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I sat in the first class seat next to Will as he tried to read his
I had been helping him sound out words for the past hour and he
was making progress with his fourth grade, reading level book. Needless to say,
I was highly impressed. Demetri had no intention of reading and went to sleep
as soon as we got off from our layover in New York.
From here, it was a straight shot to Cannes. It was Saturday and
the festival officially opened on Monday. It would last for a week and a half,
making it a very sought after set of events.
All together, there were fifteen in our party and we took up the
entire first class cabin. It was ridiculous but my father demanded that
everyone be there. He was actually supposed to be in Cannes three days ago but
he made up some excuse because he didn’t want to spend more time there than
This was a really stressful time for Jeremy and I felt for him but
this is what he loved to do so he wasn’t complaining.
The past month of April passed without anything major and it was
now the middle of May, the perfect time for a film festival in the south of
"Dad, I don’t want to read anymore." Will closed his
"Alright then, what do you want to do?"
"Mom said that if I go to sleep, we’ll get there
faster." He looked out of the window at the setting sun as we passed over
"Yup, if you go to bed now, we’ll probably be there in the
"Are you sure?" He raised an eyebrow like he didn’t
believe me, "Sounds kind of questionable to me."
I had to laugh at his wonderful vocabulary that he no doubt
learned from Selena.
"I promise." I fluffed up his pillow and laid a blanket
"Where are we going again?" Will asked as he laid his
head on my arm.
"Is there a beach?"
"Yes and the water is so clear that you can see your feet at
"And we get to watch movies the whole time?"
"You’re mother and I will. You guys are going to have lots of
fun will Uncle Jaxson but we’ll make sure to take you guys everywhere so you
can see the sites."
"What’s there to do?"
"Lots of shopping and the beach of course. They also have
boat rides that we can go on and I’m sure there is a movie or two we can take
you all to."
"Will there be lots of cameramen there?"
"Yes, does that scare you?" I asked, slightly worried
that my son wasn’t adjusting to his new life as well as he let on but he
surprised me once again.
"No, they’re fine. Just make sure they get my good
side." He yawned like an old man, being serious about his photo op.
"I’ll be sure of it, bud." I chuckled and kissed his
head, "Go to sleep."
"Ok, Dad." He sighed and within minutes, he was off.
I leaned up softly so that I didn’t wake Will and peeked my head
over the seat in front of me where Selena was sitting with Dani. They were
coloring in one of Dani’s picture books and laughing like school girls.
"What’s going on up here?" I asked.
"Nothing, we’re making masterpieces, Daddy." Dani
replied with a smile. She was next to the window
"She’s convinced that she doesn’t need to go to sleep."
Selena said, "I’ll give it an hour before she’s knocked out." She
whispered to me.
"Will already went down for the night." I replied.
"Daddy, how much longer until we get there?" Dani asked
with a bounce in her voice.
"About eight hours, not too long."
"I want to be there already. Mama says that they have a beach
and we can go sailing."
"I said we can go sailing if we have someone who knows what
they’re doing on the water." Selena corrected her, "I don’t want to
risk our lives in your father’s hands."
"I’m sure I can steer a boat." I poked out my chest.
"Not with my children on board, you’re not." She said
seriously, "You might need to do a few trial runs."
"It’s okay, Selena. I’ve got this." Jaxson said from
across the aisle, "I can sail anything on the open seas."
"We’ll talk about that when we get there. I don’t think I
like this idea." Pattie piped up.
"No one’s going anywhere until after the movie. Business first."
My father sighed heavily.
Pattie put her hand in his and he seemed to calm down immediately,
“You’re going to give yourself a heart attack.” She said to him.
"I can’t help it. I’m so proud of this movie, what if people
don’t like it?"
"How could they not?" Selena said, "It’s good work,
I had seen the cut that my father was going to show at Cannes and
I had to agree that it was probably the best film I had ever seen. It wasn’t
completely done yet but from what I saw, Selena and my father were about to be
First of all, Selena’s performance was so incredible that I almost
didn’t recognize her. She totally immersed herself in the world that Jeremy
created and it was amazing to watch her work on screen. The pain and the hurt
of her character was real. I had a suspicion that she might have taken things
out of her personal life and added them to the role but she would deny it when
I asked her.
