makes me feel alone

Mental illness

Mental illness is not fair. I’ve had my meds switched a few times in the last few months and I have experienced some of the worst anxiety I have ever felt. I have had some of the worst anger inside of me. It’s been difficult to deal with. Especially around my loved ones. I feel like such a burden because it’s always something with me. I don’t talk about it because I feel like no one listens anymore. I feel so alone and it makes me sad.

anonymous asked:

I'm sadly one of those people who is unable to afford to buy these chapters and i really wish i could.. Does this mean people in the same situation will be unable to know what will happen in season 2 now? This thought alone makes me feel so sad if so..

Voice your concerns with Lezhin. If they don’t listen to me maybe they’ll listen to one of you guys

hai-i-am-chloe  asked:

I hate myself so much right now what do I do?

I feel like this sometimes, too. I did last night, and it was really difficult for me. So while I was doing my homework, I texted a few of my friends, and they kept my mind off of it. Soon enough, I was laughing again.

When i feel like this, I usually get on Netflix, listen to some music, or just do what makes me happy. I like to be alone when I feel this way, but if you like being around people, I would suggest surrounding yourself with your best friends and doing something fun together, like watch a funny movie or just act silly until it passes. 

I think you’re a wonderful person. You’re always so kind to me, and I really appreciate you as a person. I hope you feel better soon!! And, know that I’m always here for you if you need to talk or vent, okay? <3<3<3

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.