make me a model

Pretending to be a model this weekend with @jakebraught 📸🌾 thanks for making me feel handsome 💝 (at Seaside, Oregon)

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10:45 pm, tuesday night
  • me, dressed in pajama shorts, a big t-shirt with the fckn toys r us logo on it, no bra, mismatched old navy $5 flip-flops, mascara smudged under my eyes and my hair in a bun, outside in my driveway with my phone's flashlight on trying to see if i left my glasses in the car:LOUDLY OPENING AND CLOSING THE CAR DOOR
  • three boys my age who i have never seen before:walk out of the house across the street and see me
  • boy 1, calling across the street:is that your car? [REFERRING TO A 10+ YEAR OLD CAR OF UNKNOWN MAKE AND MODEL BC IDK SHIT ABOUT CARS]
  • me, closing the car door so the light inside will turn off and they will no longer be able to see my toys r us shirt:uh, yeah
  • boy 1:sick
  • boys 2 and 3, in unsettling unison:sick
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.
You claim to love her, inside and out, but the only time you call her beautiful is when it’s 3 in the morning and I’ve already turned you down.
—  girls tell each other everything, c.j.n.