Trust & donates money & resources to various charities.

Fandom:    ….

Louis donates money & resources to various charities.

Fandom: Oh our darling boy, he’s so generous. We’re so proud!


Zayn leaves the band out of nowhere with zero press release, under shady circumstances and we never get a full explanation.

Fandom: Traitor!! We hate you. The boys are better off without you. 

Louis impregnates a complete random with zero press release, under shady circumstances and we never get a full explanation.

Fandom: This is clearly a stunt haha. No way this is real. Louis would never do that. That ho is obviously looking for attention. #Larry4Ever


Zayn defends his friend on Twitter.

Fandom: Traitor! *insert racist remark here*

Louis defends his friend on Twitter.

Fandom: Haha King of Sass. I love it. 


Zayn breaks up with long-term PR Relationship Girlfriend. Says nothing about it publicly.

Fandom: OMG he broke up with her in a text message? What a jerk. Shes better off, he was a cheater anyway.

Louis  breaks up with long-term PR Relationship Girlfriend. Says nothing about it publicly.

Fandom: Finally he can be with Harry without all that bullshit. I llike Eleanor and all but Im so happy they are both free.


Zayn faves a pic of Kylie on Twitter

Fandom: Ugh he so gross, he just ended his relationship, what a creep.

Louis faves pic of Rihanna on Twitter.

Fandom: Haha cute, I love Ri Ri.


Zayn retweets a couple things regarding the music industry & a song he likes. Only responding when he is personally attacked by an uninvolved third party.

Fandom: What a child. I can’t believe he would shade Taylor & Little Mix. He’s a misogynistic asshole. Fuck him I’m glad he left. 

Louis intentionally drags someone on Twitter, going directly for them.

Fandom: Haha! #tomlinsonslaysagain


Me:

russianspacegeckosexparty  asked:

Think about Biracial!Steve "catching up on" all the things he's missed, including modern pop culture, namely black culture with Sam's help. The truth is he's a big nerd who's loving every second of immersing himself. "Which one is Felicia?" "Quick question: Why does the black character ALWAYS die?" "Why is Tyler Perry allowed to make movies? I didn't die for this"

Okay but we have to expand on the Tyler Perry thing because I fucking hate him with a passion. We have to talk about how one of the first black movies Steve saw when fresh out of the ice, was a Madea movie and how he was literally disgusted with the entire ordeal. While watching this black man, clown older black women he just kept thinking back to the older black women from back in his day that accepted him when no one else did, all of his mother’s friends were black women, aside from Bucky’s mother. They were all fat, black women, opinionated and wonderful, brave black women whose wisdom never went unnoticed and he cherished them. So fast forward 70 years, he’s sitting with a laptop he’s taught himself how to use, still reflecting on the Battle of New York in a box apartment in Brooklyn, watching this train wreck and fuming

He can’t believe this something being praised and he’s beyond pissed and from then on every time someone mentions Tyler Perry he gets the nastiest side eye. On another note, his favorite era of entertainment is of course the 90s. He glares at white people wearing t-shirts that say, “Bye Felicia.” and basically lives in Sam’s music room, yes he has a music room full of cassettes, CDs, vinyls and more, and immerses himself in old school hip hop and r&b. And because he’s not a purest he also dabbles in a lot of new stuff, he’s a Nicki stan. When Anaconda gets released he’s the first one on instagram rapping along to the lyrics while driving, the video goes viral. He thinks a lot of new music is fun, he’s happy about seeing more black faces being even more creative. He publicly bitches about the tired trope of black people dying in horror movies or getting gross stereotypical roles and was quoted saying, “Well damn, we might as well not be there if we’re dying in 20 minutes.”, that was his review for basically every horror movie ever made. He’s a fan of memes, has made memes of himself, loves all things pop culture because he feels like he has a chance to be present now. He’s here, he’s involved in the world in more ways than just surviving or being used as a prop or being shot at, and he loves it.

Fate Can Bite Me

Carmilla Week 2017
Prompt 3: Favourite Movie/TV Show

Summary: Just when Laura is getting used to her life as the slayer and she’s managed to balance patrols, school, work and pie dates with Danny, fate kicks her in the teeth.

A mystery assailant and an absolutely terrible new boss don’t really make for a calm and relaxed slayer, especially when the assailant keeps showing up.


Welcome to day three, Creampuffs!

I haven’t watched Buffy in years by this point, but it’s a really great show and it fit so well for this prompt that I just had to. Let’s face it, Laura would make an awesome slayer. She’s already got the whole falling in love with vampires thing down.

And she has red-headed sidekicks!

Anyway, I hope you guys enjoy reading! Let me know what you think!


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To thank you guys for supporting us, I wanted to tell you a special story.

I can’t say I’ve ever really been super in-tune with the whole romance/”falling in love” thing. It was something that happened in movies and on tv, or something me and Ferb manufactured for someone else. It was easy to understand when it came to other people, but I never even thought about it for myself. It never really occurred to me that it’d be a part of my life in any direct way.

When I found out about Ferb’s feelings for me, I thought we might as well try it out. And it worked out great! Ferb certainly perked up, and I gotta admit that making out is pretty fun. Sure, there’s the whole “we can’t tell anyone” thing, but I’ve enjoyed it. It’s nice to be so close and intimate with someone who means the world to me. And I guess I thought that was all there was to it.

But then we were taking a walk one day just outside town, and we were talking about all kinds of things - our friends, Perry, inventions, adventures, the infinite reaches of space - and somewhere along the line I must have said something pretty funny, because Ferb just burst out laughing. I was kind of in awe; he laughs often enough, but it’s rare that he really lets go and busts a gut like that. I was watching him and thinking about how great it was, how nice it was to hear, how happy I felt seeing him that way…

And then it hit me like a ton of bricks.

It was like some kind of explosion set off inside my whole body, like I’d just discovered the secrets of the universe all at once. That’s kind of terrifying, you know? Just this huge overwhelming realization of how it all works and always has worked and always will be. I’ve always loved Ferb, he’s my brother, but that day I realized what it means to be in love. 

And it scared the crap out of me.

But when Ferb saw my face, he just cracked up even harder because I must have looked absolutely ridiculous. And then it was like that huge block of emotions just sort of melted over me, and I loved him, and that was it. So I started laughing, too. Next thing I know, we’re leaning against each other for support and gasping for air, and I can’t even remember what I said that was so funny because I love him so much and it’s the most perfect moment in the whole world. 

I still can’t even remember what I said. Pretty sure it was super inappropriate, though. I blame Buford.

-Phineas

Thank you all so much for following and supporting us! Ask Phinferb would be nothing without you! 

Did Ellen Sexually Harass Katy Perry?

at the 5:58 mark she hits the NAIL ON THE HEAD!!

and i was literally telling a friend yesterday that it’s going to be interesting when the first allegations of sexual harassment comes out against a  WOMAN in hollywood. the way these things go is that we set the world on fire when men do something but the moment we find women doing the same thing, we ease up, we make excuses why it’s different, we make excuses why it’s not harmful and we suddenly become more than happy to demand that men act in ways we normally would call “toxic” (“be a man,” “if you were a real man you wouldn’t…” and on and on). the hypocrisy is going to be sad and pathetic as usual.

i will say however that during this video, i did think of the word “bitch” and how i as a guy can’t call a woman that without some backlash (even when she deserves to be called the name) but women use it as a term of affection and respect towards each other. there’s a bit of this that falls into that category but not entirely.

anonymous asked:

My heart is all warm thanks to you!seriously,Alexander Skarsgard all lovely and perfect prince charming melted my heart! THANK YOUUUUU!!!

He is, isn’t he? Like it comes out naturally, all you need is a mere look at him and you’re a gonner! He makes my non-existent heart melt too!

I watched the entire Big Little Lies series in a day with my friend just cause of Alex and even when we wanted to hate him so bad for his character there were those moments that… we could only see Alexander, not Perry, and we had to keep ourselves from going all mushy! He’s amazing!

Comparisons (Jerrie Oneshot)

You guys probably haven’t seen a post of mine formatted like this in a while! But I’m sure you still all know what it means! That’s right! After making you guys wait for ages, I have a oneshot for you! This one was something I kept completely secret and actually wrote in about three or four days. I loved the prompt, and I hope you all love it to. Thank you for always being so supportive and always sticking with me <3 I didn’t edit this one meticulously, only because I wanted to post this as soon as I could. Since I haven’t written in ages, feedback would really be appreciated, and the more I get, the more I stay motivated to keep writing! Thank you all so much! :D

Also, I know that sometimes long text posts (this oneshot is over 12,000 words) get cut off on mobile, so if you’re on mobile, to avoid getting cut off, visit MY PAGE OF FICS and then click on “Comparisons” (it should be the first one) to read it! :D Hope you all enjoy it!

