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Request: “Don’t be a stranger” with post-break-up Michael
Summary: getting a break-up is harder than you’d think 


You know coming to the party the second you see him, his head thrown back in a full-bodied laugh you know like the back of your hand. Immediately your muscles lock.

“I can’t do this.”

Your best friend ignores your frantic tone, and grabs your arm.

“Of course you can. We’ve been over this. Get a drink, have fun with the girl squad, maybe chat up a boy or two, and then home to watch a movie.”

You slowly breathe out, remembering the steps you had agreed on for your ‘post-break-up return to fun life’. What you hadn’t exactly counted on was your ex doing the exact same thing.

Plucking up your courage, you decide to just pretend he doesn’t exist. That should make things easier, right? You go up to the bar and down a shot for liquid courage before getting yourself a cocktail.

“Why didn’t you tell me Michael was gonna be here?” You ask your best friend sullenly as you both head towards your group of girl friends, just a few meters off where Michael and his boys are apparently having the time of their life.

You smile at the girls and try your best to concentrate on the conversation, but the sound of Michael’s voice keeps distracting you. It feels like he’s going to come over anytime now and throw an arm around your shoulders, kiss your cheek and make a couple of awful jokes before confessing to being horny and can we please go home soon?

You exhale harshly and go back to the bar, asking for two more tequila shots. The barman shoots you a grin as he makes them and you smile back a bit belatedly, remembering the steps. Flirt with a guy. Right.

“A tequila type of girl, huh?”

“More like a get-drunk-now girl,” you say, frowning a little as you pour the salt over your hand.

Your movements freeze as you feel someone stand next to you. You know who it is instantly, without looking up. It may be the way he holds himself or the smell of his cologne, or just the fact that after a year of dating, your body just developed a kind of Michael sixth sense.

You down your first shot as he asks for his drink. You can tell the exact second he recognizes you because his voice falters halfway through his order before continuing. A vodka soda, on the rocks, please. You grit your teeth.

The bartender keeps talking to you as he prepares Michael’s drink, and you desperately cling to his words, trying to ignore the way Michael’s eyes bore into the side of your head. Notice me, they say. Acknowledge me.

Instead, you take the second shot.

“I’ll have another one I think,” you say, and are about to reach out for the glass when fingers lightly grip your wrist.

“I don’t think that’s a good idea,” Michael says, something delicate in his voice. Something like worry.

You grit your teeth again. Stare at his fingers on your wrist hard until he finally relents with a sigh. You smile at the slightly confused bartender, taking the shot and the piece of lime. Next to you, Michael sighs again.

“Please don’t be like that,” he finally says. “Don’t be a stranger.”

You still, slowly and carefully putting the shot glass down before turning to meet his eyes for the first time.

He’s frowning, looking a bit helpless. The tiniest bit lost too, like maybe you’re not the only one who doesn’t know how to interact now.

“I just, I know we broke up but. It meant something to me. You meant something to me…you always will. Please don’t pretend we didn’t happen, because I can’t stop how you, we’ve changed who I am as a person. It’s important,” he insists.

You drop your gaze, bite your lip a bit.

“Okay. Okay.”

You take your tequila shot for one more burst of liquid confidence before slightly smiling at Michael through the sourness of the lime.

“Let’s go say hi to the girls, then.”

“Yeah,” he smiles back, a tad hesitant. “The boys will want to see you too. They’ve missed you.”

“Okay. I can do this,” you whisper to yourself.

So you do.

anonymous asked:

god i hope you get better soon! you are very young and i'm so glad you decided to get that sorted out now because you still have a future and so many great things ahead of you!! it's a great thing that you've realized you have a problem and luckily it hasn't been years since that started and you can get out of it (probably) with no serious consequences and keep living your life! you seem like a great and genuine person and i know everything'll be alright if you stay dedicated!

Thank you. I’ve been suffering from alcoholism for about 8 months. I am trying my best to cut back of course, but drinking is constantly on my mind. Even smelling alcohol makes me feel drunk. Its not beers or anything i drink, it’s liquor, so i need more and more every time!

