I love seeing vulture culture people name their deads because half of y’all are like “This is Venesia, her name came to me in a dream” and the other half are just “and this fucker is Flatso because he was a racc//oon pancake”
hi hi hi ! it’s em but hm i’ve never done one of these before haha so imma give it a shot. but i’m here to do a follow forever !
wowow i’ve only had my blog since november 2015 and i already have almost 300 followers hehe thank you ! when i first joined tumblr,,, i had an emo blog and i was a sad smol but it had turned into full kpop by december and now i’m a very happy carat lol. hm its been a fun year for me on tumblr, i’ve made so many new friendos and its just been a good time hehe. everyone is so nice it just makes me so happy :’)) anyways, , , here’s my follow forever….
(also watch out bc i might start posting my fanart soon :)
dear people who want to break the habit of interrupting others: when you interrupt someone and they stop talking, do not say what you were going to. apologize and ask them to continue. if they say “it’s fine, you can talk,” tell them “you were talking first, i interrupted. go ahead.” i know that it is difficult to stop interrupting in general, but start by trying not to allow yourself to benefit from it.
Alternative ending to my Rivals AU where Vicchan doesn’t die, and Viktor still gets gold, but Yuuri gets silver.
Later, they’re at the banquet and Yuuri is standing off to the side with a glass of champagne because he’s a socially awkward little shit who really just wants to be up in his hotel room, sleeping instead of being forced to socialize.
Viktor, who needs a moment to himself, goes over to get himself a drink, and stands there making painfully awkward small talk with Yuuri.
After congratulating each other on their medals, and standing in awkward silence, trying to think of something else to say, they eventually somehow get on the topic of dogs.
And Yuuri, who has a few glasses of alcohol in him by now, isn’t quite drunk yet but is just tipsy enough that he forgets his hero worship of Viktor for a moment and is able to gush with him about how adorable Makkachin is, and even shows him a few pics of Vicchan, whom Viktor completely falls in love with.
Fast forward about an hour, and they’re still talking amicably to each other, as if they’re old friends.
During a lull in the conversation, Viktor mentions to Yuuri in a curious voice that, “You’re being unusually friendly today.”
And Yuuri, whose mind is a bit fuzzy from the alcohol, doesn’t understand him immediately. He tilts his head in confusion.
“Don’t you usually hate me with a burning passion?” Viktor elaborates, and he doesn’t sound antagonistic or anything. Just curious and maybe a little hurt.
Yuuri blinks a few times, trying to process this.
“Well…aren’t you the same?” he asks.
“Not really,” Viktor tells him, smiling almost shyly. “In fact, I admire you quite a bit. But you always seem so upset at me so…”
He trails off, and watches curiously as Yuuri’s face gets more and more red.
“Oh my god this is so embarrassing,” he moans, burying his face in his hands.
“What is?” asks Viktor, now extremely curious.
Yuuri is quiet for a moment. But he finally has a chance to clear things up with his childhood idol, and while it maybe horrendously embarrassing, he thinks it’ll be worth it if it means he and Viktor can talk amicably like this more often.
“I need glasses to see,” he states quietly, voice still muffled by his hands, which are hiding his mortified expression.
Viktor is still horribly confused. “Okay…?” he asks.
“I don’t wear glasses during competitions,” Yuuri elaborates.
“I…know that?” says Viktor, still no idea where this is going.
“I can’t really recognize faces without my glasses unless they’re very close to me,” Yuuri continues. “So I have to kinda squint like this.”
Yuuri demonstrates, his eyes narrowing, lips turning downwards. His face twists into something resembling a glare and oh…oh!!!
Suddenly, Viktor understands.
And he feels a laugh bubbling up inside him.
“Oh my god,” he wheezes out, doubling over laughing. “S-so you mean you didn’t know-?”
“I only found out it was you the next day, when I saw it in the news,” Yuuri confirms quietly, still not looking at Viktor. His face is still a mortified red. “And next time when we saw each other, I thought you hated me. And I was too embarrassed to say anything…”
“I can’t believe it!” laughs Viktor, collapsing against Yuuri, his body still shaking with laughter. “So all this time…we’ve “hated” each other for no reason at all??”
And when he puts it like that, it does sound a bit funny.
Yuuri starts giggling.
“All this time, we could’ve been friends!” whines Viktor, expression pouty as he fake cries into the crook of Yuuri’s neck. “Or more!”
“M-more!?” squeaks Yuuri, pulling away.
Viktor grins shyly.
“Is this an appropriate time to tell you that I think you’re the most beautiful person on Earth and that I may or may not have a raging crush on you?”
Yuuri eeps and backs off, hiding his face in his hands again.
“No, it’s not an appropriate time,” he tells Viktor, whose face immediately falls.
Then, Yuuri continues, “I may or may not have had a crush on you since I was ten and I’ll probably think your confession was a dream tomorrow morning. Tell me again when I’m sober.”
Viktor just about screams, and pulls Yuuri into a hug, gushing about how happy he is.
They have to part ways for their own hotel rooms soon after that, but true to Yuuri’s request, Viktor seeks him out the next day and confesses to him again.
They start going out.
