how is maggie sawyer such a good human being??? i mean 1.‘i didnt want to scare you’ - the fact that she never, not once, said anything about her experience because there’s nothing good about it, just pain, and that’s the last thing she wants alex to feel so she hid how she really was outed so alex won’t be afraid to come out and think this is not okay
2.‘this is the biggest thing that’s ever happened to you, and you shouldn’t have to do it alone’ - THIS. NOW READ THIS KNOWING MAGGIE’S ACTUAL EXPERIENCE 3.‘you did? how did she take it?’ - she was just so happy about alex coming out to her mom & being accepted for who she was, even if it reminded her that this is the kind of love and support she never had 4.‘its not for me to say’ - with jonnsaying those words, maggie’s horrible memories of how she never got the chance to come out by herself probably resurfaced 5. maggie sawyer is so tough, protective and caring, but there are wounds that cleary didn’t heal and probaby never will (which is normal when youre kicked out of your own house at 14) but she faced them and despite all the shit she’s been through she’s finally happy with the woman she loves and this is the biggest revenge on life she could’ve asked for
YOU! YOOOU. YOU DREW ALEX AND KARA AND I DIED 50 TIMES, AND NOW YOU OWE ME A SANVERS DRAWING BC I TOLD YOU SO. PRETTY PLEASE I'D LOVE YOU FOREVER MORE THAN I LOVE YOU RIGHT NOW. i can't chooooose what pose. 4C? or 4A? idk choose for me? (ps I MISS YOU sorry i got VERY EXCITED)
AND ABOUT TEN BILLION YEARS LATER, I FINISH ITTTTTTTTT!!!! BLESS YOU AND YOUR SANVERS.
friendly reminder that richard gansey was only 17 and willing to lay down his life so the rest of his friends could survive and so a demon didn’t unravel the universe and that that is an awful thing to have to think about and do at age 17