Toxic People

I care about all of my hoes, whether I know you or not, we’re all beautiful and important x Now, mental health is just as important as physical health. For good mental health it’s important that you prioritise your life and friends. Sometimes you’re going to have to cut out toxic friends and negative people for your mental health to be better. It can be really difficult and scary to make this decision and act on it. But sometimes it has to be done x You are strong and beautiful ad it’s important for you to be your best self x If you ever need someone to talk to I am here x But always remember you are the main character of your story and therefore the most important x Prosper bitches xxx

Lots of love, Mary xoxo 

There’s a lot of posts about identifying whether a lover/family/friend is abusive to you and vice versa which is great. It means people can finally realise what’s going wrong and explain a lot of things.

But I’m quite certain I emotionally abuse myself and only out of my own spiralling thoughts and not with any kind of abusive figure in my life. 

Like I’ll get upset or overwhelmed by something most people wouldn’t be upset at and then I’ll send myself a barrage of insults and even physically punish myself with hits to the head/stomach/ scratching my arms In some kind of attempt to make myself ‘toughen up’. 

Also as an artist who was always simultaneously thinking I should be best in the class bc I always have been as a kid and my skill level is just meh and I could be miles better by now ’you lazy asshole’. (I also get jealous quite quickly of other artists from this too unfortunately, so I don’t follow/look at many.)

I will punish myself for being upset in the first place which makes me feel even worse and well, it spirals down from there. It rarely happens nowadays, but when it does, it’s an awful, awful burst of pain. 

(Don’t worry, I’ve never hurt myself bad enough to mark and don’t think I ever will, I’m safe.) 

Just had a moment like this so thought I’d share and hopefully make similar people feel less alone and maybe get a discussion going? Cheers.

devious-pale-kitten  asked:

Ha,Wade's Pansexual jokes are great. Especially so since I recently came out as Pan as well.I feel like o can agree to to them a lot more now,and they're funnier. But have a good time on your holiday again! =^.^= 💜

Welcome to the Pan Club, love ! x :) Pansexual jokes really never get old.

And, apparently, neither does your ability of making me feel loved.

this just in– ppl on the harvard memes facebook page think speaking latin is racist, and all of the following points are just white ppl desperately trying to prove that their school isnt racist:

  • though latin is often associated with the educated elite, people of many different ethnicities have used the language, both in the present (a lot of catholics in the u.s. are central american) and in ancient rome (roman-african writers made the “western tradition” what it is today)
  • and putting modern american racial categories on europe, especially ancient rome, is anachronistic at best and at worst is dismissive of ethnic oppression thats not based on modern american racial categories
  • it makes sense to nod to the language because the modern university as it exists comes out of a latin-speaking educational tradition
  • the harvard latin commencement oration itself (the main point of controversy here) is a somewhat self-satirizing tradition where translations are handed out and everyone sees the goofy jokes and less-than-dignified portrayals of college life (one speech a couple years ago was called “The Four-Year All-Nighter”) that are divulged in a language that is considered dignified and high-brow
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bluedeni  asked:

This transgender theory about Lucas really got me thinking that maybe from the beginning he wasn't into her - he didn't want to be with her, he wanted to be LIKE her. That would explain why he was so anxious about her touching him etc when their friendship started

Mmmmm the Lucas being transgender theories are cool, they make sense, but I don’t think they should go there. They’ve already made their big villain be transgender and that’s not sending out the best messages… it kind of comes across like “I’m transgender and I had a rough upbringing, so because of that I’m gonna play life or death games with a group of girls”. I know it was all heightened reality because of Radley, and being blamed for Marion’s death too… it wasn’t as simple as “daddy rejected me”. There was more to it. But, through all that, we can unfortunately still make the conclusion that she wouldn’t have been A if she were not transgender because being transgender is what started the downhill ride in her life. And that’s the problem. I really don’t want them to paint transgender people negatively like that again. If Lucas isn’t a villain, I guess it’s okay. But I’m expecting a betrAyal soon so I hope he’s not transgender. But yeah, I can’t deny the validity in the theories that they could be going down this path.

i feel like a lot of the time people make it seem like cutting a toxic person out of your life will be an instant weight off your shoulders and you’ll feel free and better and it’s usually like…. not that happy of a situation like it’s not FUN cutting people off but it’s often necessary. especially if it’s someone you’ve been through a lot with you’ll probably feel guilty and bad and a little regretful even though it’s the best thing for you, it’s not as easy or as instantly satisfying as it seems.

