make better mistakes tomorrow

Don’t tell me I’m beautiful as though that is the cure for my sickness.  As though that will heal the series of wounds that I caused myself.  Don’t say I’m still beautiful, so therefore I have no right to be angry.
Don’t tell me that I was beautiful then and I’m beautiful now.  That I am beautiful at any size.  
Because I was not beautiful when I was dying.
That is not beauty.
That is pain.
That is an ever present chill and ache in my bones.
That is dry, cracking, bleeding skin and tired eyes.
That is fistfuls of hair falling out in my hands.
That is a silenced voice and rotting organs.
That is secretly waking up at 3 am to sneak downstairs and weigh myself, take off my clothes, stare at myself in the full length mirror, tell myself that tomorrow you better fucking make up for your mistakes how fucking dare you you are FAILING and everything is going WRONG.
Don’t FUCKING tell me that is beauty.
Because it’s not.
—  I couldn’t care less about beauty.  
Quotes For Bedroom Walls

“Wait for me somewhere between reality and all we’ve ever dreamed”

“I can’t fall asleep but I sure can dream”

“Chase after your dreams”

“Here’s to staring into the sun when you used to close your eyes”

“Even the darkest night will end and the sun will rise”

“You may say I’m a dreamer, but I’m not the only one”

“Nothing is impossible”

“All good things are wild and free”

“You musn’t be afraid to dream a little bigger, darling”

“Turn your face to the sun and the shadows fall behind you”

“Let’s make better mistakes tomorrow.”

“I hope you feel beautiful today.”

“Hello, gorgeous.”

“There’s more to living than being alive.”

“She ran away in her sleep and dreamed of paradise.”

“It’s not rocket science.”

“Eat diamonds for breakfast & shine all day.”

“Remember to breathe.”

“Good things will come my way.”

“What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.”

“She changed her can'ts into cans and her dreams into plans.”

“There are far, far better things ahead than any we leave behind.”

“The cure for anything is saltwater; sweat, tears, or the sea”

“Stars can’t shine without darkness”

“It’s better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring”

“Be the change you wish to see in the world.”

i hope for more blake and ruby interactions in volume 3

blake and ruby talked only a few times in vol 1 and 2. i was hoping to see ruby talking to blake about how sick and worried she was because ruby basically took the team out to look for her.

i wanna see them talk about their ideals. talk about how they could make a better tomorrow. have blake tell ruby about her pasts mistakes and how she learned from them. i wanna see them offer advice and support when both their partners aren’t nearby

but i also just want blake to read to ruby haha but thats mostly just for me