so, as a lot of you guys know, i’ve been having a really rough couple of months, but i just wanted to let y’all know i’m really getting better.
i have a job where i like my coworkers and enjoy being there, my grades are really good and i’ve figured out what career path i’d like to take, my friends are amazing and supportive, i’ve made new friends and opened up more socially, and i have a girlfriend that makes me insanely happy who i’m kind of crazy about + on top of all that, my skin is clearing up: thank the lord.
i don’t want to get all cheesey but i just have to say that i owe a lot of all my happiness to you guys and all your messages helping me to keep fighting, because i was ready to give up more times than i want to think about right now. i also have to give a shoutout to jared (of course) because loving yourself first is SO IMPORTANT. it took a long time for me to figure that out, and i’m still working on it, but i cut out toxic people and anxiety-inducing situations from my life and kind of took a step back from social media and focused on myself. im still struggling with anxiety and depression, thats going to be an ongoing battle, and i know i will have bad days, but i really am doing better and i just!!!! i love you guys.
anyways, i just kind of wanted to update you guys on how im doing and thank you all for your support. i wish i could hug all of you guys forever and ever and i wish all of you all the happiness in the world.