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  • Aries: You play all the time, and you play to win. You are a cheerful and a happy person but god help the ones who do you wrong or the ones you love. You know how to party and you know how to have fun. You always give great compliments. You have a great body and great physical looks. Your smile is sexy and your laughter is even sexier. NOW, START LOVING YOURSELF AND YOUR SIGN.
  • Taurus: You have an impeccable taste for literally everything, you are the biggest hedonist out there and you simply know how to live. And you love life itself which comes in many forms. You have a cheerful spirit, intriguing mentality and even a greater heart. You are capable of putting up with so much shit and staying sane, haters can just stay jealous. You have the power to crack the earth in two when you witness negativity and you will. NOW, START LOVING YOURSELF AND YOUR SIGN.
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Dan and Phil x Harry Potter x Life is Strange Crossover

A Concept: You play as Daniel Howell, a young half-blood wizard who mysteriously receives time-rewinding powers at the beginning of his first year at Hogwarts. He realizes his powers do not adhere to the same spatiotemporal constraints as time turners: they do not obey the Novikov Self-Consistency Principle, and can only rewind up to five minutes at a time.  Unbeknownst to Dan, his powers are finite - the rate of depletion is available only to you, the player, in a meter on the right of the screen. For the first half of his time at Hogwarts, you use Dan’s powers to remake decisions to make life easier for him and his Muggle-born best friend Phil. Then, in his fourth year, Harry Freakin’ Potter returns from the maze with a dead body and life for Dan gets really dark really quickly. You realize too late you should probably have conserved your powers for the war.

There are four fixed events in the game: Befriending Phil, Cedric’s death, Dumbledore’s death, and Dan’s powers running out sometime during the Battle of Hogwarts.

emoji self-care + positive list:

💖 sparkle up your heart by doing random acts of kindness to the people you love or even to strangers (if ur comfortable with that)
🐶 pat your doggos, pets, and animals friends for a happy soul! give em extra hugs for optimal results!
🐣 dont chicken out! if u want to do something that makes u happy, just do it! and always remember to do it for yourself
🐚 collect sum cute shells in the beach, fill a smol jar with sand, and chill with ur friends/significant other
🌱 go on a botanical garden adventure! make ur own garden! plant the old seeds u bought from a plant shop, water your little sprouts!
🍵 drink a warm cup of earl grey tea or coffee! spice it up with cinnamon if u want! (i dont like. cinnamon tho but u kno)
🍋 detoxify!! lemon is a good antioxidant! drink a cup of lemonade or do ur mix in ur own way!
🍓 boost ur health (bc it is wealth) by eating and storing a couple of organic fruits for personal consumption
🌻 go buy yourself some sunflowers, daisies, zinnias, crysanthemums in the farmer’s market
🌞 go out, experience the sunny weekdays, enjoy the feel of sun beams during the golden hours, fall in love with the summer feel
🌚 observe the moon, fall in love with the stars, embrace the beauty of the skies and the galaxies
📌 grab the keys and go on a crazy spontaneous adventure !! bring a tad of food for picnic purposes too
🎨 make art, appreciate art, be ur own version of masterpiece. grow up and craft yourself to become ur best version!
🔮 invest in the little things in life. enjoy the smell of rain, the copper brwn color of your trees on autumn, living for the littlest things is (proven to be) magical.
⌚ dont worry too much!! you are not running out of time. you are still young and you have ur life ahead of you.
🎥 film all the beautiful things about your days. do it for achive’s sake. do it for your future self. do it so that u may be able to rewatch it over and over again
🎶 listen to good soothing music while taking a shower, nap, or walking on parks!!
💌 write your future self a letter that talks about your aspirations and dreams and a little description about ur present self
📖 read your favorite books under the genre feel-good! reread if u want to feel the lingering joy inside ur chest again!
💭 talk to your friends, colleagues, best buds etc! it is never okay to bottle up the sadness!!
🔎 research cute places you’ve never been to and visit them alone, with your significant other, or with your best pals! google is ur adventure bestfriend!
✨ dont forget to sparkle up! ur shinier than the glitters!
💤 get some sleep to recharge for a brighter tomorrow! oversleeping may sometimes be bad for u tho
✋ give yourself a high five for surviving today and yesterday! im proud of u!
📯 learn a new instrument and compose a cute song for your friend!

