making out and everything

I’ve always been fascinated by the evolution of Aaron’s court and prison experiences. I can’t help but think about the previous times we’ve seen Aaron inside. He’s always been cocky, aggressive, had an attitude, until his stint in 2015. When he was in there for something he didn’t do. He became suicidal, he was a mess. And I can’t get over how, heartbreaking and gut-wrenching as that scene was with Cain, I wasn’t nearly as shaken up as I was today. There’s something about seeing his environment within the prison (as opposed to just being out with visitors) that makes everything feel tenuous, like one wrong move and your whole world is going to break.

I feel sick to my stomach watching it, but I’m also glued to the screen. In some ways he’s stronger now than he’s ever been before. He came in happy, with something to look forward to when he got out (the first time he’s really had that). The way he handles himself is bound to be more careful, and I’m fascinated with the choices this new mature Aaron is bound to make, knowing he’s about to spend a year in there and knowing that by the end of it he needs to be as intact as he was when he came in.

what if tamlin isn’t the beast in the end, but Gaston?

And Rhysand the beast? I know clearly acotar is based on beauty and the beast, but hear me out for a second

because really, what do we remember about Gaston? he wants belle to marry him and to come home to his delicate little wife after long days of hunting, he doesn’t value reading (or think she should be doing it), he threatens her father to attempt to get her to voluntarily be his, his sidekick runs around trying to make everything work out, and he doesn’t consider anything belle has to say.

the beast? he allows her to choose to come with him as the price to save the person she cares for most, he tries to talk to her when she locks herself in her room (albeit losing his temper), he’s still hurt by the actions of a wicked witch, he loves belle’s penchant for reading, he argues back and forth with her rather than ignoring her (because they’re EQUALS and her thoughts are valid even when he thinks she’s wrong), gaston attempts to kill him to get him away from belle to have her for himself, he introduces her to an entire new family…

sound familiar?

maybe, instead of the beast being the beast because of his form, as we would assume, he’s the beast because belle’s initial perception of him is that he’s evil because he is threatening the person she cares for most–and when she grows to love him and he reverts from the consequences of the witch’s evil, it’s not that he becomes beautiful and human again, but that his heart opens and she grows to see that he is not as hideous of a person as she first perceived

elis-wish  asked:

im not online for like a day and theres suddenly a nightwing movie, youre making a vibe tv show sideblog and im out of the loop on everything??? i was gone a d a y what the fukc

kjdjfdjkfjkdjkfjkdjkf im sorry lmao 

i am really, really proud of all my friends. those i talk to daily, those i talk to every few weeks, months or so. also the ones i haven’t talked to in years. some get stuff done, some start to do things that are good for them, they look out for themselves, just do things that make them happy despite everything that is happing generally in the world or in their lives. 

you have so much heart and determination and i am so glad you do. always stay like that and take care of yourselves, okay? *hugs you all*

Take a shower, wash off the day. Drink a glass of water. Make the room dark. Lie down and close your eyes. Notice the silence. Notice your heart. Still beating. Still fighting. You made it, after all. You made it, another day. And you can make it one more. You’re doing just fine.

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they have a birthday party for both the lalondes and striders starting the night of the 3rd and carrying on in the morning of the 4th

Happy birthday to my kids

(i didnt have time to draw dirk but he’s there roxy wouldnt let him celebrate alone)

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Can you believe I actually sat down and lined this personally I can’t

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Some people bring out the worst in you, others bring out the best, and then there are those remarkably rare, addictive ones who just bring out the most. Of everything.
They make you feel so alive that you’d follow them straight into hell, just to keep getting your fix.
—  Karen Marie Moning, Shadowfever
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“And even as I’m kissing him and kissing him and kissing him, I wish I were kissing him, wanting more, more, more, more, like I can’t get enough, never will be able to get enough.”
     ― Jandy Nelson, I’ll Give You The Sun (x)

Let yourself make AND learn from your mistakes. 

neurotypicals and even some nd people need to realise that, those psychology posts about lying are bullshit. i have adhd. i will not maintain eye contact. i will look around the room, be unable to sit still, fiddle, rub my nose and ears, blink a lot/blink too little (depending on where i am dosage-wise), add unnecessary details, randomly go off on tangents about related topics - everything that you think makes me out to be “telling lies” is just me being neurodivergent and attempting to communicate while you hold me to standards that are not correct for what my brain is like. i’m sorry but your sherlock ass can stop

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I love people who make me laugh. I honestly think it’s the thing i like most, to laugh. It cures a multitude of ills. It’s probably the most important thing in a person.