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Jo Im is a Korean-American jazz singer who I was lucky to grab an interview with this week. Check out her cover of Corinne Bailey Rae’s “Like a Star” above!

Can you give us a little background? What do you do besides music?

I just graduated this last year, and right now I am working as a waitress. However, I am working on applying to grad schools for teaching social science and music. Besides working on music, I also like to hike, do pilates, and cook!

How did you get interested in singing and music?

I first started in the same way many children are introduced to music in a Korean family – through classical piano lessons. In high school, I was a piano accompanist for a choral group called the Women’s Ensemble, and it was mandatory for every student to take a sight-singing test. Right after I finished taking the test, the choral conductor, Mrs. Alderman, told me she was surprised to hear my voice and encouraged me to audition for her other advanced choral ensembles. From then on, I auditioned for many vocal groups and fell in love with singing even more. 

Who could you list as your major influences?

I have many major influences! But these would be the ones I can think on top of my head: 

Christina Aguilera, Beyonce, Sarah Vaughan, Rihanna, John Coltrane, Katy Perry, Kurt Elling, Ella Fitzgerald, Mel Torme, Rachelle Ferrell, Amel Larrieux, Leah McFall, Ariana Grande, and Rita Ora.

What are the top 10 most played songs in your music library?

“Happy” by Pharrell, “Problem” by Ariana Grande, “Nature Boy” by Kurt Elling, “Yonce” and “Ghost” by Beyonce, “In a Sentimental Mood” by Sarah Vaughan, “Phresh Out the Runway” by Rihanna, “Unconditionally” by Katy Perry, “My Favorite Things” by John Coltrane, and “Fighter” by Christina Aguilera.

You release a lot of your covers on Youtube through Arella TV, can you tell us a little about that?

My friend Jay Arella asked me to do a Christmas music video with him; it was a cover of “Baby It’s Cold Outside.” After that we just started making more music videos, and before we knew it, we made six videos together. However, I am planning to make my own Youtube channel soon!

What does your family think of your venture into music?

At first my family was a little cautious because the pursuit of a music career is very risky financially. However, once they saw that my professors truly believed in my musical abilities, they began to support me in creating music. My mom feels nervous about me pursuing music as a career but the rest of my family supports me but would encourage me to have a back up plan. 

Do you feel that your ethnicity or identity has helped you or held you back in any way?

I felt being Korean-American in America held me back when it came to pursuing a singing career because singing was considered risky and unprofessional. You don’t see any Asian American women in mainstream music. Not only that, but for one to possibly enter the industry, they must fit certain stereotypical roles that degrade and pigeonhole Asian and Asian American women. This held me back because in the past, I was always hesitant and afraid to show my family my passion for singing. However, when it came to being a classical pianist, my family had supported me more because like many Koreans believe, the classical piano was considered a “dignified” and “virtuosic” solo art. 

When it came to a musical performance career, the classical piano is one of the most stable instruments to play. Nevertheless, playing the piano gave me an advantage because I was able to sight-read and use my knowledge of music theory to enhance my progress. In addition, I learned a lot about discipline and ambition from Korean culture, so that helped me excel in my musical skills because my work ethic was built upon those values. 

What’s next for you? What can we expect in 2014?

I’ll be experimenting with music a lot since I’m still trying to find myself musically. I will also be releasing my own Youtube channel and posting a lot more videos there. Hopefully, I will start writing and producing my own music!

Is there any advice you’d give to someone pursuing music?

Do not let fear stop you from being original. Continuously experiment to discover yourself. When it comes to covers, try to find a way to change and find your own identity, whether it is through a concept of a music video, variation of melody, arrangement, instrumentation, and improvisation. Don’t be afraid to be yourself, embrace criticisms, ignore hate, and spread love!

anonymous asked:

Hi can i get a request of yurio and victor getting outraged and protective of their s/o after witnessing some stranger bully or make racist remarks on them? //pretty much inspired by recent events haha.. im an exchange student and i was with my friends.. some lady pulled at my hair and started yelling saying i shouldnt be here stealing jobs etc. I must have stood out amongst my friends cos im asian. Tough and odd experience but i still love this country

Oh, my god!  。゚・ (>﹏<) ・゚。 First thing, I’m sorry I didn't answer this earlier. Second I totally get what you’re feeling one time I go to the beach and some American said that I should get out of there because I’m making the place dirty since my skin is light tanned. Third thing,  just as Katy Perry said about Donald Trump presidential win, we cannot be silenced and stand up for our rights because everyone deserves the same right and respect as everyone else regardless their nationality, sexuality orientation, among other things. 

Sorry if Yuri was short cause I was short on ideas!


Viktor Nikiforov: 

“That was a delicious meal! Right (Name)?” he tells his partner happily as they were walking back to the hotel after having a nice dinner in a local restaurant.

“Of course!” his lover agreed to him and felt him tighten their interlocked hands in a loving manner.

“I love having moments like this with you.” he commented while looking at them in a loving manner.

They simply smiled and with a loving gaze tells him, “Same Viktor.”

He felt his heart thump faster than it already was, and left his interlocked hands so he can place his arm over to their shoulder and bring them closer to his side. As they reached the building they go to the elevator, once it’s opened they stepped in along with some stranger.

 But Viktor notices that the unknown person was close to his lover and when they are inside they stayed away from them and stay close to the wall.However, the thing that he was annoyed about this person was the disgusting face they had when they saw his beloved. But the next thing they do went Viktor go to beast mode.

“People like them should all die.” they mumbled with a pleasing tone, after taking another glance at his significant other.

In a fast motion, Viktor softly pushed his lover behind and once he is in front of the stranger, he slams hard his hand next to his face with an angry expression and evil eyes glaring at them making the person scared cause of his face.

With an evil grin, he leans on their ear and whispered:“It’s better, be the first and the last time you make a racist comment on my partner, or else this hand will be slammed on your face with no mercy.”

He leans back to see the person shaking in fear, “Are we clear?” he questioned at them.The person nods rapidly and hearing the door opened they run for their lives. 

He looks at his lover and cups their face in a loving manner, “Don’t worry my love nobody will hurt you when I’m next to you.” he tells them and kisses their nose.


Yuri Plisetsky:

“Do you like the lunch that my Grandfather made?” he asks with a happy tone to his lover, as they walked with their hands interlocked while walking through the park. 

They looked at him with a smile and nods, “Of course, it was so good!” his lover commented making his heart go wild.

“Glad to know!” he added with a kind smile and looks around the park to see an ice cream vendor and looks at his partner. “Want some ice cream!” he asks them and they nod. 

They walked over the vendor, and Yuri notices the vendor man looks at his partner in a disgusting way that makes him annoyed. 

“Can I have some (favorite flavor) ice cream?” his lover asked the man which he responds with a grunt. By now Yuri had an annoyed face.

“I don’t serve people like you Miss.” he replies with an obnoxious voice, in an instant, Yuri kicks the man chest making him go to the floor. 

“You better apologize to them or else I will make you by beating the hell out of you!” Yuri yells angrily at him and gaining some attention around the park.

The man gulped at his expression and totally intimidated by him. “I’m so sorry!” he apologizes to them. With a huff, he grabs a cone and puts some  (favorite flavor) ice cream and hands to his lover. Yuri throws money at the man afterward,  puts an arm around his lover and walks away. 

“Nobody hurts (Name). ” he thought and kisses their temple in a loving way.


He Cheats With You (Mini Series) Part 6

  Links to parts 1-2-3-4-5 here! 

   Your POV: (8 months later)

      You smiled walking into the pub to pick up a nice warm cup of tea, your boss had let you off early today so it was nice to get out of the cold weather and into the nice warmth of the pub. As you sat at the bar, with a hot cup in your hands you heard the TV blare ‘One Direction’ and your head immediately snapped up, your hand automatically going to the cigarette tucked behind your ear. 

     ”So this question is for Niall, how do you feel about playing in Dublin?” the interviewer questioned. 

    “Oh I’m totally ecstatic, can’t wait to play in Ireland.” he smiled. The interviewers continued with their questions and you surveyed the conference table your eyes landed on Zayn, he was sitting back in his chair twirling a pen around and around whilst the boys answered numerous questions. He seemed to be concentrating on something but you couldn’t pin point it. Just as you thought you’d had enough of seeing him again, the interviewer turned to him. 

     ”Zayn?” his head shot up, as he was brought out of his trance, 

    “Sorry I didn’t catch that,” he mumbled as the boys chuckled and the interview smiled and restated the question. 

