I wonder what are you doing now. What was your last meal and if you bought your favorite shirt that you once told me. Have you sat next to the man at the train station who’s reading your favorite book that you usually do? I hope you sleep well tonight. I hope there’s someone who would sing a song to you when you can’t sleep just like what i used to do for you. I hope your day went well just like mine and you’ll come safe.
As i sit in front of my laptop, i thought of sending you a message telling you how much i miss you, but i deleted every word because i realize that it’s not right to send you a message. I am contented browsing your page to know that you’re still there and keep myself updated to you.
I thought I’d let you know that I never finish a cup of coffee today because every sip of coffee reminds me of you. I want to tell you how i spent my day today and how i accidentally spill my coffee at a stranger sitting next to my table, yeah i’m clumsy and i know you’d laugh at me. Did i mention that i passed my major subject, here i’m already telling you, i guess if you’re here you owe me a box of pizza.
Silly me, i’m still thinking of you. I still care and i never stopped caring for you. I just miss you. I miss being with you. I miss the person you were before. I miss the feeling when i am with you. My heart’s missing you. I hope you’re okay. I hope you never forgot to smile and be happy to things you have. I hope i can hold your hand and be with you on your journey. But it can’t be, but i am still hoping that one day we’ll have the chance to be together when everything’s right and the timing is right for the two of us. I don’t believe that there’s a wrong person for us, maybe it’s just the time that’s not right. We had the right love but fate needs to separate our ways.
I miss you. I hope you miss me too because it makes me feel bad every time i think that we’re like strangers now.