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anonymous asked:

“You bake when you’re stressed and sometimes you give me cookies, but recently you’re giving me whole baskets each day, now I’m not complaining but are you okay?” au sterek? <3

OK, I wrote you a quick little thing. :)

now also on ao3

*

When Derek shows up at Stiles’ back door that morning with a basket full of about three dozen cookies, all carefully iced to look like Batman and Spider-Man, Stiles doesn’t say anything. He just gets up from the kitchen table and opens the screen door, and then he looks down at the basket for a long, long moment, and then he rubs the heels of his hands into his eyes and groans.

He looks kind of… unkempt. He’s wearing the same sweatpants and lacrosse hoodie he’d had on two days ago when Derek saw him at his mailbox, and his hair is sticking up everywhere, and it’s obvious he hasn’t shaved in a while because there’s some actual stubble there. Derek didn’t think Stiles was even capable of facial hair. It only adds to his attractiveness, but still, Derek can’t help but be concerned.

Derek doesn’t usually start conversations, but today he feels like making an exception. “Are you okay? This is a lot more baking than usual, even for you.”

“What? What do you mean?” Stiles says, dropping his hands to his sides. His face cycles through about five or six different expressions before settling on something that’s probably trying to say “innocent and oblivious,” but… well. Derek might not know Stiles that well, but he knows Stiles is definitely not either of those things, ever.

“The cookies,” Derek says slowly. “That you leave on my doorstep a few times a week while I’m out on my morning run.”

Stiles glares down at the cookies Derek’s holding like they’ve betrayed him.

“We don’t talk about it,” Derek says slowly, unsure, “but I thought you knew that I knew it was you. I mean, no one else in the neighborhood even talks to me.”

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Them finding out you are pregnant with their child

PETER PARKER

Originally posted by spiderholland

  • actually melts
  • “Are you for real!?”
  • you show him the pregnancy test
  • And you assuring him that he will be a great father
  • “Peter, we are not naming our child Tony”
  • “I’m just saying-”
  • “No.”
  • Deciding to tell Aunt May
  • She is really happy and supportive 
  • “I mean, the making process was fun ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ”

STEVE ROGERS 

Originally posted by talkinboutmyimagination

  • will not stop smiling
  • “Are you even listening to me?”
  • Not even a single worry
  • And when you get insecure as a mother, he will be there to tell you that you are just fine
  • The Avengers freaked out, but Tony just smirked
  • “I heard you that night”
  • You got to paint the baby room together
  • “It was the most fun I've ever had”
  • “It’s because I was there”
  • Everything went smoothly as if you planned it

BRUCE WAYNE 

Originally posted by itsyourboystiffyliveat

  • As if he didn’t have enough kids at the manor
  • “Oh shit”
  • You’d be in tears because you were scared that something will go wrong trough out the process 
  • But of course, he was there to help you cheer up
  • ALFRED BOUGHT YOU NINETEEN TESTS, SO YOU CAN MAKE SURE THAT IT WAS ACTUALLY TRUE
  • HE ACTUALLY STARTED JUMPING AROUND
  • “I will take care of it as if it was mine, Miss [Y/N]”
  • “I think I'll be fine Alf.”
  • You wanted to make sure the child didn’t find out about the bat
  • it ended up as the sixth robin…

BARRY ALLEN

Originally posted by fireworkofdec

  • As if you weren’t freaking out to tell him
  • he seemed angry to you for some reason (that wasn’t true ofc)
  • but that quickly escalated to a tight hug
  • “I’ll make sure this child lives the best life possible”
  • you had to go furniture shopping together 
  • You were both so happy when you saw the decorated room after so much work went over it
  • You imagined the small child running around
  • After it was born, you both tried to get time and take care of it
  • you would read her/him stories to bed
  • all your insecurities flew away

TONY STARK

Originally posted by varied-marvels

  • O boi
  • How did that happen  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
  • IT’S NOT LIKE YOU HAVE SEX EVERY WEEK OR ANYTHING  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
  • you tried to be serious, but Tony wasn’t at all
  • he just kept smiling and giggling like the giggly bitch he is
  • but you still love him
  • “Okay so….what are you doing”
  • “I’m planning the-”
  • “NONONONONONONONO YOU ARE NOT TURNING MY CHILD INTO A ROBOT”

(NOT MY GIFS)

Real Talk

I see why KPop idols don’t put their REAL selves out there, like letting fans know they actually turn up and drink, smoke, have sex (gasp!), like to party, are attracted to this or that woman, they have to act like innocent, little Angels 24/7 and be so rehearsed to please you little judgmental, annoying little snot nosed kids.

