i LOVE exo’s new album BUT I ALSO MISS YIXING SO MUCH ;; the songs are beautiful but they make me miss my boo’s sweet voice … i’m just hurting in so many ways bc wow this album has been on repeat for two days now but also YIXING *weeps for so many reasons*
Tragic college Ty/lost love kinda thing excites me tbh
It excites my tear ducts
4 Years Earlier
if you forget about me? I don’t want to lose my bestest lady friend.” Tyler
pouted, pushing his bottom lip out to extraordinary lengths. He had no
intention of holding Y/N back from college, even if it was abroad studying.
Like who wouldn’t want to study in another country? That would be cool.
This is just one of my many adventures throughout this world. You sir, are
going to be visiting me at some point during my education—I will be counting
down the days until you’re there with me.” She smiled, god was she beautiful.
Tyler couldn’t help but feel a warmth in his chest. The way her eyes reflected
the sun in such a way that they glowed, her adorable clumsy habits, and how her
heart reached out to mend Tyler’s fragile one. God he was going to miss her. “Jeez
Ty, boo. You’re going to make me cry and I’m not leaving for another week.” Her
voice choked up as she held her arms out. Tears slowly making their way down
her cheeks. Tyler, shaking like a leaf reached out and held her tightly.
Refusing to cry with her—whether it be some “I need to be strong for her” cliché,
or refusing to let tears make the situation real, Tyler didn’t shed a tear.
you Y/N.” Tyler whispered, pressing his face into her hair. God he wish he
heard it back.
Boo!” Y/N laughed into the camera, causing Tyler to laugh softly to himself at
the weird nickname. “So I heard the stuff you sent me. You are a poet with an
angels voice, you know that?” When Tyler shook his head, cheeks burning Y/N
continued. “Don’t play the “oh I suck. My voice sounds pre-puberty. Ew. I can’t
write. No. You Tyler Joseph are a gift to this world!” She giggled, brushing
her hair behind her ear. “So enough of your number one fan over here. How’s
everything else been?”
the same really.” Tyler smirked. “Unlike you, I am not studying abroad. I am
stuck in good ol’ Columbus until I save up enough to come see my best friend.”
Truth is, Tyler lost his job last week. The company, being a local business and
was losing money and had to cut some people. “I’ve been picking up extra
shifts. Should have enough soon.” The smile his words caused her made Tyler’s
heart ache. Wishing he would actually be on track to see her.
2 and a
Half Years Earlier
it! I hate this fucking place, these stupid people. I want to come home.” Y/N
whimpered that night on Skype. Tyler merely sat and listened, wiping the tears
off his cheeks as they fell. “I can’t believe people would say that about
someone. Everyone on campus things I’m some stupid American whore. I have no
friends, school is hard. I barely know way around, I am still trying to figure
out the currency. Bring me home.”
know I wish I could. But you’re strong Y/N, you can do this. Only a little bit
longer.” Tyler felt fear when she looked up, anger boiling deep in her eyes.
little longer until you have the money to see me? Come visit like you promised.
I was holding out waiting for you to say that you booked a flight. You were the
one thing that could fix this and you still don’t have enough! You’re a liar
Tyler, go away.” Though Tyler knew she didn’t mean those last words, they still
hurt pretty damn badly.
home man, you’ve been up and working on this non-stop for what? 3 days!” Josh
urged, trying to pry his friend’s fingers off the keyboard. Tyler’s eyes were
well past bloodshot from the lack of sleep and staring at a screen for hours on
end. “Tyler.” Josh groaned, continuing to fight the lanky boy.
need this to be perfect. She has to know that I worked to see her. I need the
money.” Tyler whimpered, fingers still working, despite Josh’s attempts to get
him to stop. “I miss her.” Tyler whimpered, his fingers finally stopping. “I
miss her so much.” Tyler sobbed, biting his lip to keep anymore from coming
no idea what’s going on, but I’m here man.” Josh whispered before wrapping his
arms tightly around his friend, ignoring the heart wrenching sobs from Tyler.
Knowing that if he tried speaking now, things would just get worse.
you’re late!” Tyler called from one side of the bus, eyes never leaving his
phone. Josh said he’d be back 20 minutes ago. “What took you so long dude?”
Tyler looked up, breath hitching in his throat when his eyes met a pair of
said it yourself Boo. I’m pretty hard to find in a crowd.” She smiled, god that
smile. Tyler’s chest went warm, arms went weak. Cliché Tyler thought: This is
what true love felt like.
were stomping her grounds so I thought I’d give it a shot. You weren’t kidding
when you said the girl lived for Café’s.” Josh laughed, hoisting himself into
his bunk to “give you two some privacy”.
didn’t you tell me? Back then. I would’ve understood Tyler.” She sat down on
the couch, facing Tyler. Grabbing at his hands with her own. “I missed you so
much since that night. Every time I went on Skype to call you I realized just
how badly I messed up.” Y/N took a deep breathe. “I know things won’t be
perfect between us. I just want to retry our friendship. I miss my boo.” She gnawed
at her lip, waiting for Tyler’s response.
whats the best café in town?” Tyler laughed, standing from the couch and
holding his hand out to Y/N. Smile going from ear to ear—“Remind me to thank
Josh when I get back.” Tyler smiled, looking over at the beautiful smiling face
he missed so much.