They decide to keep their relationship a secret for now, because they just know how the media will react when people find out, and they want some time to figure out their relationship and get a bit more comfortable with each other before they have to deal with that shit.
I think I’d like to write an AU where Dean and Cas both work at the mall but in separate stores but they run into each other almost every day in their lunch breaks
Like Dean just decided to give Panera a try one day and he sees a cute boy a few tables away and he basically wastes his entire lunch break staring at him
Dean goes to Panera again the next day and the day after and the day after that. The boy is always there. Dean learns a lot about him. He learns that his name is Cas. He learns that he really like salad, autumn squash soup, and blueberry muffins.
They never talk, just exchange awkward smiles when they make eye contact until the holidays hit and it’s like every mall employee’s nightmare and Dean is finally on his break and he goes to Panera but the line is like a half hour wait. He’s next to place his order when Cas wanders in looking exhausted and traumatized and any hope he had died when he saw the length of the line and he’s turning to leave when Dean calls out his name.
Cas walks toward him slowly looking a little confused and Dean is blushing because he’s never even talked to this guy but he just yelled his name in front of all these people.
They order and end up eating together because there’s so little space and they start to talk, complaining about their jobs and the hell that is Black Friday. Dean learns that Cas works at the Lush and Dean talks about the comic book store.
They keep eating together after that and after a few weeks they even visit each other during their short breaks for before/after their shift starts. Cas comes into the comic book store where Dean shows him the latest releases and the collector editions, and Dean goes to Lush where the staff is always super nice and they all giggle as Cas talks Dean into trying a facial mask or shows him the newest bath bomb
Sometimes they meet in the middle of the mall to share a pretzel
Sometimes Dean stays after his shift ends to still eat with Cas
Cas sneaking Dean into the shop after close so Dean can keep him company as he sweeps up
Dean surprising Cas with coffee when he gets stuck with the opening shift
Cas bringing Dean bags of jellybeans in the middle of the day for no reason
Dean helping Cas shop for the perfect thing to wear to his brother’s ugly Christmas sweater party
Dean blushing when he brings Cas another hideous sweater and Cas is shirtless
Dean and Cas making out in the changing rooms in JC Penney
Dean and Cas making out in the food court, the comic book store, the arcade, the Hot Topic, the candy shop
Dean and Cas getting yelled at by the mall cops for getting too handsy in front of the Cinnabon
Dean driving Cas to work
Cas showing up late with messy hair every day until he gets chewed out by his manager
Dean and Cas becoming the most adorable couple in the mall and all the employees love and hate them because they’re cute but they’re so gross
I would be lying if I said i had just noticed this cause I have known this for weeks but have been too caught up in my own social anxiety to say hello and build a friendship. s:
I would of drawn a picture too but like I am such a dork that I can’t bring myself too cause I’ll only embarrass myself. XD
So I am really sorry I haven’t said anything to ya @bun-bunmuse! I am just really bad at interacting with people! Plus your art is so good I feel kinda intimidated to talk to ya. I look up to ya like I do with @stealthnerd ; u ;
If you guys don’t follow them you should follow both of them cause they are both awesome and I love their art. ; u ;
Anyway I am happy you decided to follow me. Idk what convinced you to follow this trash blog of mine but I guess it must be good trash. ^^“”
And like I’m not trying to be difficult here, but like “queer theory” as an academic school (and esp the trans wing of it) has been established primarily by Jewish people (Butler, Sedgwick, Rubin, Bornstein, Feinberg, Wilchins, Halberstam, Edelman) which like makes talking abt it as some sort of conspiracy kinda awkward
I would really love an arranged marriage fic where things are super awkward, maybe they haven’t consummated yet because Loki is a little younger than Thor or maybe they had really great sex on their wedding night but are both embarrassed about how unexpectedly intense it got, but things are awkward as hell. Lying together in bed at night staring up at the ceiling in silence kind of awkward. Making ridiculously forced small talk over breakfast awkward.
And then one morning Thor’s attendant comes in to dress him and settles him down to brush his hair and Loki is like “…can I?”
And Thor lets him, and stares at his lovely husband in the mirror the whole time, and Loki is so focused on brushing Thor’s sleep-tangles out, and he runs his fingers through it for ages after he’s done, and it’s this really pure bonding experience that Thor didn’t expect at all.
And Loki brushes Thor’s hair every morning for the rest of their lives. Happily ever after. The end.
Don’t be in littles space immediately after meeting someone or most of the time after just meeting someone.
It makes it really hard to get to know YOU and for you to get to know the other person. And I know I’m my case, it makes me feel like I’m being used. Like the little isn’t interested in me as a person at all and just wants someone they can be little with.
It also kind of makes things awkward? Like everyone always talks about CGs respecting a little’s boundaries and getting to know them before like calling them pet names, telling them what to do, asking them to be little, etc. But not so much with CGs when it’s the same thing. Like I just met you. I don’t know anything about your little space. You don’t know anything about my big space. It’s just awkward. And it makes me want to end the conversation because I don’t know what’s going on and didn’t really consent to it? Like, slow down? I don’t even know your real name? Wait, do you even know my name???
I’m looking for an entire relationship. Not just the dynamic. I may be alone in this thought, idk. But yeah. Just one caregiver’s thoughts and opinions.