    “I asked, how’s the engagement…any plans?” you shifted in your seat uncomfortably as he sighed. 

    “Actually…there is no more engagement,” he stated, suddenly narrowing his eyes. 

     ”I’m sorry, what?” the interview prodded, he along with the other boys looked shocked.  

    “Perrie and I had a falling out a while ago, I’m just making it public, we’ll remain friends but for now…I don’t think we can be more than that.” Zayn nodded, clicking the pen in his hand incessantly. 

   ”Um…we’ll be right back, after the break.” the interviewer cut to commercial. You sat in the stool in shock, finishing the tea and setting it on the bar along with the money you left to your flat, your eyes wide and jaw still slack. 

    Zayn’s POV: Once again we were in (Y/N)’s hometown, after the interview a couple of days ago I realized that even though I didn’t know (Y/N)’s number and I had no way of contacting her…I still knew where she lived. I hadn’t tried to contact her whilst I was at home because…she was right to an extent, I was still with Perrie but it didn’t exactly mean that I was going to give up either. 

    I had a connection with (Y/N), she was more than looks and smiles, she was genuine and personality and passion all in one. She was ambitious, she loved me for who I was and never once let me pay for anything, never once asked for anything from me. I knew though, in the back of my mind that if she had asked for anything…I would’ve given it to her, as she had my heart but she tugged at the strings when she rejected me all those months ago. 

     I broke it off with Perrie, to be with (Y/N). Morally, I knew it was wrong but I couldn’t stay anymore, knowing that (Y/N) and I still had that connection between us. She didn’t understand and I couldn’t bring myself to tell her about (Y/N) but I think she had an idea. 

   Niall wasn’t exactly happy with how things ended, but I knew he would accept it once he saw that I was doing things the right way, although I didn’t know how (Y/N) would react when she saw me, I knew how I would. 

     Your POV: 

        After stepping into your apartment you sighed and proceeded to put music on whilst you cooked dinner for yourself. Soon you placed the prepared plate on the table and was about to sit down when the doorbell rang. Thinking it was probably a neighbour asking for some sugar or something you sighed and went to the door.

      “Hey do you-” you stopped mid sentence as your eyes drank in his appearance, disheveled, windblown and completely gorgeous.

       "Zayn,“ you breathed whilst he let himself in.

   "I…Perrie and I aren’t together anymore.” he blurted before you could say anything else.

     "I realized…that we weren’t meant to be together. When we first embarked on this relationship, we knew what came with it, secrets, staying hidden from the public and even relocating. I guess I kind of came to the conclusion that I didn’t want that…the whole sneaking around with you. In the end, you weren’t ‘the other woman’, you were my sole focus, the one who really made my heart beat a million times per second…I love you (Y/N) and I never stopped.“ he finished his disquisition and proceeded to move closer to you.

      "Zayn-you can't…you can’t just barge in here like we haven’t seen each other in eight months and pretend that everything will just go back to the way it was, I mean you’ve been gone! We’re over for Gods sake, but here you are standing in my foyer asking me to take you back! Zayn I just- I need-” he stopped your rambling with his lips, kissing you fiercely as if his life depended on it. It wasn’t long until you found yourself slipping into the kiss, closing your eyes as he lifted you against the wall and carried you into the bedroom, dinner forgotten. 

     "So how are the boys taking it?“ you asked, whilst Zayn played with your hands, 

    "Niall…is Niall I guess but the lads are alright with this. Modest doesn’t like what I did but over time grew to accept it, they know how I feel about you and they’re willing to give us a chance.” he smiled, pressing his lips to your temple. 

    “I wish Niall could see that I’m not a bad person,” you sighed, “I know we didn’t meet under entirely good circumstances but I just…I want him to like me." 

    "I know love, and he will I promise you. For now…I just want to lay here with you, and stay with you for as long as possible.” he smiled, bringing his arms around your waist and pulling you impossibly closer to him. 

    “Our relationship may be chaotic, and completely and utterly dysfunctional but as long as I’m with you…I don’t want anyone else.” he smiled into your hair.

     ’You and I…we don’t wanna be ilke them,’ he sang softly as you pressed a kiss to his cheek, knowing that whatever curveball was aimed your way, you would catch it and throw it back, whatever hate was spat at you would be repelled back and no matter what, you had Zayn…and you couldn’t be happier. 

The end!

   

anonymous asked:

Got any fluffy Hollstein stories?

how about a band au where laura and carm answer questions sent to laura on tumblr… and literally all of them are about her and carm being a couple??? bc band aus make me happy also sorry it’s long omg i wrote it in class it was like 10 pages in my notebook

Laura flicks on the camera with a bright smile.

“Hi guys!” She greets (to, technically, her wall). “So, I’m here with-” she turns to her right, where… absolutely nobody was sitting. “Carmilla! You have to do this!”

“I know,” the familiar brunette appears from the kitchen doorway, two mugs in her hands. She gives Laura the TARDIS one and sits down beside her on the light blue sofa. “Just thought you’d want some cocoa is all.”

The blonde smiles, sipping her cocoa happily. She lets out a quiet hum. Three marshmallows – she remembered! “There you have it, folks: Dark and broody teen heart throb Carmilla Karnstein is actually a big softy.” She tells the camera.

Carmilla rolls her eyes. “Only for you, cupcake.”

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jascnscott  asked:

Hello there! I was wondering if y'all know any fics similar to "It’s like he’s all that" by MemeKon?

WHAZZZUPPPP itsraininghales (ABSO-FUCKING-BRILLIANT URL THERE, BUDDY) 

WHAT ASPECT OF IT DO YOU WANT? THE HIGH SCHOOL? THE PINING? THE ADORABLE JOCK DEREK? THE NERDY ASSHOLE STILES? ALL OF IT?

HERE. LET ME JUST THROW A WHOLE LOT OF HIGH SCHOOL AUs WITH PINING AND MISUNDERSTANDINGS AT YOU AND PRAY IT’S WHAT YOU WANTED.

Oh, and this is the fic she’s referring to:

It’s like he’s all that by MemeKon

3,640  I  First Kiss, Fluff

Teen and Up

Stiles is different. Stiles is not nice under any definition of the word, he’s such an asshole. Sure, he’s a good guy deep down, he punched Jackson square in the jaw when he mocked the McCall kid for an asthma attack that one time, and Derek knows he helped Erica Reyes get that video of her seizure taken down, but he’s so—

“Fuck off, Derek.” Stiles tells him without sparing him a glance when Derek sits next to him on chemistry. “I’m not up to play She’s All That with you, dude.”

-yeah.

(School crushes are so complicated.)

AND NOW, ONWARD WITH THE LIST!!!!! (okay, I may have gone a little overboard. But I think the real question we need to ask ourselves is, CAN WE EVER HAVE TOO MANY HIGH SCHOOL AUs? NO. WE REALLY FUCKING CAN’T) 

I Got My Eye On You by TangentiaLives

1,263  I  Accidental Confessions, No Werewolves

Teen and Up

“Dude, really?” Isaac stands next to him, following his gaze with his own skeptical one. “Isn’t that the Stilinski kid? He’s president of the chess and prep bowl clubs, right?”

“So?” Derek snaps defensively. “Just because he’s smart—“ he catches himself, but it’s too late.

“Oh, I see.” A knowing smile in his direction. “It’s like that. Derek Hale, brought low by the power of plaid shirts and chemistry.” Isaac fairly purrs the last word.

That Boy Is Trouble by alphagottadonk

1,380  I  Teasing, Fluff

Not Rated

Prompt: AU where Stiles and Derek sit next to each other in sex ed

Mr. Klutz (Only Around Stiles) by Gregariousowl

1,435  I  Awkward Derek, Failwolf Derek

General Audiences

Usually Derek was agile and graceful with his movements. He never went through the awkward, long limbed, clumsy phase. But being a werewolf and all - that was expected. What wasn’t expected was that the first time he saw Stiles Stilinski, he fell down the stairs.

aka

Derek has never been so clumsy in his life until that Stilinski kid showed up with his distractingly attractive good looks.

you’re the one that i want by trilliastra

1,641  I  Miscommunication, Oblivious Derek

Teen and Up

“How do I ask someone to go to prom with me?” Stiles asks suddenly and Derek’s breath hitches.

They are in the middle of studying for their English test and Derek couldn’t be feeling more tired to deal with Stiles having a crisis.

-
Or the high school AU where Stiles tries to ask Derek to prom

Actual Awkward Teen, Derek Hale by Sheepnamedpig

1,707  I  3/3  I  Miscommunication, Awkward Derek

Teen and Up

It’s a rrrromance.

