Johnny was still reaching out for Tomasso, even AFTER the attack. Like it's a reflex that he sees Ciampa and automatically associates him with safety. Or Johnny was still in absolute denial -- like, he was there, but he just can't (there's that word again) let himself believe that this was happening. Between this and Breezango losing, I'm just glad Sami actually managed to win, if only just to prevent me from drowning in my own tears.
what did i ever do to you