makes me feel alone

Prompt: ❛ It’s hard to look you in the eyes… ❜ 

Pairing: NaLu

Song: Into the Darkness - The Phantoms


Blistering heat stung her eyes, blinking didn’t alleviate her discomfort. Of all the things she expected to find, this wasn’t it.

Natsu stood, eyes a glistening white. Neither the amber of a dragon or the black of E.N.D. Blank, an emptiness where his soul resided.  

Lucy stood, calling into the void and silence answered. Waiting desperately for some form of recognition, she noticed the white vapours moulding to his body before dispersing into the night air. Fire decimating the woodland, the call of creatures fleeing echoed her own internal strife. It felt like she had failed, falling short at last moment. Self-doubt whispering she had taken too long.

Fighting back feelings of helplessness, the old Lucy had no place in this situation, or at this time. Wasting seconds meant choices are made with real consequences. Dithering came with a high price, contrary to the fairy tales that spoke of fair maidens awaiting their prince. Life or death, good or evil, all are decided with a lack of action. 

Waiting for prince charming didn’t sit right. She’s bringing Natsu back, no matter the cost.  

“Please…” She said, voice cracking and throat constricting as dryness swept through her cavern. Soot and smoke clogging her airway with alarming quickness. Coughing, head pounding, she felt her heart pumping rapidly as she struggled to coordinate her limbs.  

Squinting, she found Natsu’s face as he threw his head back, the high-pitched scream sending shock waves into the surrounding area. The sound wasn’t ferocious. Instead, it made her toes curl, dread tightening her diaphragm. Lucy knew the cry of a dying man.

Taking a deep breath, she steadied her nerves. Today they will overcome evil. 

One more time. 

Together. 

Propelling forward, ignoring the searing pain as scalding embers blistered her skin, she latched onto him.

If talking didn’t work then force it had to be, fear provoking the use of her greatest weapon. Lucy Hearfilia will not be ignored.

“Fight, Natsu!”

And Natsu Dragneel will not die a coward’s death.

She’s betting her life on it. 

sleepersareweaker  asked:

You are a GOOD WRITER and we are BLESSED to have you

I am a nearly twenty four year old woman who writes fantasies, primarily for an audience of teenagers, about dating the (married, 30+) members of a band that has not been active since I was in high school.

You should know…..literally nobody I know irl knows I write imagines. Not even Jamia and Ghoul. Last time I brought up the subject of RPF to my irl friends that literally just talked for like half an hour about how it’s “badfic” and “creepy” and makes all other fanfic writers look bad. :/

On some real shit….none of my irl friends even like MCR.

But……thank you, Sleeper. Sweet messages from followers like you make me feel better about myself. I feel a lot less alone when I write down these little daydreams of mine and other people say they’re good.

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a couple of many pieces i want to draw to show my love of the orbiting human circus (of the air)…if you haven’t started listening yet, season one just finished up recently! it really sings to my heart, i can’t recommend it enough

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He’s, doing his best , 

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Reconciling…

that one moment you just know a movie has such an impact on you. just the music, the actors, the scenery, story, everything. when you feel chills and know that this movie means something to you. to feel so blessed that you are able to witness it for the first time, and then feel the same way every time you see it. it never gets old, it never goes out of style, it’ll always be the masterpiece you know it is. its one of the best feelings ever.

I just wanna say I’m really fucking grateful to the tumblr w/w community for making me feel normal. 

I used to think I was the only one who would watch w/w compilation videos on youtube for hours from shows I didn’t even watch. 

I thought I was so freaking weird for wanting to just spend my time watching shows with w/w couples in them to escape all the heteronormativity around me. 

Thank you for making me feel less alone. 

dear best friend,

thank you. thank you for existing. for being alive. thank you for making me laugh. thank you for crying with me so i’m not alone. that you always making me feel loved. thank you for being my other half.

dear world,

thank you for having this amazing person exist at the same time as me.