Out of my head and inside yours by thegirlwithnofreckles

2,900  I  Jealousy, Oblivious, Misunderstandings

Teen and Up

“I’m in love with Derek.” Stiles says. And realizes for the first time how much that is true.

“Oh.” Isaac looks like he is beginning to understand. “And does he know that?”

“Yeah, I told him last year.”

“And?”

“He laughed at me.”

“Oh.”

Five Times Derek Literally Falls for Stiles (and One Time…They Both Fall) by myhomeboy_stilinski

3,463  I  Pining, Meddling, Jock Derek

Teen and Up

Five times Derek is a failwolf and literally falls for Stiles Stilinski.
And one time they fall together.

Warning: A little bit cracky and contains meddling.

slip softly by roadsider

3,824  I  Oblivious Derek, First Kiss

Teen and Up

“You’re crushing hard on the kid, and to my knowledge, you’ve had all of what, three full conversations?”

Laura curves an eyebrow at him, tapping her nails against his tray. “And I’m pretty sure most of those were related to that science project you two did last year.”

“Can we not do this here,” Derek whines. He lifts his head just enough to peer at Laura. “In fact, can we not do this ever?”

Propelled or Compelled by fauvistfly

4,336  I  2/2  I  Skater Stiles, Jock Derek

Teen and Up

Based on this prompt that I posted and then filled:

I need the Sterek fic where Stiles is the skater punk who’s really a good kid but always has a skateboard and sort of has a reputation, and Derek the All-American baseball player who has a great smile for the parents but is just not all that happy. And Stiles is always at the park in his flannel shirts, doing little tricks on his board to get his energy out, and Derek can’t help but notice because his shirt always flies up and gives him a glimpse of that fucking happy trail.

Make Me Your One and Only by hazelNuts

6,378  I  Magic Stiles, Mates, Angst

Explicit

Anonymous said, “Hi sorry to bother you again with another prompt but this one won’t go away. It’s thanks to a throw away comment my friend made when we we’re listing to Dark Horse by Katy Perry and she called the love song for the possessive. That got the idea going in my mind of Derek fed up with his mate being oblivious and making his move while having this song playing. For some reason i pictured them maybe being seniors in high school and being good friends but pining for each other unknowingly thank you”

Being a werewolf in high school isn’t easy. Derek thinks he managed pretty well over the last few years. But he knows it could have gone very different if he hadn’t found an anchor in Stiles his first period, on his first day. They’re best friends now, and when Derek recognizes Stiles as his mate, he doesn’t think life can get any better. Except for Stiles to realize that they are, in fact, mates.

Here Comes Your Man by HaleHole (SweetFanfics)

6,821  I  3/3  I  Love Confessions, Awkward Derek

Teen and Up

“Batman? Really?” The familiar voice makes Derek pause, fingers pressing into the spine of his Physics book. He glances over to his left to look at the face that goes with the voice.

Stiles Stilinski is standing next to his locker and talking to him. Better check that actually.

Derek looks behind his open locker, making sure that there’s no one there or standing behind him before he turns back towards the jock. Who is more than amused at Derek’s antics. “I had you pegged for a Marvel fan.” The lacrosse star continues. “But that’s Dick’s run as Batman so maybe you’re just into Nightwing more than Batman.”

all human AU where Stiles and Derek go to BHHS and Kate who?

Good Old Fashioned Lover Boy by ChildOfTheRevolution

7,816  I  Prom, Humor, Kate Argent is a horrible person

Not Rated

It was Stiles’ turn to look at Scott as if he were crazy.
‘Wow yeah OK I’m just going to do that and ignore the fact that Derek Hale is a) in a relationship with crazy she bitch Kate Argent, b) is straighter then a stripper pole and c) is so far above my league that he’s playing for the Mets and I’m in little league.’

Cliche by adult_disneyprincess (orphan_account)

9,305  I  2/2  I  Hurt Stiles, Jealous Derek

Teen and Up

It’s cliché as shit, Stiles thinks. The nerd in love with the punk. He figures he wouldn’t want Derek Hale so much if he didn’t have those fucking tattoos everywhere, didn’t give a shit what people thought about him, and didn’t wear those stupid leather jackets. They’re not the same jacket either, Stiles has counted at least four different ones that the resident punk owns

White Blank Page by sonsandmumford

10,709  I  2/2  I  Journalist Stiles, Pining

Teen and Up

Stiles finally gets his big break while writing for The Beacon, the high school’s newspaper. His first (and probably only) chance at getting on the front page is to write an article about the captain of the lacrosse team, Derek Hale.

You’ve Got Notes by the_gramophone

14,817  I  Love Letters, Romantic Comedy, Fluff
Mature
Stiles Stilinski has wanted star basketball player Derek Hale forever, but what are the odds of that ever happening? A love story of letters, prom, and the healing power of milkshakes.

Elephants Aren’t White by PeanutButter

20,038  I  Misunderstandings, First Time

Explicit

Stiles never thought that deciding his prom date would come down to pulling names out of a hat but, then again, he thought, or hoped, that he and Lydia would be a thing by now and look where that’s got him.

Still, maybe he should start saying no when Scott comes up to him with these ideas.

The Scheming Rhymes of Romance by sofonisba_found

23,986  I  5/5  I  Poetry, Wooing, Romance

Mature

Stiles currently was, and had been, Derek’s poetic muse for years. Not that Stiles was really all that aware of that fact.

But when Stiles does find out about it their senior year of high school, he’s pretty okay with it.

Alright, so he is definitely a lot more than okay with it.

A story in which Derek writes copious amounts of poetry, Stiles is very appreciative of said poetry as well as Derek’s smile, and all of their friends are oddly and extremely invested in seeing these two get their act together.

Star-Crossed by cloudsarefluffy

32,949  I  4/4  I  Canon Divergent, A/B/O Dynamics, Wooing

Mature

My friend sent this to me on Tumblr: “I officially challenge sunshinexlollipops to write me a fluffy Sterek fic. No angst except for one small paragraph and it can not be major. High school AU. Stiles is a nerd, Derek is a jock. Tutor!Stiles. They fall in love.

Challenge accepted, Krista… Sort of?

Derek clears his throat quietly, resuming his plan on retrieving the boy’s mythology book, “Y-You dropped this…”

“I know, but- thanks.”

The boy snatches the book out of Derek’s hand with his mortification filling the air in a sharp, heady scent that has Derek’s wolf mentally salivating, “You’re welcome… Uh, do you know where the tutor session thing is supposed to be?”

“T-That’s me,” with another addition of pink to his cheeks, the boy rushes to correct himself a little, “I mean, I’m the tutor here and this is supposed to be- oh god, I’m really butchering this, aren’t I?”

The Lawn Ranger by Snowjob

33,496  I  4/4  I  Slow Build, Masturbation

Mature

In which Derek is an adolescent werewolf with a penchant for chocolate bunnies, and instead of the dream summer of lazing around the house playing video games and nibbling on his hoarded supply of easter candy his mother makes him get a job.

In which Stiles is a showoff jock with a broken arm and an embarrassing crush who can no longer push the lawn mower around the yard.

This Might Be Irony by thepsychicclam

38,340  I  Artist Stiles, Bullying

Mature

Stiles and Derek have been close friends since the Hale siblings moved in next door after their parents’ death. But Derek’s in the popular group, he’s a star baseball player, and he dates popular Pep Squad captain Jennifer Blake. Stiles doesn’t have any of that, just his skateboard and a hopeless crush on Derek (oh yeah, and his Vote Lydia Martin Prom Queen button). As prom and the baseball state championship grow closer, Stiles and Derek start rekindling their friendship.

And it all begins with two white boards.

We Move to the Same Rhythm by samann98

54,263  I  16/16  I  Dancer Stiles, Fluff, Bottom Derek

Explicit

Derek is the cocky captain of the basketball team with a not-so-secret love of dance and Stiles is the leader of the school’s struggling dance team. With Stiles’ dance team, Spin Cycle, on the verge of being disbanded, Lydia suggests they bring in some new members. Stiles agrees, until she suggests Derek Hale.

I Feel We’re Close Enough by samann98

55,595  I  9/9  I  Awkward Derek, Friends with Benefits

Explicit

Derek’s two friends share a look and even Boyd can’t muster up the strength to deal with his pathetic attempt at denial. “Come on now, Derek, seriously? We know about you and Stiles.”

“Yeah, we know you two are fuck buddies,” Erica adds with a smirk, and Derek buries his head in his hands.

“That’s not exactly the terminology I would use,” he murmurs, his whole face burning with embarrassment.

