There’s no way I can know all of your circumstances, or your resolve. But for you to become number one without giving it your all, to completely reject your father… Right now, I think you should stop screwing around!
I’ll never be able to watch YOI for the first time again… But certainly the next best thing is getting to witness the reactions of someone else getting to do it. @seththeshallow this hug is for you!! Thanks for sharing your reactions with me :) :)