Selena’s performance was so raw, almost to the point of totally
leaving herself behind and it was kind of scary. I had never seen anyone do
that before, not even my mother and I was wondering how Selena could leave her
characters behind after she played them. They just seemed so authentic. I had
been in this business for years and Selena was teaching me things every day.
The second thing I noticed about the film was that my father only
got better with age, like a fine wine. This had to be his best work yet, there
was no doubt about it. After the movie premiered, there was no doubt in my mind
that he was going to get worldwide praise because the film was epic in its
This movie was going to be gold. That was all there was to it.
"I think we need to just have a family day." Selena
said, "Everyone is too stressed."
"The only day I’m not judging is this Friday." Jeremy
"Then we’ll go out and do something." Jaxson thought for
a second, "I want to go to a couple yacht parties." He waved his
hands in the hair.
"Oh, God. The last time we went, he fell overboard."
Rose rolled her eyes with Kim in her lap.
"Someone spiked my drink." He crossed his arms.
"Do whatever you want but I’m taking the kids to do
things." Selena said, "I feel like I haven’t been spending enough
time with them."
"I promise we’ll have lots of time as a family." I
kissed her shoulder.
As the sun set in the sky, everyone started to get really sleepy
and I was the first one out like a light although I woke up four hours later.
I ordered some water and just nursed that while I read the script
for my new movie.
Fifth Avenuewas to
begin shooting in the fall and I was more than ready to get back to work. It
was going to be a fun role that I wanted to dive into headfirst.
Unfortunately, with shooting of Fifth Avenue,I wasn’t going to be able to
work with Selena on her movie. It just wasn’t possible because they overlapped.
I really wanted to do the film because it was good and working with Selena
would have been a bonus but it wasn’t going to happen, at least at this point.
I auditioned for the role and actually got it but had to back out
when my schedules collided. On some level, I was happy to not be doing the film
because this was Selena’s opportunity and I didn’t want to take this from her.
She kept saying that she needed me on the film but after seeing her performance
in my father’s movie, I was more than convinced that she could do this on her
This would be her first, non Bieber related, lead role and she
needed to put her big girl pants on.
Selena was going to take this new role and run with it, I knew
that but she just needed to realize that. This was an incredible opportunity
for her but I was going to try to keep my distance. She didn’t need me there
That being said, I vowed that I was going to work with her at some
point. Some would say it was cheesy to have real life couples in movies but I
didn’t care. Selena was too good to just watch.
"Justin, are you awake?" Selena looked over her seat.
I chuckled, “Yes, sweetheart. Why aren’t you sleeping?”
"I can’t. I’m too excited." Selena smiled like a child
and it was so infectious that I couldn’t help but beam as well.
"You’re excited? Two days ago, you couldn’t breathe from
"Yeah but this is my first film festival."
"After that disaster of Sundance." I sighed, remembering
how horrible that was.
"This is going to be fun. Do you think people will like the
film?" She asked giddily. I couldn’t remember seeing Selena like this.
"If they don’t then they don’t know movies. You did
phenomenal but I’ve already told you that."
"And I want to take the kids around. You know the best places
to go, right?"
"Well, I haven’t been to Cannes in years but I know the good
places." I laughed, "We’ll have fun."
"Don’t forget about the work." Embry said from somewhere
behind me, "You two have lots of promoting to do."
"Can’t be just have fun, Dad?" Selena joked.
"I have blocked off days of your schedules for fun but I also
expect you two to work the carpets."
"Yeah, yeah." I groaned, resting my head against the
back of my chair, "I like Dani’s idea about going sailing."
"We’ll see." Selena sat back down.
Just like I promised, when Will opened his eyes, we were only half
an hour from descending. All the kids were so excited that I had to strap them
down so they didn’t fly away.
"I can’t wait." Demetri said, "Dad, switch seats
I did as he said so that he and Will could sit together. That left
me to sit with Jason who was still asleep.
By the time we landed in Paris, I felt like we had been traveling
for days. We got on another, smaller plane that took us straight into Cannes an
hour later and finally emerged at Aéroport Cannes Mandelieu without any
Of course, this was peak season for the entertainment community.