“How else would you describe having sex with your best friend who has no clue you’re in love with him?” Boyd asks, actually sounding curious about his answer.

Derek lifts his head, opens his mouth to reply, but only ends up making a few ridiculous noises that can’t pass for actual words. When Derek finally just throws his hands up in defeat, admitting, “Okay, fine, that’s exactly how you’d describe it,” Erica and Boyd shake their heads at him.

Or the one in which Derek and Stiles are childhood friends, their freshman year of high school Derek makes the craziest suggestion ever, and four years later Stiles decides to take him up on it.

Okay, my dear! I hope you enjoy this epic list of pining and high school and shenanigans!

See ya on the flipside!

Love and internet hugs,

Fluffy Wolf

BSM You Defend Him

Luke:

      You were Luke’s twin sister, but you had always felt like you had to defend him. You two were the complete opposites. You, with your died black hair, many piercings, dark clothes, and your snarky personality. One day though, Luke had come back from touring for a while and all his fans were mobbing you guys. A group of girls started pulling and grabbing at Luke, and he did his best trying not to retaliate. You felt anger though. Luke was your weak spot, and you always wanted to defend him. So, having the advantage of being taller, you grabbed at one girl and pulled her. She fell down and looked at you angrily. “Don’t touch my fucking brother again, do you understand?” She saw how you looked and the tone of your voice said that you were serious. She instantly called the other girls and they ran. You towered over almost all the other girls and was pretty intimidating. They all said quick goodbyes and left you two alone. “Thanks, but I had it under control." 

"No you didn’t, Lukey. Now I want to go home and play FIFA and order Chinese. You up for it?” He laughed before nodding and both of you walked hand in hand, enjoying the time being.

Calum:

      (AU) You were Calum’s younger sister. You were currently 14 years old and you were always teased about it. But today, you walked up to Calum’s room because you wanted ice cream and had run out. But you heard him talking on the phone and he sounded upset. “….Yeah, whatever…..No, I don’t want to do that!…. Please………Just stop……Fine!” He sounded defeated and then you heard him stop talking and open the door, only to find you behind it. “Y/N, did you hear any of that?”

“Any of what?”

“Never mind.” And then he brushed past you and walked outside the door, you following him. “Can you take me out for ice cream? I really want some.” He nodded glumly as you hopped into the car. You guys drove around in silence, until he stopped at your favorite ice cream shop. As you guys walked in, he stopped suddenly as you walked into him and almost losing your balance. “Hey Calum! Come here!" 

"Stay here, Y/N.” He ordered you, but you followed him anyways and heard all the hateful comments. Turns out this boy was threatening Calum about Mali-Koa because they were dating  and you couldn’t hold it in anymore. “Hi there, I just wanted to say that if you ever call my brother a faggot again, I will cut off your dick! Then I will put in a pot, cook it and I will eat it as if it was a hotdog, ARE WE CLEAR!” You grabbed the front of his shirt and he squirmed a little under your grasp. Then you took out your house keys, which split in two to make it into a very, very sharp scissor. He gulped a little and you smiled sweetly. You were a very….special child. “Good! Hope you learned your lesson, you asshole!” You said poisonously with a sugary sweet smile on your face, then you grabbed Calum’s hand and started walking away, but then you stopped forgetting one last thing, “Oh and stay away from my sister.” You said, not even turning back around. You looked over to Calum and he smiled brightly to you. You felt happy inside knowing you did the right thing.

Michael:

      You were Michael’s younger sister and you embarrassed him beyond compare. Whenever he had friends or girls in the house you had always known of a way to make him flushed. But today Michael had a girl upstairs and they were “studying”. You had already planned out your next attack. You were going to show her a video you recorded of Michael playing FIFA in his Superman robe, while singing Katy Perry. It was quite hilarious, really. You climbed up the stars slowly, not making any noise when you stopped right outside out Michael’s door and eavesdropped. “Please, Ashley. I really don’t want to do this.”

“Come on Michael. We both know you want to do it. Besides, it’ll be fun!” They both sounded out of breath and you instantly knew what was up. You opened the door, only to find Michael some what sitting up, with a girl hovering on top of him, with her hands dangerously low. Then you grabbed at her arm and pulled her as she fell onto the floor. You picked up her shirt and threw it at her. “Listen here ya little slut! If my brother doesn’t want to have sex with your skanky body, then respect it. You came here to study, not to get on your knees. So, put your shirt back on, and I suggest you leave, because if you don’t, I’m going to lose it and shove my PS4 remote control up your vagina! ARE WE CLEAR BITCH!” She nodded and then threw her shirt on and grabbed her things and left the house. You actually felt kind of proud. You looked over to Michael and he looked grateful. “Thanks, Y/N.”

“Anything for my brother. But I actually wanted you guys to be studying, ‘cuz I have the funniest video ever. Oh well. I guess I’m gonna go watch it by myself again.” Then you turned around and left to your room.

Ashton:

      You had been at the park reading under a tree peacefully, when the ice cream truck came. All these kids came running towards it, almost trampling over you. About a few minutes later, most of the kids had cleared out, but there was still one girl by the truck and you listened in, when seeing her distraught face. “But sir, I’m only missing three cents. It’s almost nothing!”

“Sorry, I need all of the money.” She looked helpless and you walked over to her and put a hand on her shoulder. Then you turned to the burly man. “Sir, three cents is nothing! It won’t change anything!”

“Like I said. I need the full payment!” You felt anger in you, and dropped your hand from her shoulder and pointed it crossly to the man. “You know mister, your parents must be fucking proud. You aren’t giving a girl her ice cream because she’s missing THREE FUCKING CENTS!”

“You BITCH! I NEED MY MONEY!”

“And a life!” You spit back. He then came out of the truck, and stood right in front of you. The girl backed away, but you held your place. He towered over you and stank like a skunk. You were very short. Probably because you were only 13 years old. “Give her the ice cream!”

“No!” Then he grabbed your shoulders and shook you in anger as you kicked him in the balls. He doubled over in pain. “I swear, if you don’t give her the ice cream NOW, I will climb into your truck, get one of your knives and chop off your penis and feed it to the pigeons MYSELF!” He then looked at you and walked back inside his truck as he got an ice cream, and threw it at you. It bounced off you and you grabbed it as he started up the truck. “And don’t worry, sir. Your employer will hear about this. You called a thirteen year old girl a bitch. Won’t that make a fantastic argument?” He then looked at you and for the first time, looked scared. “Please don’t!”

“Then learn from this and the next time someone is missing FUCKING THREE CENTS! Give them the ice cream, or I will find you and I WILL chop off your dick. Have a good day!” Then you flipped him off and turned around only to realize you had attracted a crowd and then you handed the girl her ice cream. Then, everyone started clapping and the girl hugged you. “You didn’t need to do that.”

“Of course I had to. He was awfully rude! I’m Y/N and you?”

“Lauren.” Then a tall boy walked up to the both of you. “What happened? What did I miss?” He said. Then for the first time, he noticed you and smiled distractedly. “Y/N, this my brother Ashton. Ash! You won’t believed what happened……” Lauren began telling the story, but you zoned off only realizing that your book was no where to be found. Then all of a sudden, it was thrusted towards you by Ashton. “Found this on the ground. Didn’t want it to get crushed. Here ya go. It’s yours isn’t it?" 

"Yeah, thanks.”

“Ya know, you have quite the language for a 13 year old!”

“Eh, whatever. I don’t give a fuck!” You both laughed and from that moment on, Lauren became your best friend and Ashton always defended you, thinking back on what you did for his sister. You became like a sister to him and he was always watching your back as you watched his.

~ Emily

A/N: *Sorry guys, Ashton’s wasn’t really the main thing, but whatevs!* :P lol

Preference 11: Your Child Has A Crush On One Of The Other Boys

Harry:  

“So Aspen, do you have a celebrity crush?” The interviewer asked your 4-year-old daughter. Harry had taken her with him to a backstage interview while you were home taking care of your sick sons, Trent and Grayden. “I do” Aspen whispered, not wanting her father to hear, “and who’s that?” Harry smirked, raising an eyebrow. “My Uncle Louis” she squeaked before continuing, “he’s got a cute smile and his hair reminds me of Jelly Belly, my little kitty. So my crush is Uncle Lou” she smiles, crawling on his lap as Lou squeezes her into an embrace. “I’ve been replaced” Harry cries, putting his head in his hands. “Don’t worry daddy, I still love you” she confirms, kissing her father’s cheek.

