makes me re post them all when i delete one

nijiirooujisama  asked:

I see you deleted your post already... But still please let me know when you're okay, okies? Because I care for you & I'm worried ♡

Honestly that’s exactly why I deleted the post because making people worry about me online makes me feel awful and anxious and I rather just go through all my suffering and disappear into a corner where no one can reach me. I don’t even know if kind messages will help rn. If I read them rn I’ll just be angry and find reasons to hate myself further so if you wanna send asks just know I’ll respond to it later tonight or tomorrow when I’m better.