i feel it coming //the weeknd 1 of 1 //shinee all night //beyonce sweet & easy //wondergirls some //steve lacy 4 walls //f(x) ivy //frank ocean i am you, you are me //zico violet //daniel caesar cha cha //sik-k poison //brent faiyaz woo ah //crush got me //roy woods
Borderline Backlash A playlist for borderlines, about borderlines (listen here)
Versa Emerge- Burn | Twenty One Pilots- Doubt | Gotye- Easy Way Out | Mew- Cartoons & Macramé Wounds | Carpark North- The Beasts | TeddLoi- Me!Me!Me! | Apparitions- Burn Alive | Sia- Chandelier | Panic! at the Disco- Miss Jackson | The Offspring- A Lot Like Me | The Killers- Smile Like You Mean It | In This Moment- You’re gonna listen
smile - portugal. the man // bright whites - kishi bashi // a candle’s fire - beirut // leaves - cheers elephant // DLZ - TV on the radio // burning - the whitest boy alive // the way she said - velour // only if for a night - florence + the machine
ohhhHHHAAAAA yay!! okay okay everyones super confused lemme explain
so, over the past few weeks ive been collecting songs and discovering new artists. when i reblogged a post that said “ill make you a playlist out of a word”. i made a bunch of playlists for you guys and it was really fun.
ive decided to take this idea and turn it into something magical. “emotions” is a collection of playlists that all go with one theme, or emotion. this will be the first installment. “Tranquil Evenings”. by the video you can probably tell the theme of this playlist :)))
so, every friday i will be releasing a brand new playlist with a brand new emotion. maybe you could guess the other themes?
today. at midnight est. Tranquil Evenings will be released on apple music, spotify, and youtube. get ready.
soooo, i want to start making some public playlists/mixtapes on each of the boys hopefully. i’m obviously going to start with louis, so if you have any songs that remind you of louis (whether they vibe with him or the lyrics describe him, really anything) please message me them!
so one of my best friend’s birthdays is coming up and i want to get and send him a gift. i have some money but it’s set aside for a convention im going to soon so i dont really have much spending money. if anyone would like to donate my paypal is: paypal.me/churchington this obviously isnt dire but if you could reblog this post that would be great! let me know if you donate and ill make a playlist for you!! it can be for any character, theme, or ship of your choosing. seriously if you just donate 1 dollar i will make a playlist for you. thank you for reading!!!
A/N: This is the final part. Good Lord, I can’t believe I’m done. This has gone on since JUNE, everyone. JUNE. And I’ve been writing it since October of 2016. I wrote it, edited it, edited it, typed it up, edited it again, and edited as I posted. It’s been quite a mess. But a good mess.
This fic is the reason I started a Tumblr. Back when I began writing it, I was coming out of a really horrible place in my life and I felt like I could start writing again, so I decided to start off easy–with fanfiction. I thought having characters and settings, etc, that were already developed would help me out, but this actually turned out to be one of the most in-depth, complicated things I have ever written. 172 pages (on a Word document, it was over 300 handwritten) and 107,500 ish words later, it’s actually finished. Done writing it, done posting it, and I’m not going to go back and edit the posts, even though I really, really want to.
I have so many people to thank, for giving me ideas or for encouragement, so here goes:
@captainamerotica: You are actually half of Cherchez la Femme. All those scenarios we came up with? This is a conglomerate of all of those. Also, Drina is based on you, and I’m so glad I included her. So thank you for being there from the literal beginning.
@find-me-here2: You were my first Tumblr friend, and back when I was still complaining about how writing was going on this site, you were diligently reblogging everything and shamelessly promoting my fic even before I was certain that I was going to post it! Thank you for nagging me to finish it.
@persephone-is-here-omg: Thank you, first of all, for your all-caps, paragraph-long reactions to every. Single. Post. I love seeing them, and I happen to like that your phone doesn’t understand that you definitely put paragraph breaks in. I think it’s hilarious. Thank you, my lovely wifey, for nagging me continually to post it as I teased you with bits and pieces of it (get ready to do it again for Twisted Satin and Diablerie). I treasure you and your wonderful comments.
@thecrownedrose: Thank you for your marginally less screamy reactions to this fic. They were no less entertaining, but definitely a little less punchy. I’m sorry I made you cry so much, but unfortunately, you can’t blame me for all of it; it’s Marvel’s fault. No angst, no Bucky! Thank you for reading and commenting on every single post despite the fact that you are now dealing with screaming, annoying children. Thank you, also, for nagging me to post this, even when I bitched to you about not wanting to, and as I said above, get ready to do it again for Twisted Satin and Diablerie! I love you, I love you, I love you.
@abovethesmokestacks: Thank you for reading and reblogging on every single post! Your reviews were amazing, too; they satisfied my inner English major when I needed someone to analyze things with in-depth. Seeing you reblogging always made me happy.
@rebelslicious: YOUR GIFS. YOUR GIFS. Thank you for every single one of those. I usually burst out laughing whenever I saw them because they were so perfect.
@suz-123: I know you weren’t there since the beginning beginning, but I’m so glad you found Cherchez! Thank you for every single one of your reblogs and comments!
@betsy1066: Thank you as well! You have stuck out this whole thing, and I really, really admire you for it, because it was starting to get ridiculous. @rainbowrobotmarkerz: You started in the middle, but I’m so glad you saw it and enjoyed it! Thank you!
@genesis-d-winter: I’m so glad I met you at that convention! I loved talking to you there, and thank you so much for reading this and reblogging it. Hopefully we can continue talking, and we’ll see each other again at another con.
@sad-af1121 and @papi-chulo-bucky: Thank you for reading and reblogging. I see you every so often in my notes and I love it. Also, @papi-chulo-bucky, that anon’s ask made my year, thank you for thinking of my fic. Church flames is actually a good title. @avengersandlovers, thank you for reading this, too! I love how you attempted to call me out for whining about your angst, but I’m going to, even though my blog is the Angst Den. I’m so glad you enjoyed Cherchez, despite all the sads.
@erisjade: Your messages every so often were awesome, thank you so much for that. They usually came at just the right time and kept me going.
@adminsup and @mo320: I see you messaging and liking all the posts. You guys are absolute sweethearts, and I know we never talk, but I see it, and you make me happy.
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE ON MY TAGLISTS. Whether you stuck it out from the beginning, found it in the middle, or saw the post a few chapters ago, thank you, thank you, for telling me that you wanted to read it and you thought it was important enough to be notified about. THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO READ IT OR IS READING IT. I may not see you on the notes, but I know you’re there and I wanted to say thank you for giving it a look. This thing is my baby and I love it, and I love all of you. @charliexowrite and @bi-diana-prince, I know you guys are like me and are going to binge read now that it’s over, so ENJOY!
If I forgot anyone, I am so sorry, but I’ve had this in my drafts now for a couple of weeks. Thank you all. The fanart, the comments, the reblogs, the likes… thank you.
I will probably make a playlist on Youtube soon, and make a post about that. I’m working on a Spotify, too.
WARNINGS: FLUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUFF, small children included, engagement, swearing, marriage
Broken But Not Bruised (listen here)
A playlist of those who are/have been in emotionally abusive relationships with anyone in their life and are trying to escape.
Cover art by agnes-cecile on deviantart
Metric- Black Sheep
| Versa Emerge- Fixed At Zero
| Apparitions- Burn Alive
| A Day To Remember- Better Off This Way
| Beyonce- Beautiful Liar
| The All American Rejects- Walk Over Me
| Sia- Elastic Heart
| Motionless in White- Unstoppable
| Mew- RepeaterBeater
| Carpark North- Leave My Place