Louis: 

“Who’s your crush?” Louis shouts surprisingly at 5-year-old Kingsley. “Uncle Nialler. He’s soft and cuddly and he plays the guitar” she confirms, smiling. Nialler smiles from behind, wrapping the little girl in a massive hug. “So please daddy. I love him a lot. Can uncle Niall be my boyfriend?” She asks for Niall’s arms. “I’ll have to talk to you uncle Niall alone but if he makes you that happy we can work something out. But until then, c’mere” Louis smiles, snatching his daughter away into his arms were she will always be safe. “Daddy” you daughter whines as her dad steals her away from her ‘boyfriend’.

Niall: 

“So Zayn’s your boyfriend ay?” Niall laughs as he buckles his little 3-year old princess in the carseat. “Mhm” she confirms. “So your stealing my best mate?” Niall states, tickling her. “No daddy. I’m not Zayn’s friend. We’re getting married silly. You can still be friends” she giggles. “Sure” Jayden says sarcastically. “He’s already married to auntie Perrie” Lucas confirms. Hayley crosses her arms, brows knit in frustration towards her brothers. “S’alright baby girl. Don’t listen them” Niall reassures her, pecking her forehead. “Trust me Hayles, you’ll always have me and your the best in my book” he whispers in her ear, making her smile. “Now, lets go see Hayley’s boyfriend” Niall smirks at his daughter and then eyes the boys who are trying to hold in their laughter.

Zayn: 

“Daddy, when are we leaving to go see Uncle Liam?” Haven asks her father. “Hav, you asked 7 times already. What’s the rush?” Zayn asks, whose cuddled close to Moxie, flipping through a picture book with her. “She wants to see her boyfriend” you confirm, preparing Moxie’s baby bag. “What boyfriend? No, no, no! What did I say about boyfriends young lady. Not until you’re 40 or till I’m dead” Zayn frantically exclaims. Haven just stands there with those brown puppy dog eyes. “Don’t give me that look” Zayn instructs, gazing back at the book. Once you arrive at the Payne residence, Haven is already huddled up to Liam much to her father’s dismay. “At least I still have a chance with my baby girl” Zayn smiles towards Moxie. “Treat my princess right Payne, I’m warning you” Zayn laughs.

Liam: 

“I have a boyfriend” Emily chants in a sing song voice. “Excuse me?” Liam huffs at the cheery six-year-old. “Harold took me to McDonald’s today and he gave me this bracelet” she confirms, showing of the candy bracelet. “Then I guess me and ‘Harold’ need to have a little chat?” Liam smirks, pretending to be serious. “No! The last time Luke came over you scared him away and that can’t happen with Harry because I love him daddy” she cries, over dramatically as always. Liam just laughs at her meltdown before kneeling in front of his daughter. “Then lets find that boyfriend of yours shall we?” He smiles, kissing her cheek. She climbs on his back as he gives her a piggyback ride around the studio but quickly runs off as she spots Harry. “Those curls seduced my little girl Styles. Stay away from the rest of my daughters” he demands leaving them to have their ‘romantic moment’.

Pretending to be a Couple

So if you guys haven’t guessed the last preference that I posted of Louis and Zayn is pretending to be a couple. I didn’t want to name it and give it away haha. But I added theirs to the bottom so that you can read them all together.

Niall

Your first mistake was lying to your parents about having a boyfriend. The second mistake was posting a picture of you and Niall Horan the night you met him while you were at dinner. The third was letting your parents believe you were actually dating him. But shame on your parents for even believing it. You had only met the man once and your mom was convinced that you would be engaged before the year was over, I mean y’all had been dating for at least 8 months now right? The worst part about it was that they were ready to meet him and already purchased two tickets back to the states for the two of you. Your friends couldn’t help but laugh at you misfortune and were determined to see Niall again just so they could laugh about it more. They had drug you out to Funky Budda for drinks after work and you were drinking your embarrassment away. “Don’t look now y/n, but your fiancé just walked through the door” y/bff/n laughed. You downed your shot and plopped your head on the table. “Screw you” you mumbled. “I dare you, to go tell him” she giggled. “I’m not drunk enough for that” “well by all means…” she smirked, giving you her drink and motioning for the bartender. After about 5 more drinks you stood on wobbling legs to make your way over to Niall. He was sitting in VIP, with his arm around a girl with dark hair, you automatically lost your nerve. But as soon as the attendant moved over to let you and your friends in, y/bff/n pushed you into him. Falling beside him on the couch you mumbled profanities that did not sound typical coming from your lips. “Are you okay love?” his friend asked looking at you. “I’m fine” you mumbled trying to get back up. Niall hadn’t even given you a second look. Sure you were in your work clothes but you thought you looked presentable. You looked back at your friends who were all giving you a thumbs up. “Niall. I’m sure you don’t remember me, but we took a picture last week, and I’m sure I sound just like one of your fans, and all but you are incredibly handsome, so I posted the picture of the two of us and my mom who thinks I have been in a relationship assumed that you were the guy.” You took a deep breath before continuing, “now she wants to meet you and she purchased plane tickets and everything and I have no idea how to tell her I’ve been lying to her this whole time and I would really appreciate it if you could just like pretend break up with me and like help me out” you said very quickly. If he wasn’t Irish he probably would have had no idea what you said but he understood every slur. The moment of silence was intimidating so you quickly got up and walked out of the club. The fresh air mixed with cigarettes and the humidity of the night hit you hard, and you rushed to the curb to barf. You felt someone pull your hair back and silently waited for you to finish. When you were done you looked up to meet his electric blue eyes, they were filled with wonder and confusion. “sorry” you pouted, moving away from him. He handed you a bottle of water and his eyes didn’t leave your face. “So what’s your name?” he asked. 

Harry

Rumors of him being gay were starting to overwhelm him and management kept pushing the idea of another fake relationship at him. He couldn’t understand why they felt like it was the most appropriate decision being that the fandom had never believed any of the other relationships. Walking into Starbucks he ran smack into someone who had been looking down at the ground. “Excuse me, my apologies love” he smiled. “I’m sorry. I am sooo soo sorry” she mumbled not making eye contact with him. “No it was all my fault” he said reassuring her. “No, I should have been paying attention. It’s so dangerous to read and walk” she giggled, letting out a snort. Her face turned bright red and Harry automatically thought she was the most adorable girl he had ever met. He smiled down at her, “So can I buy you another coffee, seeing as yours is all over our feet” he asked. “That won’t be necessary” she smiled. “Of course it is, that’s 6.75 on the ground, come on, right this way” he said ushering you by your elbow to the counter. He ordered you a new drink and him the exact same one. “So would I be too overbearing if I ask you to join me?” he asked. “I would love too” she blushed again. He couldn’t help but smile about how noticeable her blush was on her skin tone (whether you are pale white or dark brown). After hours of talking he didn’t want to tell her bye, he racked his brain for anything that could possibly make her want to stay and before he knew it he was blurting out “So Y/N, will you be my fake girlfriend.” Her eyes grew wide and she couldn’t form any words. “Here I go again being overbearing, scaring people away” he mumbled more to himself.

Liam

You had always been and would always be Y/B/N kid sister, to every boy that had ever caught your attention. Liam Payne was no different. After years of crushing on him it finally took you moving to America to get over him. You were now in a stable relationship and headed home for your family to finally meet your new guy (Daniel). Things were finally looking up for you, and you were on cloud nine. Cleaning your apartment you came across a bra, that was definitely too small to be your own and just like that your happily ever after came crashing down. Honestly, you were more relieved that you hadn’t introduced him to your family or even told them his stupid name. You quickly packed your things for the flight and all of his things. You wanted to make sure he could be out before you came back home and waited patiently for him to return from the gym…or from the girls’ apartment.  

After hours of arguing with him when he eventually came home, you heard the horn of the car you rented to take you to the airport. You said your goodbyes and walked out not even slamming the door behind you. The calm before the storm…that’s what this is, you warned yourself. After half an hour at the airport you learned your flight was delayed and that was all it took. You rushed to the bathroom before your tears could fall and then you lost it.

Pulling yourself together you walked towards the terminal, only to be pushed aside by screaming girls. You would think Justin Bieber was in the airport….or worse One Direction. You glanced up and locked eyes with Liam. His eyes were bright and he looked pleased to see you until he realized you had been crying. He whispered to one of his guards and seconds later you were by his side. Being hurried along with the rest of the boys. You didn’t have a moment to talk until you were on the plane. “This isn’t my terminal!!” you shouted at him. He looked at you funny. “what’s wrong?” he asked? “Nothing” you snapped at him. “y/n, I have known you since you were just 5 years old” he started. “You act like you’re so much older than me Liam, you aren’t” you barked. Liam as well as all the other boys were confused and they stared at you. “I’m sorry, I’m just having a really bad day” you said and just like that you were crying again. “talk to me love” he said taking you in his arms to comfort you. “Daniel was cheating…and he was supposed to be meet mom and dad and he was supposed to be my happy ever after” you cried. “how do I tell them that I wasn’t good enough for him Liam…” you cried.