Stars had already started arriving, beginning last week so the paparazzi had
basically staked the whole city out for the past month.
As soon as we stepped off of the plane, it was a frenzy of cameras
and flashes. I put my sunglasses on, kept my head down, and made sure I had a
firm hold on the boys while we walked out to the cars. Dani, Demetri, Will,
Selena and I sat in the back of a black SUV as we headed off into the city.
"Everything is so bright and glittery." Dani rolled down
"And sunny." Will added, "Look at the beach."
"We’ll have to come back here when it isn’t so crowded."
Selena’s excitement was almost as strong as the kids’.
"I wish we had more time to explore." I said, "I
would take you guys all over Europe."
"We’ll come back." Selena sighed longingly.
We pulled up to the famed Hotel Martinez and before the car even
stopped, Will had his seat belt undone. I had to keep a hold on him so that he
didn’t fall out of the back but he was feeding off of the buzz that surrounded
The paparazzi were waiting as we stepped out of the cars and I
knew the magazines would have lots of cover stories on how Selena and I were
breaking up or some other ridiculous story so I just smiled and walked past
them into the lobby.
The Hotel Martinez was famous for hosting celebrities for the
festival and I had stayed here since I was young so I knew the place pretty
Embry quickly got our room keys before Selena and I pushed the
kids into an elevator, away from the cameramen.
"Wow, they are vicious." Selena took off her sunglasses.
"No one clipped you did they?" I hugged her and then checked
"No, we’re fine." She said.
"Will they be there the whole time?" Dani huffed.
"Yeah." I replied, "Probably for the rest of your
It killed me to say that but there was no way of fully avoiding
the paparazzi. They would always be there, no matter what and I just had to
make sure that I protected my family.
The elevators dinged and we got out on the top floor, heading in
the direction of our suite.
Jaxson popped his head out of a door, “Hey, kiddos. We have a
day off tomorrow, whatcha want to do?”
"I think we’re going to spend time with the kids." I
said, pressing the thought of alone time.
"Really?" He pouted.
"How about you try out the boat to make sure it’s safe."
Selena picked up his spirits and I could already see his brain thinking. He
shut the door and I could hear him talking loudly to Rosalie.
I laughed my way down the hall and slipped the key into the door
before three kids bounded past me, into the suite before it even opened.
The whole room was bright and open with large windows that looked
out onto the ocean. We had three massive rooms and our bags were already where
they needed to be.
"As usual, you took it too far." Selena wrapped her arms
around my middle as we went to our room.
"I don’t know what you’re talking about. I think you forget
that we have three kids to accommodate."
"I know but…how much did all of this cost?"
"Don’t even go there." I laid on the bed and my body
sunk deep into the sheets. Selena crawled up next to me.
"I have to ask or you’ll never tell me."
"I still won’t tell you." I closed my eyes and breathed
in the natural sea air.
That night was filled with nothing but sleep.
Demetri, Will and Dani climbed into bed with us, claiming that
ours was more comfortable but we didn’t mind. Selena and I just made room.
We slept through the night and well into the next day but I wasn’t
surprised since the time difference was making us all really tired. We had the
day to ourselves and I planned on spending it with the family since Selena and
I would be working from here on out but I was determined to not let that impede
on my time with the kids.
I was the first one up and it was around two in the afternoon so I
just got out of bed without waking everyone else and took a relaxing shower,
breathing in the aromas of the soaps.
By the time I got out, Selena was trying to wrestle the boys into
a bath but I took over to let her shower. I got the boys bathed and dressed in
pajamas since they didn’t want to go out today. I think they were still tired
for the plane ride so they basically just parked themselves on the couch.
"I’m hungry." Will laid his head on the sofa arm.
All the windows were open, letting the brisk breeze flow through
"What do you want?" I asked, pulling out the room
"What do they have?" Demetri looked through it.
I read off some of the things the restaurant downstairs offered
and made sure to get a pen and paper because my boys could eat. I was going to
be spending mountains of money just on food alone.
"What’s pallelela…?" Will sounded out.