I see some (I hope I don’t make this situation even worse by even bringing it up sigh) kpop “fans” bitching about Vernon wearing a bottom diamond grill in his mouth and jamming to rap music, chilling with his friend, being his self, but Noooo some people (I wouldn’t call fans) are complaining claiming “Oh he’s drunk”, “Noo He’s drinking” “I’m disappointed” “I’m embarrassed” blah blah blah (he was not drinking in the video thooo so wtf? even if he was, he’s legal to drink now anyway so…)“He’s appropriating Blacks” (by wearing a grill in his mouth) ok first of all, everybody and their damn mama wear a grill in their mouth these days, I don’t give a fuck about that, you want to talk about REAL appropriation, people taking from us and claiming it as their own in the entertainment world, that’s real appropriation, people really throw that word around too lightly these days,  you need to look it up on youtube, it’s deeper than a damn bottom grill in his mouth, I don’t see him claiming shit, You really don’t know Vernon, who called people out on racism and has the wokest mom that called out the media on appropriating Black people and defends Black people so hard all the time on her account, so you not about to drag Vernon today Satan over a 12 second clip and make him seem like such a bad person for turning up, damn little nigga can’t turn up and have fun?

I wish these so called “fans” would stop judging these idols so harshly, and always trying to start drama, is your life that boring?

LET ‘HOOD ASS VERSON’ OUT HIS SHELL! DAMN! YOU WANNA SEE AN INNOCENT CHILD? GO TO THE PLAYGROUND! SHIIITTTT. and yes I fucking said HOOD ASS? You gonna get mad about that too? I don’t think we know the same Vernon? cuzzzz his ass ALWAYS been like THIS.


Tree Bros Neighbors AU

(Another late night and another crap ton of head cannons)

  • Their windows are directly across from each other, so they can literally see into each others rooms.
  • They both think of each other as “The cute guy next door” But neither are willing to admit it.
  • Evan knows all of Connor little quirks and habits, like how he leaves on a night light, how he listens to classical music to fall asleep, how he can see him putting his hair in a pony tail then taking it out and then repeating the method until he gets it “right”.
  • Connor knows that Evan has trouble sleeping some nights, so he leaves him a classical music playlist on an old iPod beside his bed table labeled “Evan sleep, you’re welcome”. (yes, Connor broke into Evans house)
  • Connor has see Evan come home crying on multiple occasions after hard days at work or school, he starts to comfort Evan and offer his advice.
  • Connor sees Evan shirtless all the time, he loves his little back freckles.
  • He also knows that Evan wears star wars pajamas to bed, (which honestly is the cutest thing)
  • They start having regular convos about each others day while leaning through their windows at night.
  • One time, after a particularly rough day, they have a secret slumber party. Connor basically just spent the night comforting the panicked Evan who doesn’t feel safe alone (moms out of town)
  • Evan and Connor continue to sneak into each others rooms just to chill and talk, its a lot more comfortable to sit down then lean out your window for an hour
  • Evan loves to braid Connor’s hair, Connor has no idea how he knows and one night he asks, turns out Evan used to have a padawan braid as a kid.
  • Evan literally meets Connor in his room after he heard Connor’s parents screaming to each other over dinner about Connor’s mental health. A hug was never more needed 
  • They fiiiiinaly have their first kiss in Evans room, after he said he needed help with something to get Connor to come over.
  • “You bastard, i knew their wasn’t a problem”

“Oh yeah?”

“Yeah! when you’re lying your ears get all red”

“You can see that from your room?”