Louis

Louis was the sweetest guy ever! He cared about absolutely everything you had to say. He had quickly become your best friend and you his. After his break up with El, he was devastated. Although, they had become a business deal after their first breakup two years ago he still cared about her. You had spent every night with him until he started bringing home random girls to “make him feel better” leaving you to sleep on the couch. He could lie to himself all he wanted but you knew he was only sleeping around because he could do it without the fans, paps, or management breathing down his neck. You quickly realized he wouldn’t be stopping anytime soon so you stopped staying over and eventually stopped texting him trying to make plans to hang out. About a week later when you were finally over your hurt from being rejected he called. “Hey Lou” you answered softly “well hello there beautiful!” he said “how are you, do you need something” you asked, jumping right back into your role of saving him. “Actually, I do” he said. “Yeah what is it?” you asked “will you be my girlfriend” You were completely silent you had no idea what to say “management has been ragging me, and the only way I will be able to get them off my back is if you say yes” he explained. Your heart shattered. Of course he wasn’t actually serious about wanting to be with you. “I don’t know…” you answer honestly. “Come on, you already do everything a girlfriend does, you just don’t have the title” he reminded you. That honestly did not help his case. “Louis, I’m going to have to think about this” you sighed. “Don’t take too long, I understand that you want to make sure it’s a good idea, but just think you’re going to get paid for hanging out with your best friend” he said cheerfully. You sat on the phone quietly. “Do you want to have dinner so we can talk about it” he asked “yeah, maybe we should do that” you replied.

Our Zayn

Zayn had recently broken up with Perrie and had heard she had already started seeing someone else. He could care less about her dating someone but he did care about being the last one to move on. It seemed pretty childish of him, sure, but the person to move on first always wins. He didn’t want everyone to think he was still upset over a fake engagement, so after much thought he found himself on Facebook. He hadn’t spoken to y/n in over two years, but he knew if she was anything like she used to be she would reply. Within 10 minutes his phones was buzzing from her reply. After several hours of talking he found out she had moved back him and was now working at in poverty stricken neighborhood, as a counselor for little pay but loving every minute of it.

Messages

Z. Here I was thinking I’d be able to ask you to meet me for coffee.

Y. Why can’t you?

Z. You’re hours away…

Y. So I’m not worth a slight to America? Lol

Z. Yes you are

Y. Haha I was only joking

Z. But I just want you to know you are

Zayn continued to talk to y/n for a couple more days and before he knew it he found himself on a flight headed to y/s/n, he actually had no idea what he was thinking or what he would say when he got there. He missed her, and he just wanted to have a little fun, but before he could make sense of it he was landing.

Z. Where are you

Y. Work

An hour later he was walking through heavy double doors of James Memorial High School. Y/n saw him before he saw her and she almost doubled over in her heels. Zayn was standing by the receptionist with flowers in one hand, and a huge grin across his face. The receptionist could only stare at him, he had made her lose all ability to speak. He often had that effect on women and it made Y/n giggle from behind him. Zayn would know that giggle from anywhere, he spun around quickly and his eyes met y/n. Zayn walked towards her, “so how about that coffee beautiful.” He grinned.

Thanks for reading,

K, 2015!

Lanyard Dreams pt 6

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 Friends POV | Part 4 Your POV | Part 5 

I hope you guys enjoy this part I’m not too sure how I feel about it. Excited to see how all of this unfolds though! Thank you guys for all the lovely things in my ask and for reading my shit. <3

Hit up my ask and tell me how you like it!

- M

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Luke walks into the studio with his head down at first but then suddenly puts on a smile when greeted by the radio host and co-host. Looking at him with such gloom your friend appears beside you

“Dude this is fucking awesome!” Then realizing your face her tone changes “Wait what the hell. Are you okay?”

Slowly feeling the build up of tears at the brim of your eyes you begin to walk away from the window where you and your friend were watching the boys. As Luke was talking on the mic he takes notice in you walking away. Your friend comes running after you with concern on her face.

“Oh my god what’s wrong? Are you okay? What happened?

Bombarded with a bunch of questions you feel your eyes fill to its threshold and large tear droplets drop from your face slowly and then all at once. Squeezing your eyes shut hoping for all these emotions to just vanish at the blink of an eye you lean your back against a wall and then slide down.

“I….I..I-” You say stuttering and not being able to form a complete thought

“Talk to me tell me what’s wrong so I can help you!” Your friend demands

“I fucked up! I don’t know…..”

“What do you mean? Luke’s crazy for you!”

“No…it’s not even like that!” You try to lower your voice hoping no one notices your total breakdown. “I’m scared! I’m actually terrified!”

Feeling your anxiety build up and like you can’t take anymore and wanting to explain fully to your friend but unable to you slide your knees to your chest and hug them tight lowering your forehead to them. Your friend sinks down to your level and with no words coming out of her mouth gives you the hug that you desperately needed. After a couple of minutes sitting in silence and only the sound of your sobs being heard you take a deep breathe in and then out. Looking up with your now swollen eyes you look at your friend whose face has softened from her highly concerned look not too long ago.

“Okay” You say hesitating on how you should begin to explain yourself. “Seeing all their fans earlier while we were in the car scared me shitless. Everything just hit me at once ya know. Like is this what I want my life to be? Do I want to be an ornament to Luke that all the fans have free range to bash and tear down? I’m not strong enough for this. I know you are but I’m not too sure about myself and it fucking sucks.”

“Wow. Girl I had no clue that you felt this way. I thought that you were just so into Lu-”

“No trust me I am. I feel like I’m balls deep already for this boy and that makes me scared. That’s the bottom line. I like him but I’m not sure if I’m ready to basically be a punching bag for everyone out there who doesn’t like me for the sole fact that I’m associated Luke.”

Speaking rationally your friend tries to understand you

“I get it girl. Trust me it has crossed my mind a few times when I just even look at Calum. But honestly fuck them. Fuck everyone that’s going to bash you and judge you without knowing you. You’re an awesome chick and Luke knows that. And you never know they might actually love you!”

Your friend always knew what to say to make you feel better about yourself and all the weird situations you get yourself into. Letting out a little sigh you hug your friend tight

“Thanks bitch you always know what to say.” You say jokingly

Sitting there for a minute to collect yourself then getting up you and your friend walk back to the window of the studio arm in arm. Seeing that the radio interview was over with you prepare yourself to face Luke once again. The boys head for the door and you feel you heart racing. Making eye contact with Luke through the window he sees that your eyes are red and puffy. Walking out of the door first comes Michael

“What the fuck Ash what kinda answer was that?” Michael says jokingly

“I don’t know it just came out I don’t even know!” Ashton laughs to himself

“Where the hell did you guys go?” Calum questions as he approaches your friend to stand beside her. She wraps her arm around Calum’s waist.

“Uhm we just went to the bathroom and then looked around the place. Did you see that Katy Perry poster over there Cal?” Your friend answered quickly so you didn’t have to explain anything. Looking at her you give her a little smirk and she returns it back.

“Ahhh you missed a funny ass interview but Luke here wanted to be all quiet and not answer questions so of course Ash did it for him” They all laugh while Ash shoves Calum jolting him and your friend to the side.

You shift your gaze to Luke where he still looks upset. He looks at Calum and gives him a little smirk that was nothing like his usual incandescence. You both meet eyes. The look in his eyes was something that you had never seen from him. It was almost a solemn, lost look that you knew was something you caused. You felt like complete shit. Questioning if you should go up to him Dave comes walking in disrupting the plan you had going in your head.

“Alright boys there’s some time before the acoustic show so you can just hang out in that lounge over there” Dave says while pointing to a room with couches and refreshments

You all make your way over there. Your friend and Calum hand in hand but you and Luke could not be further from the opposite. Calum takes notice in you and Luke’s disconnection and he whispers in your friends ear.

“Not right now….” Your friend whispers back to Calum with a stern look.

You all take seats on the couches. Deciding to not be totally obvious and awkward you sit by Luke. He places his hand on your thigh. What? Maybe he wasn’t mad? Confused you begin to look around. Did he just want to drop everything and go back to how you were on the bus? Feeling content at the moment you begin to relax your body and sink into the fluffy couches. The boys begin to talk about what they saw on instagram and twitter flashing their phones to one another. Calum gets up to talk to his mom on the phone. Your friend goes all heart eyes at the sight. You then see a couple of fans wearing lanyards around their necks begin to approach the couches. They were there for a special meet and greet with 5sos. When Luke sees them approaching closer he quickly lifts his hand from your thigh.