"Paella." I corrected, "Is a Spanish rice dish. It
has lots of things from the ocean like fish and shrimp and crab. Do you want to
"Is it spicy?" He looked at me.
"Some are but I can make sure that yours isn’t."
"I want some too." Demetri said.
"You two can share." I checked off three orders of
paella for everyone and then went down the list again, just to make sure I
wasn’t missing anything.
Our food came an hour later after Selena and Dani came out of the
bathroom with freshly braided hair, smelling sweet from fresh showers. They sat
on the couch with us and just talked for what seemed like hours.
By the time the sun went down, we were all stuffed on good
European food and I was almost about to pass out. Around seven that night,
there was a knock on the door and I sighed, letting Alice in without any
"I need Selena for a dress fitting." She commanded,
carrying a large garment bag.
"Now?" Selena groaned.
"Don’t start, get in the bedroom." She pointed and
Selena followed without question.
Our time in Cannes was getting off to a fast start.
The next morning, our sleep schedules were starting to get back to
normal and I was up at noon but unlike yesterday, I had work. I gave Selena and
the kids kisses before I told them goodbye, promising to be back in a couple of
Today was a big day because it was the start of the festival. My
father’s movie was premiering tonight and then things would really start to
Tyler came to get me and nearly shoved me into a waiting car, on
our way to a photo shoot for Bulgari.
I usually didn’t do ad campaigns. I felt like I was selling out
and I wasn’t necessarily a model so why would anyone want me to hock their
stuff? I understood that I had a nice face and because of my name, I would be
able to get things advertised but I was an actor. Model wasn’t in my job title.
That being said, I had done it before and some things were just
too good to turn down. If I had a passion for the product, I would probably
jump on promoting it. Selena persuaded me to do the campaign for Bulgari men’s
watches and pointed out that I had about seven in my drawer. Plus, it was kind
of hard to turn down four million dollars for five days of work a year. It was
the business and it took me a long time to see myself as a commodity and not a
That was why I needed Selena and the kids. They kept me sane in
this crazy world and when I needed a dose of reality, they were there to give
it to me.
My day with Bulgari wasn’t that bad and I got to basically keep
everything that I modeled from watches to leather gloves, wallets, belts, ties,
cufflinks and sunglasses. It was a very profitable day but the whole time I was
in front of the camera, I just wanted to get back to my family.
By the time my photo shoot was over, Tyler had Alice on the phone
screaming at me for being late. I tried not to roll my eyes the entire time I
was on the phone with her.
carpet starts in two hours and you’re late as usual."
"Alice, I just have to put on a suit and smile."
don’t. This is a big deal. Selena’s ready and everyone else is basically
waiting on your slow ass."
"I highly doubt that, Alice."
test me Justin. Tell Tyler to drive faster."She hung up without any
I made it back to Hotel Martinez and braved my way through
paparazzi on my way up. I didn’t even get a chance to breathe before Alice
shoved a piece of pizza in my face and told me to shower. I couldn’t even say
hi to Selena.
"They’re all in Mom and Dad’s room. Hurry up." Alice
shouted from the room as I dried off.
"Ok, calm the hell down."
"Well we are working on T-minus one hour and you’re going to
make us all late."
"Shut up." I groaned and pulled on some boxers,
"This isn’t high school and we aren’t going to the prom."
"You’re damned right. This is much bigger."
Exactly an hour later, I was in a black, classic Tom Ford suit
with a bow tie and shinny shoes. My hair was coiffed, my face was clean shaven,
my wrist was adorned with a silver Bulgari watch and I was ready to go.
Alice pushed me out of the door in her designer gown, down the
hall to my parents’ room.
"Wow, you look so handsome, Daddy." Dani said when I
came in. She was already in pajamas for the night.
"Thank you, sweetheart." I kissed her, "Where is
"Outside on the balcony. She looks so pretty."
"You’re going to be good for Uncle Jason tonight,
right?" I asked.
"Yes and I’ll make sure the boys don’t drive him crazy."
"Good girl." I gave her a hug before following Selena’s
laughter out onto the balcony where she was sitting with Pattie.
"There you are." My mother stood and kissed my cheek,
"Alice has been going crazy."