“I have good vision”

  • They date, but in secret cause Connor knows his parents will hate their relationship.
  • Evans mom catches them together one morning after Connor spent the night there after a particularly bad panic attack.
  • She rolls with it, but she invited Connors fam for dinner
  • It goes about as well as Connor expected
  • Zoe is just excited for them, saying that her brother has had a crush on Evan since they were kids.
  • Cynthia is okay, a little confused at how she didn’t notice, bit okay that her baby is gay/bi
  • Larry tho…
  • “I knew you were up to something, Cynthia you have to realize this isn’t healthy. I mean, the last thing he needs is a boyfriend.. especially that boy”. “Larry this isn’t the time..” “Its his depression, he’s confused!”
  • Connor’s dad threatens to move, Cynthia actually has wanted to move so she doesn’t bother fighting it. Zoe and Connor on the other hand-
  • “We can’t move! I just made a… friend..”

“Oh! Is that all Evan is Connor? Didn’t you just say he was your-”

“I don’t know Dad!”

“Well, for someone who is in love.. thats not a good thing to say.”

  • Over the summer, Connor gets sent away to a camp to “help” him with his sexuality and depression. Mostly just to be sent away from Evan
  • Evan sent letters to him after Cynthia helped him find the P.O. address, but Connor never replies.
  • When he gets back, they’re both so distant…
  • Evan had the whole “tree thing” while Connor was away.
  • “What happened to your arm?” “You’d know if you read my letters?” “What letters?” “I sent you over 30 Connor, did you read any of them?” “No… I-” “forget it..”
  • T H E G R E A T B R E A K U P O F 2 0 1 7 
  • Evan and Connor keep their blinds shut for awhile.
  • Finally, Evan opens his. Ready to talk to Connor and see hows he’s doing.
  • Connors room is dark..
  • ITS NEVER DARK BECAUSE OF THE NIGHTLIGHT
  • Evan climbs over to Connor’s room to see if he’s okay, its midnight, Evan is freaking out until he find the body.
  • C O N N O R   D I E D 
  • HE TELLS THE MURPHY’S WHAT HAPPEN AND AT FIRST THEY BLAME EVAN BUT THEN EVAN IS JUST SOBBING SO THEY START TO CRY TOO CAUSE THEIR PRECIOUS BABY IS GONE
  •  “He wouldn’t be dead if i didn’t send him away Cynthia!” 

“Larry please its not your fault!”

“It is.. he was getting better, with Evan.. I tore them apart.. Its.. It my fault”

  • F U N E R A L
  • Evan is sitting in Connor’s room one night (he gets permission to do that now) and he looks over where the nightlight usually is.
  • There’s a note

“Dear Evan Hansen, Im sorry. Im sorry i cut you out of my life, I’m sorry i let me parents do it. The truth is, you don’t deserve me, you don’t deserve the mess that i am… You deserve the best Evan. I hope you'll understand the reason i did what i did.. I opened my window and waited for you Evan, I waited for you to open yours. But you didn’t, and I’m glad. Im glad you can continue with your life, safely. I read your letters that you sent, i needed to talk to you and make sure you were okay.. I hoped you’ve moved on, I do hope that you’re happy too. I think Ill miss you the most, I love you.

Sincerely-

Connor Murphy.

The exploits that have occurred in Day-Lewis’ eternal quest to remain in character are legendary: he broke his own ribs for My Left Foot, fought random strangers in Rome for Gangs Of New York, and learned to speak Czech for The Unbearable Lightness Of Being, just so he could speak with a Czech accent. Just to reiterate that: The man learned an entire language, just so he could then perform his lines in an entirely different language, but with just a touch of an accent. That’s fucking bonkers, no matter how you feel about art and cinema and wacky mustaches.

It’s all well and good for Day-Lewis; it’s fun to have a really nutty actor out there to win Oscars for us and maybe make some nice shoes while he’s at it. But now other actors have picked up that the best way to be truly great is to torture yourself. That’s why Jared Leto starved himself to win an Oscar for Dallas Buyers Club, and mailed used condoms to his co-stars to prepare for the role of the Joker. That’s why Adrien Brody dumped his girlfriend and ditched his life to be in The Pianist. It’s why Jamie Dornan followed a random woman to get in the head of a serial killer for The Fall. If you replaced the second half of most of the sentences in this paragraph with “and then began a police standoff that lasted three days,” it would fit just as well.

It’s all the same path that made Dustin Hoffman stay up for days (supposedly) to look exhausted in Marathon Man, even though he got thrown shade from Laurence fucking Olivier to JUST ACT. Acting is becoming a war of escalation over what an actor is willing to do in real life, instead of, you know, while acting.

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