make a new life

just a little thing i decided to do on the side.
this fella finally has a name and a small background too.
They are now known as Gall  
 Gall is known to prey on helpless or desperate the kind of people that don’t have anything to lose.
 usually making offers for them of either good luck , the start of a new life in distant land,almost anything the victim desires.
   However in return they will take something from them as payment but they’ll  never say what it is .
Payment is usually in the form of something the person holds dear be it a loved one ,friends ,family ,riches ,or the victims own life if they value it more than anything.
  You get what you want but in the end you will soon regret ever making the deal. 

anonymous asked:

milly please tell me that i can live without him in my life

i was once feeling the same about someone. someone i had spent just over a year and a half loving intensely. when they leave, let them leave. mourn it, be kind to yourself. this mourning wont last. it feels as if it will go on forever but it wont. it really wont. you will wake up sometimes and remember he has gone and feel a dreadful heaviness, but one day this will be gone. this is a new birth for you. a new challenge to find your strength. you have it. life is so much more than someone who doesn’t want to be in your life. you have all of the things which make you you. you will find new souls who touch your life in a different way. you will find your way. keep holding on. you dont need anyone who doesnt need you.

A Message from The World ft. the Distant Past Tarot

Take it from someone learning ballet: solid balance is incredibly counter-intuitive. To balance on one leg your instincts will tell you to bend your legs, to turn in, and to lean back. Instead, leaning slightly forwards, stretching the heck out of your legs, and keeping your hips and feet turned out saves the day. It won’t feel right at first, it might not feel right ever– but suddenly you’re stable and it looks and feels a bit like magic.

To make anything new happen in your life you need to embrace two things: that it will take time to figure out how to balance this change, no matter how positive it is, and that it will be uncomfortable and counter-intuitive. You’ve trained yourself to live one way for a very long time, old habits (like turning in, my nemesis) will crop up. Be patient with yourself, accept that there will be a period of being your own inner strict ballet teacher, dictating your form and realigning your posture so you don’t fall over.  

Please, remind yourself that you are still new and learning. You will get it right someday as long as you persist. Practice the changes you want to make in your life, over and over, until they become the real thing.

I promise you, it will be magic. 

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.