"I know. She almost killed me. You look nice." I
appraised her beautiful dress, but I was more focused on my Selena behind her.
My mother noticed and just grinned her way back into the room.
Selena was in a draping, one shoulder, maroon dress with crystal
embroidery on the sweetheart neckline and the long train behind her. Her makeup
was done lightly, her hair was flowing down her back and her ears were swimming
"Wow." I breathed, "You get more amazing every
"I try." She shrugged nonchalantly and came up to me for
"Are you nervous?" I asked.
"Not anymore. I think your father is the one who is about to
"He always gets like that but this is your first big
"I hope people like it. I put a lot of work into this
"It shows. I’m here to support you." I hugged her
tightly and she melted into my body.
Our moment was interrupted by a bouncing Rose who tore us apart,
“It’s time to go. Stop messing up Selena’s Marchessa dress. This thing is
a work of art.”
I took Selena’s hand and led her out of the room after a kiss to
the kids and a prayer for Jason since he was the only one watching them.
We were in cars and on our way to the theater.
The night air was buzzing, the streets were lined with people,
cars were everywhere and Boulevard de la Croisette was alive.
There was a certain way of doing things at the Cannes Film
Festival and it was full of tradition.
The massive 2300-seat Grand Theatre Lumiere, was the place where
the premier movie was shown and I could already see the flashes from cameras.
"Are you ready?" Selena brushed something off of my
"Stop asking me that. This is your time to be ready, I’m
"I have to focus on someone else or I’ll pull my hair
out." She sighed.
I laughed and kissed her shortly before the car stopped in a back
Embry pulled us both out and led us to the beginning of the red
carpet that was already alive and in full swing. I could see Jeremy and Pattie
making the rounds along with Rose and Jaxson while Alice was flitting around
Selena, making sure her dress was perfect.
"I’m fine, Alice. Go do your own thing." Selena tired to
"No, I have to make sure you’re ok."
I just pulled Selena on the carpet, wrapping my arm around her and
There was so much noise and the camera shutters were firing off in
This was easy work.
There were so many different points of the carpet and this was
rivaling the Oscars but I don’t think anything could compare to that insanity.
I let Selena go after half an hour and took some solo shots.
As I watched her in front of the cameras, I remembered how far she
had come and what she had been through in the past couple of years. Just by
looking at Selena, I would have never known how horribly Jacob had treated her
but she was stronger than that. I had only known this woman for about a year
and she had the ability to turn my world around to the point where I had to
question everything I knew.
She loved my kids like her own, I loved her kid like he was my own
and I wanted to start a life with Selena. There was no doubt in my mind.
I didn’t know what had come over me but in that second, I had to
I trapped Selena in my grasp as we posed for more cameras.
"Marry me." I whispered to her without breaking my
"I already said I would." She giggled.
"No, I mean now. Tomorrow, before we leave France." I
Her face turned pensive as she looked at me with deep eyes.
"I mean it Selena. I need you in my life and I can’t, I won’t
spend another day without you."
In front of all these cameras, I was confessing myself to her and
I didn’t care if they knew it or not. I’m sure we looked crazy.
"Please." I almost begged.
Her face broke out into a small smile, “Ok.”
"Really?" I almost jumped into space.
"Yes. We’ll do it here, before we leave."
I had to kiss her and I didn’t care if we were in front of the
whole world. I just had to do it.
For the last couple of weeks I have been training my ass off and eating a lot cleaner than usual, however I never thought that results would actually start to show this quick. Me, @juliadintino and @cassieosborne made a pact to become more fitter and lately we’be been sharing progress photos im so proud of you girls! 😘 The photo on the left was taken 6 weeks ago (Jan 10th) ☺️
happy that so many of you joined me on my 15 Day Drawing Challenge! Browsing through your drawings has absolutely made my week (head over to instagram and search the tag #15DayDrawingChallenge to admire everybody’s work). Here are my drawings from the first week… 1. a pattern: inspired by the ceiling at […]
A while ago i came across this 15 days drawing challenge which i started and actually completed last summer. There was a good varity of things to draw including a pattern, an animal doing human things and a cross section. If i was to do this project i would like to do more unusual things on the list rather than generic objects like some drawing challenges.