He knew.

He knew everything you were thinking. He knew that you were scared for what the fans would say. He just knew.

Shifting your body towards your friends you pretend to talk to her. The boys all get up to hug and greet the fans there. You try not to make eye contact with them. They were around your age. You hear all the boys being so lovely and giving them massive hugs and complimenting their outfits. These girls were not part of the younger 5sos fam. You felt intimidated. This easily could be them in your position right now. Trying to clear all the negative thoughts from your brain you turn to look at Luke for some clarity. He didn’t meet your eyes like usual. He was talking to the fans and laughing at what they were saying totally disregarding your presence. Feeling a fiery urge in you, you make the decision to confront Luke about all of this after the fans had left.

But they weren’t leaving…

“Hey why don’t you guys just come and sit with us till the acoustic performance!” You hear a voice exclaim. It was Luke’s.

Totally and utterly confused as to why he would do such a thing you felt your face grow warmer and warmer as the girls approached the couches you and your friend were sat on. They were gorgeous. Tall, skinny, with long, tousled hair dressed in all black. One about your height and the other ones taller. You couldn’t help but compare yourself to them and each time you did you felt shittier and shittier. As they sat down you and your friend gave them a closed mouth smile. Not speaking till you were spoken to. Feeling almost lethargic you wonder if what Luke and Calum told you was a lie. Did they actually always invite girls to hang out with them? You turn to look at your friend to try to get to the bottom of this.

You notice that she is on the verge of tears.

You grab her arm and begin to walk over to the table with an array of desserts.

“Girl are you okay?” You say to her

“Do you feel like they do this often?” Your friend said with a trembling voice trying to fight back tears.

“I don’t know but I swear if they do I’m going to be pissed.”

Feeling anger just at the thought of being treated like a groupie you rub your friend on the back trying to reciprocate the comfort she gave you earlier.

“Time to go boys and ladies!” Dave says while motioning to get moving

“We’ll see you girls out there! You better be jamming out or I’ll be pissed!” Luke says to the girls as they giggle and nod back to him.

Hearing those familiar words you realize that Luke had said the same thing to you before the show yesterday. You feel your head begin to spin and you feel so light headed. What did you get yourself into? How were you going to fix this for not only you and Luke but for your friend and Calum? You both were so invested in becoming something more than groupies with the boys and you thought they didn’t see you in that light. But at this moment you didn’t even know what to think.

As the girls left you were left with the boys. Building up the courage you ask Luke and to wait for a second.

“Luke? Can I…we talk to you for a minute?”

Looking apprehensive he walks up to you slowly.

“What’s up?” Luke asks

“Uhm…I just want to explain myself to you before this gets out of hand…”

He pierces you with his blue eyes almost like daggers. Thinking you were going to talk about how you didn’t want to be groupies you quickly change your mind.

“I’m scared” Taken back by how forward you were with those two words you bite your bottom lip.

“What? Of what?” Luke says with a questioning look

“Of us. Of everything. I just…I don’t know!” You say raising your voice subconsciously. You were confused.

“Oh. So what you said earlier on the bus…you didn’t mean it?” Luke said with a dwindling voice.

“NO! I did trust me I did. I just feel so uncomfortable at the thought of the fans. It scares me to think that they can get in between us. I don’t know if I could handle it. I feel like it’ll get to me and I’ll crack and go crazy.”

“No. Like I said earlier you’ll get used to it. Everyone has shit to say but if you know what’s true then it shouldn’t even matter. Honestly I thought you were regretting everything you told me earlier. You were starting to worry me. You can ask Cal I was mess during that interview” Luke’s face began to change to a gentler face that you remembered. He began to lean down to get to your level and placed the most delicate kiss on your lips. “Plus I’m totally into you, you wanker so fuck everyone else!” He says still connected to your lips. You feel his smile. It was the most beautiful feeling. You were so relieved at how small this whole situation actually turned out to be.

You choose to talk about the whole groupie situation later so it doesn’t ruin your high. You and Luke walk hand in hand to the area where the acoustic session would be. You see a bunch of teenage girls sitting there anxiously through a blacked out curtain. Taking a deep breath you and your friend slide through the black curtain first and are met by dozens of eyes. Making your way all the way to the back you try to remain calm.

5sos begin their set and it was amazing. They sang all your favorite songs. The acoustic versions were some of your favorites. During the songs Luke would look around but always meet his eyes back with you shooting you a smile. Calum had his eyes fixated on your friend like she was the only one in the room. Everything felt right again. You let out a sigh of relief.

When the set was done you all made your way out of the radio station and are then again greeted by tons of fans who waited outside for hours just to take a picture with them. Staying back you watch as the boys greeted them and took countless pictures. You see a fan whisper to Luke and look at you. He laughs and gives her a hug. This moment was so surreal. If you and your friend didn’t catch Luke and Calum’s eyes that day of your concert you would be behind that barricade waiting for them to spend 10 seconds with you. Not even asking for your name. You felt so lucky.

When they were all done the boys met you back at the car that would take you all back to the venue. As you all file in Luke looks at you and takes his seat.

“They think you’re beautiful” Luke says with his face so close to yours while giving your hand a tight squeeze. “I knew they would love you.”

10

*(Note; I’m on my phone so I have to place the pictures like this.)*

Let’s talk about this. Will we? It’s June 2, we get a Zouis weed video last week of May, we get a concert in which Zayn’s great part of his family appears and oh no, Little Mix appears. what else? LITTLE MIX SALUTE GETS RELEASED. Well, that’s just wow. So, let’s talk about first thing first,

•Zayn and Grandma

Zayn randomly twitterly appears with Perrie and an elder on May 22. Of course, people went off saying, “Zayn met Perrie’s granny.” And so on. Why? Why would Perrie appear on the picture? Is it that necessary for people to know that Zayn was with Perrie? Of course, there were picture of him alone with the grams but that didn’t make people pay much attention.

Second,

•Safaa’s Instagram.

At this point in history, Little Mix is dying out. They need a way to put all attention back to Little M- Zerrie after the weed video. As I was checking Safaa’s IG, I saw that she randomly started posting endlessly about Zerrie a week from now. Before, her IG was filled with selfies and just her plain simple, her brother. Didn’t mention Perrie at all. Modest of course, could be controlling it because the older sisters just didn’t seemed to like the sort of idea. Who would believe a 17/22 year old who is overly obsessed with a girl band? That would seemed too played out so they choose Safaa. She starts with a simple picture of her with a well-known dog, Hatchi. People immediately started pronouncing Zerrie. Modest placed that as a test and it worked so they place her in the got spot as the #1 LM fan of all time. after modest saw the reaction, they got so into it that they just kept it going. To really, they cross the line in which now, it just seems creepy that “Safaa” likes PERRIE that much. She rarely posts an actual LM now, it’s all about Perrie. Why only post pictures about Perrie if she’s a LM fan? Why only post Zerrie pictures after the weed incident? Of course, modest is trying their best to reassure everyone that Zerrie is still together even after a very controversial video and of course! SALUTE! They knew that neither Zayn and Perrie could be promoting Salute by the way things are. Then we have a picture in which Safaa mentions a lot of IG commenters and tells them “shut up! ZERRIE IS RAYL”. Is that even an attempt from modest! ? “Safaa” even says, “I hate u all Zerrie is rayl” I mean, she should at least know how to spell Real. Let’s move one even more.

Third,

Little Mix / Zayn’s Family

• we all knew this was going to happen but this time, The Malik’s didn’t have a damn about the contract and Zerrie. They showed what really was and that was that they didn’t want Perrie around. Don’t come with some shit that “of maybe when they purchased their..” Stfu, they’re famous and related to the singers performing, they could’ve been seated together if they really wanted Perrie around. And wait, this is where modest! Fail! Isn’t Safaa soso but sooo obsessed with Little Mix? Wouldn’t she be around them or at least post a IG picture about them? Oh yeah… And wait. Why is it that’s it’s a concert and ¾ of LM look like they want to die? Aren’t they all best friends who support anything and/or everything? So this day, salute was release to buy and LM did a bit if ft with 1D.

Fourth, and lastly,

Zerrie’s Day Out.

• we all know that the other scams didn’t work so they had to reunite Zerrie and make everyone say “awh”. Isn’t Perrie supposedly too busy with her “sold out” tour? Obviously she’s not since she’s doing random appearance with Zayn.

Just like everyone else I’m tired of Zerrie and their attempts at everything.